Travel to Xiu Xian Wen and beat up the group's beloved heroine

Next to the dock at the southernmost tip of the First Continent.

The golden crow fell to the west, people loading and unloading goods came and went at the port, and vendors and footmen on the street kept shouting.

Wei Xiaoxi felt a little noisy.

She stayed for a while and then walked a little further away.

I want to get away from this hustle and bustle.

When Yue Mo walked out of the land a hundred feet away from the pier, the world became much quieter, except for the whistling sea breeze, which made her clothes rustle.

The skin was a little sore from the photo.

The hair hit my face and it hurt a bit.

Wei Xiaoxi raised her hand to wipe her face, faced south, tucked her hair behind her ears, and looked far into the distance.

Sea ships emerged from the horizon one by one, approaching the port little by little.

Gradually, no more sails appeared on the sea level.

Three Realms Island is too far away from here. Standing here, Wei Xiaoxi can't see even an inch of land there.

With such a distance, how could she possibly know what the person she liked was doing?

Between her and him, there was only a vast expanse of white sea.

The sea breeze was strong, which made Wei Xiaoxi's eyes feel a little astringent.

She blinked hard, hoping her eyes would return to normal.

I hope that the world in front of us will become clear again and will no longer be foggy.

But it was in vain.

Wei Xiaoxi didn't know why he was so attracted to Jiang Qianshu.

Perhaps it was because when she was weak, his care from time to time brought about a wonderful feeling that was engraved into her bones.

Perhaps it was the many rescues that made her want to be attached to him, seeking security and warmth from him.

Or...

Another, more secret, subconscious behavior pattern was enslaving her.

Wei Xiaoxi once heard a saying, which roughly means that the way a child gets along with his parents will be reflected in the close relationship with his spouse when he grows up.

She didn't know if the way she interacted with her father when she was a child had been internalized into her subconscious routine.

Now it is projected onto Jiang Qianshu.

In her previous life, she was an only child, and her parents were still alive until her unexpected death.

The family background is acceptable, and generally speaking, they are happy.

But my father is busy with business and is away from home all year round. He can't go home more than a few times a year.

In other words, the father is basically absent in the family and in her world.

In the third grade when she had just learned how to write, she wrote a letter to her father in poor words, expressing her longing for her father and telling him how much she longed for him to accompany her and her mother at home.

She also remembered another thing, which made her feel a little sad when she thought about it now.

I can’t remember how old you are, maybe you just entered elementary school?Or haven’t started school yet?

One afternoon, while her mother was cooking dinner, Wei Xiaoxi heard someone knocking on the door.

It was a man with a voice that sounded like his father's.

She rushed out of the room cheering, shouting "Mom, Dad is back" and rushed to the door as fast as she could.

Vaguely, she heard her mother say that that's not your father, and he didn't say he wanted to come back.

Wei Xiaoxi didn't believe it and said that was my father's voice.

The door panel opened, but a strange man stood at the door.

Mom stuck her head out to take a look.

The two adults stared at each other, a little embarrassed.

But the little Wei Xiaoxi didn't have any psychological embarrassment, but only full of disappointment and loss.

The longing for my father and the desire for him to accompany me become less and less as I grow older.

Until adolescence, I began to feel that I was an adult, awesome and awesome, and this expectation for my father seemed to have completely disappeared.

Now, Wei Xiaoxi thought that maybe this feeling had not disappeared, but was buried in her subconscious in another, more secret way.

She wondered if she had become a slave to her childhood trauma.

She knew very well that she did not regard Jiang Qianshu as her father, but...

She knew that Jiang Qianshu's appearance satisfied some of her regrets to a certain extent.

Isn't there a saying that says this?

[What I couldn’t get when I was a child, when I grow up, I always want to get double compensation. 】

Therefore, when facing Jiang Qianshu, she worried about gain and loss and always wanted to hold on to him tightly.

When it comes to his problems, he is always sensitive and has low self-esteem.

Yes, it's inferiority complex.

When I first faced him, I felt that he would not love me.

In other words, in his mind, he is not that important compared to other things.

After all, in the previous life, in her father's heart, career was more important than her, his biological daughter.

Later, after establishing a relationship with Jiang Qianshu, Wei Xiaoxi felt...

Well, maybe her low self-esteem hasn't changed either.

Two years ago, didn't Jiang Qianshu just choose to give up on her to do things he thought were more important?

And now...

He may have a more important... woman.

Wei Xiaoxi's mind is really messed up.

She stared blankly at the vast sea, her heart filled with pain.

She had never studied psychology, but she had a vague feeling.

If she wants to repair her childhood trauma and become a better version of herself, maybe this is a good opportunity.

As long as she can get through this hurdle, she may be able to break free from being dominated by her subconscious, become the master of her subconscious, and control her emotions, behavior, and even life.

If she doesn't handle it well, she will become even more horny, completely dominated by the program in her subconscious, and completely become its slave.

So, what on earth is she going to do?

She is not a psychiatrist and will not treat others, let alone herself.

She didn't know what course of action to take next.

All she knew was that she wanted to go back to Three Realms Island, find Jiang Qianshu, and ask about the situation.

Relieve your own anxiety and pain.

When she goes to find Jiang Qianshu, she may encounter three situations.

First, the news about the envelope and the video stone was false. Jiang Qianshu would comfort her and she would be satisfied.

Second, Jiang Qianshu really wants to get married to Qi Ying.

Two situations can arise here.

First of all, he had no choice but to marry Qi Ying because of the mysterious thing he said.

Next, he did fall in love with Qi Ying.

But... no matter what the situation is, if he is married to Qi Ying, then he is a man with a family.

Wei Xiaoxi would never allow herself to be a mistress who ruined other people's families.

If so...

She could only leave Jiang Qianshu.

Thinking of this, Wei Xiaoxi covered her heart and felt suffocated.

Why do people have to face so many difficulties and choices in their lives?

And she was already addicted to Jiang Qianshu. How difficult would it be to quit?

How many addicts can truly quit their addiction?

Wei Xiaoxi's mind kept buzzing and she couldn't figure it out at all.

If she just returns home, her heart will never be at peace.

If there is something, she must figure it out.

However, she didn't forget that Jiang Qianshu said that he had to be busy with something as a last resort.

Is it the reason?

Why don't you stop making excuses for him?

Guessing here will lead to no results.

So go for it.

Wei Xiaoxi didn't go anywhere, but stood quietly by the dock, looking at the sea in the south, with a numb expression.

It was too late, and we had to wait until at least the next day before we could take the boat.

"Xiaoxi?"

Suddenly, a familiar voice came from behind.