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After standing still for a long time, he turned around and walked to the deck railing, took out the overall picture of the spiritual realm, dispersed his consciousness and began to study the navigation route.

within a door.

Wei Xiaoxi leaned against the cabin door, looking at the wilted daisies on the table, tears rolling down silently.

She knew very well that she must still love Qian Shu.

She thought about getting back together.

But somewhere, there seemed to be a force stopping her.

Maybe it's the resentment that he abandoned her, maybe it's the fear of the future prospects of the two of them.

In addition to these two forces, she vaguely realized that Qianshu would be an important opportunity to help her heal the shadow of her childhood.

If you make peace with him in a daze, you may lose the opportunity to heal yourself.

That night at the coast, when Qi Yao forced Qian Shu to choose between "Dantian and Wei Xiaoxi", the first thought that came to her mind was not "What would Qian Shu choose?" but "I don't want to be chosen again." .

Wei Xiaoxi is afraid of being chosen.

In other words, the fear of “being given up.”

When I was a child, I was sad because "my father chose a career and gave up spending time with her as a daughter."

Later, she felt sad that "Qian Shu chose her family and gave up her lover."

Not long ago, she was moved by "Qianshu chose himself and gave up his life."

The reason why I don't want to get back together now is because I am afraid that "I will be abandoned by Qianshu again in the future."

Wei Xiaoxi is afraid of being chosen.

This is the shadow of her childhood that is still tormenting her today.

Let her live without herself.

This is painful.

Realizing this, Wei Xiaoxi wanted to seize the opportunity and use Qianshu's incident to help herself overcome this mentality, get out of the shadow of childhood, and cross this hurdle.

As long as you cross this threshold, your mind will improve, your character will become more perfect, and your life will reach a new level.

Her life is always more important than other things, isn't it?

Cultivation is not only about extending lifespan and increasing force value, but also...cultivation of mind.

"My own life is above everything else." Wei Xiaoxi murmured.

Higher than Qian Shu.

Higher than my relationship with him.

Above...everything.

The thought flashed through Wei Xiaoxi's mind.

Her values: her own life, her own meaning of life, higher than Qianshu, higher than a relationship, higher than anything else.

Father's values: Career is higher than accompanying his daughter to grow up, and higher than family.

Qianshu's values: Family is higher than Wei Xiaoxi.

Luo Xing’s values: Love is higher than career.

This is the value she observes in those around her.

Values ​​are not static.

Like a thousand trees.

Perhaps after experiencing her loss, Qian Shu's regret and reflection made him readjust his values.

During this period, he may have felt that "Wei Xiaoxi was more important than the family", so that night at the coast, he was willing to destroy his Dantian to save her life.

Since the reunion, Wei Xiaoxi has been suffering from the two feelings of "he risked his life to save me" and "he chose to give up on me and hurt me to complete family affairs."

Wei Xiaoxi is not a saint, she is just an ordinary person. Of course she will waver, hesitate, and struggle.

Will be affected by Qianshu.

It's just that there is a "power of fear" preventing her from getting back together with Qian Shu.

Now she understands clearly that she is afraid of being "chosen".

She doesn't trust him.

Because his values ​​will change.

Everyone’s values ​​will change.

When Wei Xiaoxi was a child, she and her cousin competed for Barbie dolls. At that time, she felt that Barbie dolls were the most important.

Now, she thinks Barbie is unimportant.

In the future, there will be more things in her life that are important now but not important in the future, or that are not important now but will be important in the future.

Yes, everyone’s values ​​will change.

She can only control her own values, not Qian Shu's.

Now he feels most important.

In the future, you may feel that other things are more important than her.

His choice will change.

No one can predict or control it.

Wei Xiaoxi couldn't do it, and Qianshu couldn't even do it himself.

Qianshu's values ​​are something he should care about.

Wei Xiaoxi should pay attention to her own values, this is what she can control.

Now, she feels that her life journey is above all else.

Thinking of this, Wei Xiaoxi felt suddenly enlightened.

The confusion that had been lingering in my heart and the shadow of childhood buried deep in my heart gradually dissipated.

Trying to master something uncertain is inherently ridiculous.

Qianshu's values ​​and other people's values ​​are beyond our control.

There is no need for her to focus on the uncertain business of trying to control other people's values.

Impossible and stupid.

Otherwise, you will only worry about gains and losses, and live without self.

You should go back to your own life and take care of what you can control.

Wei Xiaoxi raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face and let out a long breath.

She dispersed her consciousness to capture the man outside the cabin.

The man she loves.

This time in the book, this man, meant something to her.

Not only has he supported her since childhood, but also helped her grow materially.

He also helped her take a step forward on a spiritual level.

They met and fell in love, and he also taught her about human nature: other people's choices are uncertain, and people should not try to control uncertainty, nor should they expect uncertainty.

He taught her these principles through his practical actions.

Fate arranged for Qianshu to teach her this lesson and help her get out of the shadow of childhood.

He was a gift given to her by fate.

Qian Shu helped her survive this disaster, completed his mission, and could leave.

Just like people crossing a river, they board the boatman's boat. After crossing the river, the two of them should say goodbye and go to the next stop.

Wei Xiaoxi has to face the next issue in life and cannot stay where she is.

Qianshu should also have life issues that he has to face.

After figuring everything out, Wei Xiaoxi was very happy and relaxed.

Also very sad.

Separation is always sad.

What about being separated from your lover?

Wei Xiaoxi staggered a few steps, fell down on the bed, and cried silently.

She fell asleep in a state of catharsis.

When I woke up again, it was already the next day.

After gathering herself, she took out a mermaid from her storage ring.

This was the peak-level golden elixir realm shark she hunted yesterday.

It's hard to kill.

The shark's soul is strong but its body is weak.

That is also compared to monsters of the same level.

Wei Xiaoxi's current cultivation level is at the early stage of the Golden Core Realm. It is not easy to kill a shark at the peak of the Golden Core Realm.

Yesterday, she killed the same shark to get the pill, but she didn't use Po Kong.

If you don't have enough cultivation, Po Kong is just a low-grade magical weapon, and it can't kill the shark at the peak of the Golden Core Realm.

She borrowed Qianshu's sword.

Qianshu's real weapon is a high-grade long sword.

These days' experiences made Wei Xiaoxi realize that she had to upgrade her equipment and improve her cultivation.

It has been more than two years since she was promoted to the early stage of the Golden Core Realm.

The spiritual energy reserve has already reached a critical point and can be upgraded to the middle stage of the Golden Core Realm at any time.

But that bottleneck just can’t be broken.

No matter how many times Wei Xiaoxi tried to break through, he could not overcome this hurdle.

It gave her a headache.

"Could it be that I was promoted twice due to opportunities, but I took too big a step and got hurt?" Wei Xiaoxi frowned.

The ordinary golden elixir realm is usually reached around the age of 60.

For example, people like He Lianjing, who reached the Golden Core realm at the age of 54, are called monsters.

"I left two to thirty years earlier than others. Maybe something went wrong somewhere..." Wei Xiaoxi's features wrinkled together, "Could it be the state of mind?"

"Come on, I think it's because of your poor character that's why you haven't been able to level up."