Traveling through books in the 70s: The group favors the Wang family’s little koi carp

Without wanting to titillate people, He Xiaoyu directly talked about the topic Pang Xue was looking for.

"Pang Xue asked me if I said anything about her in front of you."

The 'you' here naturally refers to Qin Hao.

Knowing that Qin Hao must be confused about this issue, He Xiaoyu explained: "She and I have had unpleasant quarrels before, so she said before that I was jealous of her and liked to steal her things."

"But in fact, I don't have the leisure at all. When I was a child, I begged for food from my stepmother. Once when my father was on a business trip, my stepmother simply refused to feed me. I was so hungry that I couldn't survive. Zhuang Ying was not in front of me at that time. Exposing her true colors, my mother was close to Zhuang Ying when she was alive."

"Before I closed my eyes, I was told to go to Zhuang Ying if I had any problems. I thought this was my closest relative."

He Xiaoyu was so hungry that she couldn't do anything about it. Before going to Zhuang Ying, she tried to tell her neighbors that her stepmother wanted to starve her to death if she didn't want to eat.

But after she finished speaking, the neighbors looked pitiful and helped her, and then her stepmother Zhuang Qi cooked meat at home. The smell of the meat was so fragrant that the neighbors could smell it.

Zhuang Qi also deliberately went outside to invite her to come home for dinner. He spoke even more nicely, saying that he had specially reserved all the fat meat for her, but her sister didn't even eat it if she wanted to.

He said he wanted to give her a refill.

Of course Zhuang Qi had no good intentions, but He Xiaoyu was young at the time and really hated Zhuang Qi.

As soon as Zhuang Qi's meat was on the table, she ate it without saying a word. She wanted to say that even if Zhuang Qi didn't give it to her, he couldn't stop her, and even if he beat her afterwards, she would still be eating it.

But who would have thought that Zhuang Qi would be waiting for her to grab something to eat when she was hungry. She had made an appointment with her neighbor in advance and asked him to come over to mix the broth. He was so calculated and unintentional that the neighbor came to the door with a bowl of soup and saw it at first sight. It's the meat she wolfed down there.

Her sister was weak, pitiful and helpless, standing beside the table and watching helplessly, her mouth watering with greed and she didn't dare to serve it.

Just this scene directly confirms her image of a bad person who loves to tell lies.

After the neighbor left, Zhuang Qi removed the meat and beat her.

When she went outside to cry again, no neighbor said a word to her, and everyone looked at her with disgust.

The neighbor doesn't let her children play with her because they are afraid of being bad and imitating her nonsense.

It's not that He Xiaoyu wasn't angry at the time, but when a person is in a weak position, it seems ridiculous for her to even be angry.

When she was laughed at by the children around her, she resisted and fought with them, but after the incident, her parents helped her out, and she didn't even have anyone to rely on.

It was more convenient for her stepmother to beat her in front of others. Beating her in a fair and just way would also give her a good reputation as a child. This was Zhuang Qi's method.

She was desperate and remembered her mother's instructions before she died, so she gritted her teeth and went to Pang's house to beg for food.

At first, Zhuang Ying felt sorry for her, saying that her stepmother was not good, but even gave her food to eat.

But as time went by...that was no longer the case.

He Xiaoyu recalled the situation at that time, with eyes full of ridicule: "I was ignorant when I was a child, and I was tortured by my stepmother. I didn't even have a place to complain. Later, I thought about my mother's last words and went to Pang's house. Zhuang Ying initially said I'm very good."

"No one has ever been so kind to me. I was afraid that if I didn't cherish it, I would be struck by lightning. So at that time, although I lived in Pang's house and was considered a guest, I was the one doing all the work in Pang's house. "

"I take care of the whole family's clothes, the whole family's dishes, and all the messy corners. I work so hard for two meals every day that I don't even touch the floor."

He Xiaoyu held her chin and fell into memories: "You now have an understanding of Zhuang Ying. She speaks the most pleasant words. Every time I finish work, she hugs me and praises me, saying that I am so sensible, so why not her? Kiss my daughter."

Thinking about this now, He Xiaoyu only felt ironic.

But for a child who was young and lacked love at the time, Zhuang Ying's tricks could have made He Xiaoyu sacrifice his life for her.

