Martial Arts: The Secret Villain Starting from Huashan
Chapter 819 Yun'er won't bother you
The bed is clean and comfortable. Although the bedding has been washed many times, it still retains the warmth and softness of home, and still makes people feel soft and warm, as if they can also feel the owner's hard work, silently soothing the tired body and mind in their own way.
Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) breathing gradually became steady, while Han Xinyu snuggled up to him. Her body pressed lightly against Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) as if they were looking for a resonance in each other's hearts. Her long hair lightly covered Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) chest.
Like the most intimate attachment, those strands of soft silk threads seem to be telling of silent love and dependence. This subtle and gentle contact, every strand of hair seems to be telling of her deep affection and loyalty to him.
Han Xinyu snuggled up to Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo), not in a deep mood, her brows would occasionally wrinkle slightly, and there would be a slight tremor from time to time. Those were ripples caused by the aftermath of the past battle in her subconscious. These tiny movements were like the trembling of leaves in the night breeze, slight but revealing the unrest in her heart.
Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) felt Han Xinyu's tiny movements, which were the slight tremors in her subconscious that could not be completely calmed down, like the starlight hidden in the night, silently telling the aftereffects of the past battle.
These tiny tremors revealed her inner anxiety and nervousness. Although she tried to appear strong, Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) still noticed the subtle changes in her emotions.
His arms naturally, almost instinctively, wrapped around Han Xinyu's slender waist, as if he could feel the strength and subtle trembling behind the softness.
Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) stroked her waist gently with his hand, tenderly but firmly, trying to warm her with his temperature and make her feel peaceful and safe with his presence.
Han Xinyu felt the warmth of Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) palm. That warmth was like the brightest star in the night sky, illuminating the softest place deep in her heart. She gently snuggled in his warm arms.
At this moment, Han Xinyu's body was as light as a swallow. She was like a young bird seeking shelter. She found a warm nest when the storm was about to come. She naturally nestled in the warm embrace of Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) in this quiet and warm moment.
All the uneasiness and anxiety seemed to leave her temporarily. Han Xinyu raised her little head slightly, her eyes containing a hint of sadness, yet revealing a barely perceptible firmness, as she stared at Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo).
As if she wanted to engrave his handsome face, every detail, every change of expression deeply into her memory, she spoke in a soft and trembling voice.
"Don't worry, Mr. Li. Yun'er, I know what I should do. Yun'er won't bother you."
Her voice was soft and trembling a little, like catkins in the wind, gentle yet revealing an imperceptible determination. Although her voice was subtle, it was like the stars under the night sky, with a unique glow in the dimness.
Although Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) arms were warm and comfortable, as if they were the safest harbor in the world, Han Xinyu was reluctant to leave. However, she knew clearly that this warmth did not belong to her.
In her heart, this warmth was like a distant star, bright but cold, out of reach.
There was determination and resolve in her eyes, which was a clear perception of the future and a sober understanding of her own situation. The gap between her and Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) was as insurmountable as a chasm.
Han Xinyu knew that no matter how much she wanted to get closer, their worlds were always parallel and would never intersect. It was impossible for her and Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) to be together.
Her reason told her that even if her heart was full of desire, the heavy wall of reality reminded her coldly that everything was in vain. She knew that she could not be greedy for this short-lived warmth. Although it made her heart beat, it seemed like an unattainable dream.
For Han Xinyu, this experience was enough. This experience was like a ray of light in her life, short and dazzling, making her mind seem especially clear as she recalled it.
Just like the clear autumn sky, without a trace of cloud, her decision was like the light blue in the sky, transparent and bright. She knew that she must accept the arrangement of fate gracefully like the fallen leaves in autumn, drifting with the wind, and then quietly accumulate strength, waiting for rebirth in the spring of next year.
Although she had unspeakable feelings in her heart, Han Xinyu forced herself to bury them deep in her heart.
She knows that the expression of emotions must be just right, otherwise it would be crossing the line. Deep in her heart, the feelings she has for Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) are like the surface of a lake blown by the autumn wind, with waves rising and falling, but she is like a fallen leaf on the lake, quietly suppressing the ripples in her heart.
She did not want to be a burden in Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) life, nor did she want to ruin his future because of a momentary emotional impulse. In her opinion, love should not be a shackle for each other, but should allow each other to live better in this world.
Han Xinyu knew clearly that some warmth was destined to be viewed from afar and not touched, and some distances could not be crossed even in one step. Therefore, even though she was reluctant in her heart, Han Xinyu still decided to let go.
At that moment, a crystal tear rolled down the corner of Han Xinyu's eye. It was her final farewell to this relationship and the accumulation of all the resentment and struggle in her heart. However, she quickly hid the tear, not allowing it to fall and not allowing her vulnerability to show.
She wants to make her smile the most beautiful scenery in Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) memory, rather than a shackle of entanglement. She wants to withdraw from Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) life in the most elegant manner.
When Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) thinks of Han Xinyue in the future, it will not be regret or burden, but the woman who once brought him a moment of peace and beauty.
With this determination, Han Xinyu gently pulled away from Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) arms. Although every cell in her body was resisting this action and her heart was filled with struggle and reluctance, she still forced herself to make this decision.
There was a bitter smile on her pretty face, which was the helplessness of her own emotions and the resignation to the reality. She knew that she had to leave, even if she was extremely reluctant in her heart, she had to maintain her final dignity and reason.
When she sat up and was about to stand up, Han Xinyu suddenly staggered and felt dizzy, making her body unstable for a moment, as if an invisible wave made her lose balance.
Her steps were light and light, as if she was walking on soft clouds. She was shaky and unable to control herself.
At this moment, Han Xinyu's originally firm determination seemed to become fragile, and she realized that her attachment to Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) warm embrace was deeper than she thought.
"Yun'er!"
Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) reacted quickly, his voice full of concern. Seeing Han Xinyu staggering, his heart felt like a taut string suddenly broke, and a strong desire to protect him surged from the bottom of his heart.
He quickly stood up and hugged Han Xinyu tightly from behind to steady her body. Feeling her body trembling, his heart beat faster, fearing that she would be hurt even the slightest bit.
"I...I'm fine..."
In Xu Xingchen's (Li Qingmo) arms, Han Xinyu felt an unprecedented sense of security. Her heart gradually calmed down in his warm embrace, and the sudden weakness seemed to slowly fade away under his care.
However, Han Xinyu also clearly knew that such dependence was dangerous. She could not let herself indulge in this brief tenderness, nor let this sudden warmth become the shackles of her soul. She must stay sober, remember her identity and position, and not let this inappropriate emotion ruin their future.
Han Xinyu breathed steadily, raised her little head and looked at Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) with an indescribable feeling in her eyes. She had a lot to say, but in the end she chose to remain silent because she knew that no words could change the fate between them.
"Yun'er, come back home with me!"
Xu Xingchen (Li Qingmo) looked at Han Xinyu's faint sadness, with an unquestionable firmness in his voice. His eyes revealed deep concern, as if telling her that no matter what happened, he would be by her side to protect her.
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