He is more fickle than Fengyue

It would be great if I could hear this sentence earlier, but it is now.

He already had no expectations about his illness, including Lu Beichen.

"But chemotherapy won't save my life, will it?"

"If you can delay it for a day, Bo Yan, I don't want you to die."

Before, Lu Beichen never thought that Bo Yan would die.

He hates Bo Yan, what he always thinks is, if Bo Yan insists on marrying him, then get married, instead of watching her marry someone else and happily fall into someone else's arms, it's better for the two of them to torture each other for the rest of their lives.

Anyway, he loves and hates it, and that emotion has already driven him crazy.

He thought that life would be very long, until sooner or later they would hate each other until the last trace of his love died out, but he never imagined that their life would be over soon.

He was not reconciled, "At that time, what if there is a new drug, what if this drug can kill cancer cells?"

"Yes, Boyan, a new type of drug, I will let someone develop it immediately, am I rich, don't you wait for me, I will definitely let someone develop it in the fastest time, and your disease will definitely be cured .”

Bo Yan smiled wryly, "Lu Beichen, don't lie to yourself, the medical community in the whole world has been researching this medicine for how many years. Is there any result? Do you think I can wait till then?"

"Besides, I don't want chemotherapy."

"Lu Beichen, when my grandma was dying, you accompanied me to the hospital to see her, do you remember?"

Bo Yan clearly felt that after saying this sentence, Lu Beichen's hands holding her were stiff for a moment.

"Do you remember what she looked like back then?"

Lu Beichen remembered everything clearly.

Because the two families are neighbors, he and Bo Yan grew up together and often visit each other.

At that time, the relationship between the two families was very good, and the elders loved them very much, including Bo Yan's grandma, who also loved him. They often called him over to have fun, and always joked that when they grow up, they might as well marry Bo Yan to him Forget it, the relationship between the two families will be closer.

In his memory, Bo Yan's grandma loves beauty very much. Even if she is five or sixty years old, she likes to put on makeup and go out every day. dimples, just like her.

The last time I saw Bo Yan's grandma was in the hospital. When he saw her appearance, he couldn't believe his eyes. Such a beautiful old lady, Bo, was tortured to a great extent after only two months of chemotherapy.

She was lying on a hospital bed with all kinds of pipes inserted into her body. She didn't have a single hair on her head, and she lost all her teeth. She was skinny and skinny. Her eyes and cheeks were sunken. At first glance, she looked like a skeleton. , extremely terrifying.

"Lu Beichen, I don't want to become like grandma."

In the ear, the voice of Boyan sounded again.

She didn't cry, didn't choke, and was even extraordinarily calm.

But it was her calmness that pierced Lu Beichen's heart like a needle.

The pain made him nearly twitch.

He finally let go, at this moment no one knew how much he hated himself, hated himself for being helpless.

Palm, gently touched her face, "Okay, we won't become like that."

"I'm fine." She brushed his hand away, "I can't die now, don't make such a face, as if I won't live tomorrow."

"Nonsense." At this point, she was still in the mood to joke, "Bo Yan, we've already started dating, and you don't need to be so strong in front of your boyfriend."

But it's too late, Lu Beichen.

Even if it is pretended, it is too late.

"I'm tired and want to sleep."

Bo Yan's resistance made Lu Beichen feel disappointed, but he still gave her the utmost patience.

"I'll carry you back to sleep." With just a little effort, Lu Beichen picked up Bo Yan from the ground.

Returning to the hospital bed, Bo Yan turned over and closed her eyes, "I fell asleep."

The air conditioner was turned on in the ward, and he found her arms outside. He was afraid that she would catch a cold and her condition would worsen faster, so he pulled the quilt and covered her hands completely. In his deep and hoarse voice, it was rare and gentle, "Go to sleep."

"Ah."

In fact, Bo Yan didn't fall asleep, she was just escaping, she hadn't entered the drama so quickly, and didn't know how to get along with the current Lu Beichen.

From the day she proposed marriage to now, the two of them are always arguing, and she almost forgot how to get along with Lu Beichen.

So she knew that Lu Beichen was guarding her hospital bed, and that Lu Beichen was always looking at her, even though she only gave him a back view.

She never felt sleepy, but she didn't dare to move until a long time later, she heard Lu Beichen get up, and his footsteps seemed to be walking to the desk beside him. Not long after, the sound of light tapping on the computer keyboard was heard.

Occasionally, there are documents turned over, she thought, he should have gone to work.