He Xiaoyu: "I thought Zhuang Ying really liked me, but I didn't know that this was the scary thing about Zhuang Ying. She wanted to drive me away, but she pretended to be a good person and didn't tell me directly, so she acted like she was the best to me and hated us. It’s the attitude of mother and daughter.”

"I was very close to Pang Xue at that time. Pang Xue was innocent. She took me to play because she saw me pitiful. I don't deny her kindness, but when kindness and soft-heartedness appear in a person..."

Quite deadly.

He Xiaoyu smiled bitterly: "Everyone doesn't like a kind and gentle girl. When I first met Pang Xue, I wished I were her sister. If she is good to me, I will be good to her."

"But the good times don't last long. She has been soft-spoken since she was a child. She always has the ability to hit you hard and unexpectedly when you trust her the most and like her the most. Of course, she is innocent and was instigated, but This does not mean that the people she stabbed can understand her and forgive her.”

"And her sister Pang Mei. As you all know, Pang Mei is like this now. She was even more unreasonable when she was a child. Zhuang Ying deliberately pretended to only like me in front of her. If an adult is playing tricks on her, the child will naturally fall into love very quickly. Take the bait.”

"The more Zhuang Ying 'liked' me, the more Pang Mei looked at me as an eyesore. Pang Xue was still close to me at that time, and Pang Mei felt more jealous."

"It's not that I didn't realize something was wrong, but Pang Mei was only that old at that time. I didn't think that such a small cousin would cause much harm to me. Moreover, I was originally living in someone else's house, so I should give way to her. .”

"But who knows..."

He Xiaoyu took a deep breath, and when she said this, she felt that her heart was so heavy that it was suffocating.

Mother Qin didn't even eat any bones, so she asked, "What happened next? What did she do?"

He Xiaoyu breathed out to make herself feel more relaxed: "Who knew she was so thoughtful? She asked Pang Xue to deliberately play with a silver bracelet in front of me. Pang Xue asked me if it looked good, and I said it looked good."

"I was only young at that time, and I didn't have the concept of dressing up or being beautiful. I said I was just trying to trick Pang Xue into looking good. That silver bracelet, which should not be eaten or worn, is actually not worth a piece of meat in my eyes."

"But Pang Xue said that I thought it looked good and she wanted to give it to me. I definitely couldn't take it. Pang Xue cried. What happened next... you can probably guess."

She made it so clear. It was such a simple frame-up. As a child, she actually couldn't think of any complicated frame-up methods, but it was enough to deal with her who was also a child at the time.

Qin's mother unconsciously clenched her hands: "They later falsely accused you of stealing that silver bracelet?"

He Xiaoyu shook her head: "No, it's even worse. They said I wanted to snatch the silver bracelet because when Zhuang Ying and Pang Hongzhen got home, I was still there pushing the bracelet with Pang Xue."

"Pang Xue cried miserably. In Zhuang Ying and Pang Hongzhen's opinion, it was me and Pang Xue who were grabbing the bracelet and making Pang Xue cry."

"Pang Hongzhen said at that time that when I was a child, there were rumors in my family that I had bad character. He didn't believe that the co-authored rumors were true. He said that I had no mother to teach me, so I became wild and arrogant, grabbing things. We robbed his house.”

"Pang Mei was also crying next to her, insisting that I wanted to grab something while the master was away."

Qin's mother slapped the table: "Then you didn't explain it? Where's Pang Xue? Pang Xue knows what's going on best. Isn't she kind? She also followed Pang Mei to falsely accuse you?"

He Xiaoyu smiled bitterly: "I explained it, but no one believed it. Pang Hongzhen believed what he saw. Zhuang Ying... not to mention, when I think about it now, I feel that what happened at that time was caused by Zhuang Ying."

"As I said just now, Zhuang Ying deliberately showed her love for me, an outsider, in front of her daughter the most, and ignored her two daughters. How can a child not become jealous over time?"

"Pang Xue is kind-hearted, but she has a soft ear. At first she saw me as pitiful and sympathized with me, but later I became 'not pitiful' anymore. She heard too many things Pang Mei told her in private, saying that I robbed their mother. Lai stayed at her house and robbed them of their clothes and food. After hearing this too much, Pang Mei led her away naturally."

"It's like she heard too many lies told by her family and decided that Aunt Qin was not easy to get along with. When her family made things difficult for Aunt Qin, instead of stopping her, she thought her family was doing it for her future husband's sake. Show off your power."

How ridiculous.

Kind but stupid.

Excellent control.