After rebirth, he was pampered by the scumbag’s nemesis

Xia Moran paused. "He liked me before..."

Now, you probably don’t like it anymore, right?

"Don't deceive yourself, you clearly know his feelings for you." Gu Mingxiu remembered that he had mentioned this to Xia Moran once before. "If there is a woman who has always liked me, and I don't know how to refuse her help, but I can only accept her kindness, what do you think..."

Gu Mingxiu didn't know if Xia Moran could understand his feelings.

Maybe he really is too sensitive.

It must be very tiring to be with someone like him.

"Sorry..." Gu Mingxiu also wanted to endure it and not say anything. Even if he was really sad, he didn't have to show it.

But he still wanted to express his feelings to Xia Moran, especially today... seeing so many people's reports favoring Qin Feng.

Seeing Xia Moran's guilt and dependence on Qin Feng, it may gradually turn into other feelings.

He was panicking and scared.

Maybe it was really because I was too anxious about him.

But he didn't know what he should do to retain Xia Moran.

Just like Qin Feng said, if there is another time, next time, he will take her away from him.

If Qin Feng really wants to compete with him for Xia Moran, what should he do?

Xia Moran was not as resistant or resistant as if he hated Han Chengze.

He has certain feelings for Qin Feng.

What's more, Qin Feng is different from Han Chengze. He is indeed so good that Gu Mingxiu is afraid.

Xia Moran really didn't know how to explain it. Even though he knew Gu Mingxiu's character and his condition, he suddenly felt very tired and powerless.

I don't know how I should explain it to give Gu Mingxiu a sense of security.

She really tried hard to keep a distance from Qin Feng, and she really cared about Gu Mingxiu's feelings.

But faced with today's situation, she couldn't find her child, she went crazy, she cried, she was helpless...

Qin Feng helped her find the child, so what should she do?Keep a distance from Qin Feng, treat him coldly, or tell him not to help you?

She can't.

In a sense, Qin Feng saved her life today.

As for what Gu Mingxiu said about empathy, she was very tired now and really didn't have the energy to think about it in others' shoes.

"Gu Mingxiu...I'm very tired." Xia Moran's voice was hoarse.

Gu Mingxiu took a deep breath and lowered his eyes. "Have something to eat."

He also knows that his situation will make it difficult for his partner and those around him.

Suspicious, suspicious by nature...

"Sorry." Gu Mingxiu apologized first.

Ever since he almost lost Xia Moran three years ago, Gu Mingxiu has changed, becoming cautious, crazy and depressed.

Especially after he found her again, he almost regarded Xia Moran as a treasure. He was afraid of dropping it when he held it in his hand, and he was afraid of melting when he held it in his mouth.

He really... loves Xia Moran.

But he also knew that his methods and love were too extreme, like shackles, tightly pressing Xia Moran, making her unable to breathe.

He would apologize immediately, humbly and depressingly admit that all the mistakes were his, and then continue to reflect and internalize.

But he was still afraid that nothing could be changed because he couldn't control himself.

"Gu Mingxiu..." Xia Moran looked at Gu Mingxiu carefully, he was apologizing...

In the past, if Gu Mingxiu suffered any pressure or stimulation, he would become like a different person.

But now, it seems that he has been suppressing himself, controlling himself, and preventing himself from losing control, becoming another self, and not becoming the so-called 'second personality'.

Gu Mingxiu served Xia Moran rice, his fingers trembling uncontrollably.

His tolerance was reaching its limit.

Gu Mingxiu stood up suddenly, his voice hoarse and low. "Eat well, I'll go to the bathroom..."

After entering the bathroom, Gu Mingxiu locked himself in the room, leaned on the sink and took a deep breath.

He also knew that he cared too much and restricted Xia Moran's freedom too much.

We agreed to give her freedom and give each other maximum trust.

But why did he still do this? He couldn't control his hostility towards Qin Feng.

"Qin Feng..." His eyes slowly became hostile. Gu Mingxiu's breathing slowly calmed down, but his whole person also looked much colder.

This is his way of protecting himself.

Release your so-called second personality, which is your protective color.

Only by becoming indifferent and not being affected can we only give Xia Moran freedom.

If he cannot do something, he will choose to escape and let the 'second personality' face it.

"You are so cowardly, Gu Mingxiu." Gu Mingxiu mocked himself.

Outside the bathroom, Xia Moran stood there nervously, waiting for Gu Mingxiu to come out.

Did her emotion just now hurt Gu Mingxiu?

Did he think he was bored...

Will he think too much?

When Gu Mingxiu came out, Xia Moran was still stunned for a moment.

Because Gu Mingxiu's eyes became cold again.

"I called Chen Zheyu. He will pick you up and take you back." Gu Mingxiu said, picked up his coat and walked out. "I still have things to deal with. I'll be back later. You don't have to wait for me. You go to bed first."

Xia Moran followed and wanted to say something, but Gu Mingxiu's pressure was too low.

After opening his mouth, Xia Moran gave up.

Give each other some space to breathe, she needs space, and Gu Mingxiu also needs space.

……

After leaving the restaurant, Gu Mingxiu went to the psychological consultation room.

Han Li was a little surprised when he saw Gu Mingxiu. "I haven't seen you for so long, I thought you were doing better."

Gu Mingxiu frowned and said nothing.

"Come here." Han Li asked Gu Mingxiu to enter the treatment room. "How long has it been since this happened to you?"

Gu Mingxiu said nothing.

"Okay, let me ask another question, has your mood been stable recently?" Han Li looked at Gu Mingxiu.

Gu Mingxiu nodded. "It's been pretty stable."

It's just not very stable now.

"But you are now..." Han Li shuddered. Gu Mingxiu was quite scary when he became indifferent.

"I want to communicate with him, are you willing to let him see me?" Han Li was inducing Gu Mingxiu to let his personality talk to the psychiatrist.

Gu Mingxiu frowned. "I don't have a dual personality. I just choose a way to escape when I face pressure and have nowhere to vent."

Gu Mingxiu believed what Xia Moran said and was willing to believe that he did not have a dual personality.

He just has some emotional disorder, but he is not a dual personality...

"Who told you that? During this period, did you meet other psychiatrists?" Han Li asked lightly.

"No." Gu Mingxiu did not answer, nor did he tell Han Li that this was what Xia Moran said.

"Don't be misled, you have a dual personality, and you are very disguised. I can't tell whether your current independent consciousness is the No. 1 personality or the second personality." Han Li looked at Gu Mingxiu warily. "But I am certain that when you lose control, you are very likely to do extremely violent things, especially to the people around you."

For example, Xia Moran.

Gu Mingxiu clenched his hands. The reason why he came to see Han Li was because he was afraid that he would lose control and hurt Xia Moran.

Even if he doesn't want to admit that he has a dual personality, he is still worried and afraid. What if... it really does exist?

What if there really is a madman sleeping inside him...