Quick Travel: A yandere’s first love never escapes

On the road of growth, we are all confused, lazy, and insist on very few things.

Let’s tell a little story first:

[A traveler lost his way in the vast desert. He fell down thirsty and hungry.

The instinct of survival drove him to dig for water from the yellow sand under him. He dug for a long time and dug out a hole. Still no water was found, so he fell down on the side in despair and waited for death.

Later, someone passed by this desert and found his body and the hole. When people dug a few more times in the hole, they saw moist sand; when they dug again, they saw water.

People sighed and said: "It is better to die digging than to lie down and wait for death. Unfortunately, he has come to the door of success, but did not enter."]

I seem to be able to understand things that I don't insist on, because mine is also the light of life, but it seems to be different.

“Because I can’t tell whether this is persistence, obsession, or neither of these.

The memory of a fish is only seven seconds. I am a fish among humans. No matter whether people or things stay in my mind for a very short time, I will leave the text halfway through the text, and I will definitely play or play the piano halfway through the homework. I remember less than 10 of my classmates if I study persistently and practice persistently.

I think painting is the longest and most self-sustaining thing I can do.

People always ask me that you like to draw, but you have been doing it for two years.But I like piano more than painting. More importantly, I think they are both boring.The only painting I insist on may be to save those memories.

I have a seven-second memory and am not a person with perseverance. I have been searching for the light for four and a half years. Four and a half years is neither long nor short. I am like a traveler on the way to find the light.

"A traveler longs for water and I long for light. A traveler will die without water, and I will die without light."

Light can be a ray of sunshine and a ray of hope for people in the darkness. They will bring courage to people with low self-esteem, and they will bring hope to people with low will to survive.

"Some people's light is their idols, some people's light is the people they met in books, some people's light is their family, and some people's light is their early love in adolescence."

During the four and a half years of searching for the light, I always thought about how long he would come back. How long would I wait for him to come back? Will my light come back? He was in my mind until I was sick and at the lowest consciousness. He was a ray of light in me. in mind.

In the past 4 years, I seem to have an answer. My light will never come back. The light I can preserve is to preserve it with a paintbrush.

I have been thinking over and over for two years, will I persist in learning painting well, and how long can I persist?... Now I feel like a traveler who is very close to the door of success but also seems very far away.

"But I think I'm going to keep going in there and keep that light, and I think when I draw him...that'll be worth it."

Our youth is all confused. Maybe we can find our light very early, or maybe it will be very late.

But on the way to persisting in one thing, we will meet many like-minded people... The process of persisting is very boring, but it is very satisfying when we reap the achievements.

If we don't have patience, we might as well stick to one thing and fight her to the end. You will find that it doesn't seem that difficult...