It turns out that there are many types of abandonment and rifts in the world. Jinli was still in the Rong family courtyard later, but she felt isolated from that day on.

Yes, she is just so cowardly.Even though she knew the truth and felt resentful, she still stayed in the Rong family yard.Don't know what to do, don't know how to do it.

Lin Yuqin took Jinli through the admission procedures for Qingling Primary School, and she was placed in the same class as Rong Zixiu.Jinli also met Chi Mu there, which was a bit of surprise and joy that could not be seen in her lonely life.Compared with hers, the latter's joy is easier to understand.Because of this, Jinli had positive emotions about this reunion.

If the other party is indifferent, she has nothing to be sentimental about.She has personally experienced the consequences of actively having hope for others several times.Even if you travel thousands of miles, you may not be valued.Everyone looks at the problem from their own perspective, and no one can empathize with it.This doesn't seem to be selfish, but reality.Many times what you think is empathy is just sympathy from the other person.Of course, it's also possible that you two are in the same situation, so let's talk about it separately.But Jinli doesn't need others to be in the same situation as her. If everyone lived such a life, it would be really gloomy.

She has always felt that there are many teenagers and young people whose emotions, attitudes, and values ​​are in line with the times like those described in textbooks.It's just that she can't seem to do it anymore.Although she once thought she was.But looking back, it turns out that she was just under layers of protection in the past. In fact, she didn't know how to protect herself at all.When the umbrella disappeared, she could only watch helplessly as the outside world wore away some of her original qualities.

But when she later learned how to protect herself airtight, she had forgotten what she used to be like.It has been too long, and many things have become habits.After pretending for too long, it was difficult for her to show her sincerity.

In fact, it doesn't matter. There are so many strange people in the world.Why does she have to force herself to be that... person she clearly can't do?Couldn't she live with ease just by pretending?She also has her own temporary joy, doesn't she?She began to observe people's emotions since she was a child. Later, she chose psychology after college. With theoretical support, she became even more comfortable at concealing herself.Everyone around her liked her, and she was able to get everything she wanted. Her life seemed to have a delicate balance.

——If she hadn't met Shen Yunshu later.

If Shen Yunshu hadn't been fooled by her disguise and wanted to be friends with her.

She would not feel so clearly how bad she was, nor would she be so eager to escape and expose herself in such an extreme way.

That is... a story between them.

Lin Yuqin was inevitably affected by Rong Shuzhong's words, and her attitude towards Jinli became even colder.In her heart, she felt that the whole thing had nothing to do with her. The trouble was caused by the thing in Rongshu that failed to succeed but failed more than failed. He should not in turn point fingers at her decision.No matter what, she is willing to raise Jinli to this day, which is considered as the most benevolent thing.

Jinli's status in the Rong family should be quite embarrassing. After all, she is not the daughter of Mr. and Mrs., and she is not a servant of the family.But she seemed to be unaware of it. She always acted well-behaved and cute in front of everyone, and was kind and polite to everyone.

Yes, she is just a child, how can she understand the twists and turns of adults.Staying in the Rong family courtyard like this now is not a sin committed by adults.

The Rong family is a complex family, which means that Jinli has to deal with more than just the people in their villa in Rong Shu.When people from the Rong family came and went, she had to maintain a just right appearance.

What kind of existence is Rong Zixiu to Jinli?He was the only person in the huge Rong family who didn't need to be vigilant all the time when she was a child.It was like the only gap in the airtight city wall, allowing her to breathe and hold on for a long time.

Jinli was secretly happy about going to Qingling Primary School.

Because this means that life is no longer just the interactions between people that she needs to deal with constantly, but she can also be exposed to clear and clear knowledge.Sometimes, compared to the turmoil of human society, the knowledge in books is more joyful.The complexity of the human heart cannot be calculated, it can only be calculated at most.

Jinli was still well-behaved and well-behaved in school. She quickly gained the favor of teachers in several courses and got along well with the classmates around her.Of course, except for her deskmate Lu Yu.

Not only did Lu Yu not show any affection for Jinli, his attitude towards Jinli could be said to be quite bad.

But this doesn't affect anything.Lu Yu has always liked to tease others in the class, and everyone doesn't like him very much. Most of them are angry but dare not speak out.The fact that he picked on Jinli from time to time made his classmates feel even more sorry for Jinli.

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