After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

These days, Shen Ruoyan has witnessed too many deaths.

Those young, fresh lives, like quiet lambs, are buried forever in this frozen world.

She saw an old couple with gray hair staying in front of the stove day and night, making porridge and rice for the soldiers.

She also saw the mother holding the child who was crying from hunger and ruthlessly stuffing the saved morsel of food into the arms of the soldiers standing guard, but her husband had just died in the recent raid.

The sacrifices and efforts of so many people are just to protect this city.

What reason did she have to be a cowardly deserter?

"I won't leave." Shen Ruoyan stood up, put the jade token into the package she had prepared, and handed it to the guard, "These are extremely important things. Please take them back to the old pavilion master. , just say... just say that Lu Yan and I can no longer fulfill our filial piety to his old man."

After explaining, Shen Ruoyan walked decisively out of the door.

In less than a day, the already dilapidated city became even more shabby, and the air was filled with a strong pungent smell of unburned charcoal.

Many injured soldiers leaned against the wall, grinning in pain, but never put down their weapons.

And even more, there were corpses lying helplessly on the ground.

Many people still keep their eyes open until they die, reluctantly looking at the land they were so fond of during their lifetime.

Shen Ruoyan's heart was beating fast. She didn't dare to stop. She just wanted to find Lu Yan and ran straight towards the city gate through the ruins.

Soon she saw the silhouette standing on the city wall.

My heart felt like it was pinched hard by a big invisible hand.

Shen Ruoyan blinked her eyes, unable to believe that the bloody man on the wall was the same Lu Yan who was as bright as a jade tree in the past.

Lu Yan held a long sword in his hand, with a few strands of hair falling down. He was hit by two arrows in the back, but he still swung his sword at the Beidi people who kept climbing up the city wall.

There were too few soldiers still standing on the city wall. Facing the tide of enemies, Lu Yan had to use his hands and feet to drive them back with chops and kicks.

A Beidi man was kicked off the city wall by Lu Yan.

When the soldier who was leaning against the wall panting saw this, he quickly pushed himself up with a knife and started fighting with the Beidi man.

Shen Ruoyan also picked up a big knife from the ground and rushed over without hesitation.

Growing up, as a rich young lady, she had never even killed a chicken. But at a critical moment for the survival of her family and country, Shen Ruoyan had no time to think about this. The emotion of defending her family and country was aroused in her body. come out.

Seeing the right moment, he slashed the Beidi man in the neck.

A stream of warm blood splashed on her face.

The Beidi man who was stabbed in the neck by her opened his eyes wide and looked at Shen Ruoyan in disbelief. He never thought that he would fall into the hands of a thin woman from Daning.

Seeing the disbelief in his eyes, Shen Ruoyan used all her strength to insert the knife a little further.

She had always abided by etiquette and had never done such a barbaric act in her life, let alone thought that one day she would kill someone with her own hands.

But now she can't control so much anymore.

She could not show mercy in the face of these enemies who invaded their homeland.

Shen Ruoyan took the weapon and, together with the seriously injured soldiers, killed the Beidi people who fell from the city wall one by one.

Her head and face were covered with blood. Shen Ruoyan had been scrimping on food and clothing these days. After a fight, her hands were shaking uncontrollably and she could hardly hold the weapon in her hand. She followed the example of the soldiers, holding her knife on the ground and mouthing Breathing heavily.

Looking up, Lu Yan was still fighting tirelessly.

At this time, a Beidi man appeared out of nowhere and slashed at Lu Yan's back. A clear trail of blood drew a parabola in the air.

Shen Ruoyan's heart seemed to pop out of her throat. In huge shock, her face turned pale and she opened her mouth but no sound came out.

Time seemed to slow down. Shen Ruoyan saw Lu Yan stagger a few steps. The Beidi people took advantage of him and slashed him again. Lu Yan completely lost his balance and fell from the city wall.

Shen Ruoyan stepped forward and rushed towards Lu Yan desperately, trying to catch Lu Yan with her body.

But in the end, he still watched Lu Yan fall heavily to the ground.

There was a cloud of dust all around.

Shen Ruoyan rushed over, hugged Lu Yan into her arms, and said fearfully: "Lu Yan, Lu Yan, how are you?

I brought all the elixirs over, which one should you take?

I'll find medicine for you. "

Because she was so nervous, her lips trembled and her whole mouth was numb when she spoke.

Hearing the familiar voice, Lu Yan struggled to open his eyes. When he saw that the person holding him was Shen Ruoyan, he was surprised at first, and then became clear.

His Ayan is definitely not a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death.

He wanted to send people away, but that was absolutely impossible.

"Ayan." Lu Yan spoke with difficulty, and after murmuring this sentence, a mouthful of blood gushed out from his mouth.

Big tears welled up from Shen Ruoyan's eyes. She used her trembling hands to wipe away the scarlet redness on Lu Yan's mouth with her sleeves, and said comfortingly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid... I'm here!"

Lu Yan, I'm right here.

I am with you and will always be with you. "

Countless times, whenever she encountered danger, Lu Yan firmly told her that he would always be by her side and accompany her through all difficulties.

Let's let Shen Ruoyan say this this time.

Perhaps such a brutal killing made God feel compassion.

The sky was gloomy, and snow started to fall from nowhere.

Pieces of goose-feather-like snowflakes fell from the sky.

Lu Yan suddenly smiled.

This scene is so similar to the previous life.

It's just that in the last life, he was holding Ayan, helplessly watching Shen Ruoyan's body lose body temperature bit by bit.

Shen Ruoyan raised her head and felt the coolness brought by the snowflakes falling on her skin.

He lowered his head and looked at Lu Yan, who was also wrapped in blood.

also laughed.

Hold Lu Yan tightly in his arms.

Being able to die with the one you love in this life is considered worthwhile.

A teardrop streaked across Shen Ruoyan's cheek, and the crystal clear tears turned blood red because they were stained with blood.

As they waited for death to come, war drums sounded behind them.

"Boom!"

"Boom!"

"Boom!"

A group of people wearing armor rushed over.

"Da Ning Eleventh Army, Lieutenant Colonel Wang Shu from the left came to support."

"The Thirteenth Army of Daning, Lieutenant General Zhang Sheng reports for duty."

"Da Ning's Seventh Army, Centennial Commander Li Ping reports for duty."

Shen Ruoyan thought she was hallucinating. How could reinforcements arrive at such a moment?

He wiped his eyes that were blurred by blood and looked toward the crowd with difficulty.

Taking a closer look, there were several faces that were very familiar to Shen Ruoyan.

She recognized one of them as Uncle Zhang, who was squatting in the corner smoking a pipe all day long.