In the bright and clean room, Jinli's hair was slightly damp and she was sitting on the big bed wearing soft pajamas.The small one looks even more pink and cute after bathing and washing.

Lin Yuqin stood at the door, as elegant and noble as a year ago.

Rong Zixiu was still as handsome as a year ago, but his temperament seemed calmer. He stood next to Lin Yuqin and looked at Jinli quietly.

It was him who brought Jinli back.

At that time, she was walking aimlessly on the street, and when she got tired, she couldn't help but squat down to rest.She happened to be in front of a shopping mall. She was hungry but didn't want to eat.

Occasionally, I turned around and saw Lin Yuqin and Rong Zixiu coming out of the shopping mall.

Jinli didn't recognize them at first sight, or in other words, her gaze when looking around was not focused, and it didn't matter who she saw.

She heard a bright and firm voice calling her name, turned around and saw them.

For some unknown reason, she immediately ran in the opposite direction.It seemed like he was running away from them, but also like he was running away from something else.

However, the overwhelming memories were suddenly triggered and swept towards her, accompanied by the suffocation of running violently.

There seemed to be no escape.

She was caught by Rong Zixiu.The boy who was only one year older than her had nervousness and persistence in his eyes.He didn't seem to know what to say, so he just stated his current request: "Jinli, don't run away."

"Didi." Accompanied by the short car horn, the driver opened the rear door respectfully, and Lin Yuqin also got out of the car.

She is always elegant and unhurried, with the calmness of having everything under control.

Jinli felt very small.It seemed that what really brought her to the Rong family was not Rong Zixiu's insistent hand that refused to let go, but Lin Yuqin's kindness and kindness that could not be refused.

"Jinli, please stay here with peace of mind, and I will help you find your father. It's very late today, and my aunt at home has already got off work. I'll take you to the mall to buy the things you like tomorrow, okay?"

Lin Yuqin's smile was very light, with a stereotyped standard, more like a deep-rooted habit.Her words didn't seem like she was really asking for Jinli's opinion as a child.After saying this she left.

Jinli lowered her eyes slightly, and the tension in her heart also subsided as the adult left.

"Jinli, are you okay?"

Rong Zixiu walked closer, showing some concern in his eyes.In fact, he had many questions in his mind, but Jinli's attitude of running away when she saw him and his mother made him afraid to continue rashly touching on topics that she might not want to talk about.

Why did she suddenly appear in Chengdu? She had been here for several days and just happened to meet them today.It just so happened that he saw me today.Did she come to Chengdu because something bad happened?

"Ah."

Jinli just responded softly, without saying good or bad.

Jinli didn't know how to describe her current situation. She felt like her head was buzzing and she seemed to be frozen and unable to think.It wasn't until Rong Zixiu left hesitantly that she looked at the closed door and breathed a sigh of relief.

At this moment, she felt a little more stable than wandering aimlessly on the street, and also felt a little more lonely, scared and embarrassed.She was grateful in her heart that she was brought home while she was wandering alone in the sea of ​​people.Physical perception never deceives, the pajamas are soft and comfortable, and the room is warm and bright.

And... Lin Yuqin doesn't seem like someone who would abandon her casually.

Jinli's eyes flashed with confusion, and she suddenly felt that family love was such a fragile and superficial thing.Compared to the Jin family, Lin Yuqin's character gave her more stability.

But then she felt that this was not the case.Rather, it is a person's quality that determines what kind of existence family love is in his heart.There are not so many poor and immovable people in the world. When the economy is affluent, we can naturally have more good characters. After all, it is just a little effort, so we don’t feel bad.

So what kind of person is her father?Jinli didn't know, and she didn't want to think about it.

In her heart, she hopes that Lin Yuqin can find her father. She doesn't like to be in debt.But her father never came back for a year, never cared about her condition, and never had a phone call with her... She had long ago wondered whether she had been abandoned or forgotten.

In the quiet and noisy night, the little girl didn't know how she fell asleep.Too many thoughts haunted her.

On the one hand, she felt deeply about her own cowardice. She was obviously prepared to just go with the flow and die, but in the end she couldn't help but be taken in by others and accept the kindness of strangers.

Although the Rong family are not strangers.She felt even more upset when she thought of the hundreds of thousands her father had taken away.It would be great if my mother was still here, and it would be great if my father didn't want the money.But she can't control other people's actions.

It was also at that time, under the accumulation of various experiences, that the vine of inferiority and self-abandonment grew up deep in the little girl's heart, wrapping her up tightly.

Her existence always seems to be a burden, so she is always abandoned.

She became wary of adults, and no adult touched her head or softly comforted her.

She tried to use the words of her mother who had passed away and the words of her teacher who had left the city for unknown destinations as a guide for her actions.But she only extracted the qualities mentioned in many books such as strength and courage.So her current struggles are all caused by her not being strong enough and not being beautiful enough.

There is nothing in the books about finding faults in others, at least not in the elementary school textbooks she has studied.She could only put all the blame on herself, after all, self-reflection was also written in the book.

But in real life, she did not unswervingly become the three good students described in the book.Such as the garbage at the bus station, such as the disguise in front of Ningxiang Jin family and Teacher Yang, such as many...

Those qualities that I have always longed to strive for are so vulnerable and illusory in real situations and surrounded by emotions.

Maybe I am not suitable to be such a beautiful and bright person.

She could only pretend to be that person.

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