I was reborn and became a monkey

Picking up the fruits on the ground and holding them in his arms, Qingliu looked at Qingshu, and the tears had long since disappeared, replaced by an extremely determined look.

"You ask me why I want to beg Hongya? Ask me why I want food so much? Ask me why it's so cheap? Okay! I'll tell you why now!"

"Because I want to live! I need food to live! I need to let you! Let my father live too! I can no longer watch my relatives die in front of me! I can't even see you because you can't eat food. You can’t drink clean water and starve to death! Because you are my brother!”

"Do you think I am willing to do this? If I don't do this, what else can I do? Rely on my father who can't stand up? Or rely on you who are sick and unconscious?"

Qingliu's voice is getting louder and louder!The mood is getting more and more exciting!It was the first time Qingshu saw his gentle sister like this, and he was a little at a loss at this time.

"In the end, I'm still too useless!" Qingshu smiled bitterly, then shook his head.

"It's not that you are useless, it's that the world is like this, the environment we live in is like this, and you and I can't change anything! Don't you understand yet? Why can't you try to understand me? Why am I doing this? ?" Qingliu asked aggressively.

"But why do you have to use this method?" Qingshu gritted his teeth and said angrily.

"You still don't understand! The world is so cruel! That's how life is! Where there is happiness, there will be sadness; where there is gathering, there will be separation; where there is birth, there will be death; where there is love, there will be hate; where there is possession, there will definitely be Loss. If we compare the former to the sweetness that life brings to us, we will definitely experience the bitterness of life. We have always been wandering in the middle and worrying about gains and losses." At this time, Qingliu was already a little out of control, and his tone was choked. said.

Qingshu cannot reply. It doesn't know what to reply?I don’t know how to persuade myself to accept all this.

"If we want to overcome the difficulties of life, we must face the suffering bravely, accept the suffering and overcome the suffering, so that we can survive! Isn't our father like this? Losing his wife is more painful than us. That is and It is a monkey that has been with it day and night for many years! If it gives up, what about us? Will we still live to this day?"

"So we can't live up to our father's efforts, so I want you to live. I can only do this! My life and my future can't be changed. I just hope that you will not be tainted, and that you will go well. Keep living with your heart, even though it’s difficult!”

Qingliu burst into tears, pitiful and extraordinary...

"Don't give up the hope of living, no matter what means you use! As long as I can survive, even if it is wrong, I will do it! Don't give up on yourself and us like my mother!" Qingliu suddenly mentioned his dead mother. !

"Don't mention my mother! You don't deserve to mention it!" Qingshu has always been his mother's favorite monkey. Now when he heard Qingliu talk about his mother's bad things, Qingshu was naturally very angry.

"It wants us to live! What's wrong with it?" Qingshu looked at Qingliu angrily and asked.

Qingliu shook his head and said, "Maybe I haven't reached my mother's desperate moment yet! I don't want to dwell on this problem anymore. For now, let's just do this."

Qingliu looked at Qingshu at this time, and the initial worry and love were no longer in his eyes, and now he was more filled with deep disappointment.

Qingliu hugged the fruit, turned around, and walked towards the rockery tower behind the rockery. After walking a few steps, he suddenly stopped, turned around, and finally took a meaningful look at Qingshu and said:

"The only kind of heroism in the world is to recognize the truth of life and love it! I can't do this. My life has no hope. I hope you can understand this sentence."

Then, Qingliu turned around and left Qingshu for the second time without looking back!

Qingshu stayed where he was, staring blankly at Qingliu's back, wondering what he was thinking?

...

When night falls, under the rockery tower.

Qingshu took advantage of the darkness and sneaked in, looking for his father among the monkeys who had lost the ability to move under the rockery tower.

Finally, in the darkest corner, his scrawny father was sleeping soundly against the wall. Qingshu cautiously came to his father.

My father was a very light sleeper and would wake up at the slightest sound. This was the root cause of his disease caused by not having a normal rest for many years. When he saw Qingshu, his father was shocked and looked around nervously to see if there were any monkey soldiers.

Although this is a no-nonsense zone, Hongyuan explicitly prohibits other monkeys from coming into contact with the monkeys in the rockery tower, because Hongyuan feels shameful and dirty even breathing the same air as the monkeys here.

"Xiaoshu, why are you here? Are you healed?" His father looked at Qingshu with a worried look. There was half a piece of bread beside him. It must be that Qingliu had already come and informed him of his situation. Father.

"Much better, Dad, how are you? Sister...Qingliu, has he been here?" Qingshu already knew that Qingliu had been here, but he still couldn't help but ask.

"Yes, it also brought back a lot of food, and some fruits that I have never seen before. I distributed them all to the monkeys here who are in the same situation as me." The father nodded and replied.

"Then do you know how it gets its food?" Qingshu asked tentatively.

"Although Xiaoliu didn't say it, I vaguely guessed it, and I also guessed that there must be a conflict between you siblings!" His father looked at Qingshu and said sharply.

Qingshu fell silent when his father said it right.

Seeing Qingshu's silence, his father realized that he was right. He sighed deeply and said, "Xiaoliu has been a tough kid since he was a child. He doesn't cry or make trouble when he has nothing to eat. He endures all the grievances he has suffered. But it is really strong. It has suffered a lot over the years, including now, it has paid a lot of price for me and you, Xiao Shu! You must understand your sister!"

"I don't have such a sister!" Qingshu said still angrily!

"When I saw Xiaoliu, I was very distressed by his haggard look. It reminded me of your mother who was just as haggard and pitiful when she first followed me, but she was so beautiful before! I just hate it. I am incapable of protecting your mother and you siblings! Now I can only rely on Xiaoliu to support us! I really understand its current situation!"

My father raised his head and looked at the moon, looking at things and thinking about people, and said with some discomfort.

"Dad, you don't have to persuade me! What he chooses is his business! I also have my own choice! I decided that I can't accept having such a sister!"

Qingshu's heart dropped when he heard his father mention his mother. He turned around and left resolutely, ignoring his father's shouts behind him.

Only my father was left lying there, sighing...