Bo Yan finally moved her body, and then listened to the sound of typing on the keyboard. It seemed to have a very miraculous hypnotic effect, and Bo Yan fell asleep in a daze.

This time, I slept inexplicably comfortably and steadily, without dreaming at all.

When she woke up again, the sky outside the window was already dark, and Lu Beichen had finished her work, and stood by her hospital bed, "Are you awake?"

"what time is it now."

"It's past eight o'clock, and you slept for almost five hours." Lu Beichen raised the head of the hospital bed considerately for her while talking, "Eat something, then take the medicine, and then sleep for a while."

She had slept for so long. Thinking about it, it seemed that it was the first time she fell asleep so comfortably.

It's just that after sleeping for a long time, my head was a little dizzy.

Bo Yan didn't say much, and followed Lu Beichen's words, "Okay."

There is still a full table of food, although they are all light and nourishing, but they are full of color, fragrance and taste.

No need to think about it, everyone knows that these foods are from the chefs in Lu Beichen's private house.

He has always been a picky eater, and he spent a lot of money to find those cooks. Before that, Boyan never had a chance to enjoy it, because Lu Beichen didn't go home, so he usually went back to his private house. Unexpectedly, he was about to die. Lu Beichen was generous Woke up.

It's a pity, now she doesn't have any appetite, no matter how delicious it is, she can barely handle it.

After eating, Bo Yan didn't go back to sleep, "Lu Beichen."

Lu Beichen stood in front of the hospital bed, and when he heard her call his name, he immediately became nervous, "What's wrong, is there something wrong?"

Bo Yan shook her head, "No."

He breathed a sigh of relief, "Then do you have anything to say?"

Bo Yan pursed her lips, and finally said, "I want to see Nian Nian."

After joining the crew, Lu Beichen asked her to watch over Song Qianqian every day, and she hadn't seen Bo Nian for a whole week.

Now their mother and son are in the same hospital, she really wants to see Bo Nian.

But Lu Beichen's dislike for Bo Nian made Bo Yan dare not speak easily, even if he said that she could see Bo Nian whenever she wanted, but now he is always inexplicable, and Bo Yan can't figure it out, so he is a bit scrupulous .

Sure enough, as soon as the words fell, she could clearly feel that Lu Beichen's eyes darkened, the line of his jaw was tense, and Bo Yan's heart gradually cooled down, "Lu Beichen, why do you still refuse to believe that Bo Nian is yours?" child?"

"If you don't believe the paternity test I did, you can do it yourself, or is it because of all the things that happened in the past that you hate me to the bone and refuse to admit the existence of this child?"

"Enough!" Lu Beichen interrupted her coldly.

Bo Yan didn't know, he had already done a paternity test, and Bo Nian had no blood relationship with him.

It's not that he doesn't believe it, he just believes more in the evidence before him.

Back then when she proposed to get married, her belly was already growing, and she came back to find him because Fu Nansheng didn't want her, and she was eager to find a cheap father for her child.

This incident was the greatest shame in his life, and it also made him hate it to the bone.

Besides, at that time, she kept saying that the child belonged to him, but he clearly remembered that he had never touched her before getting married.

Maybe it's because she talked so much that even he himself began to doubt, when did he drink too much and touch her but he didn't know?With a glimmer of hope, he even went for a paternity test, and the result was a bolt from the blue.

The paternity test report and Bo Nian seemed to be a thorn in his heart forever, which could not be removed, and made him feel so painful every time he took a breath.

He looked at her, a shadow fell on her tall body, and the aura around her was terrifying, "Bo Yan, I've been very tolerant to you now, don't go too far."

"From now on, don't let me hear such words again."

At the same time as the last word was pronounced, there was a bitter arc at the corner of Bo Yan's mouth.

Here it comes again, the feeling of being too stuffy to breathe comes up again.

Thin smoke, thin smoke, what were you expecting before?

Expecting Lu Beichen to recognize his child?Do you expect that after you die, he will take good care of his son based on blood relationship?Are you desperate to be so naive?

Or did Lu Beichen's attitude towards you today make you forget what kind of person he is?He didn't want Bo Nian at all, otherwise he wouldn't have thrown your paternity test into the trash can without even looking at it.

The curtains of the ward were not drawn, and the moonlight came in.

Bo Yan felt that the moonlight was really cold, and even her own voice began to feel cold, "Don't worry, I won't say it again in the future."

this is the last time.

After finishing speaking, she turned her face away and stopped looking at him.

There was a long silence between the two.

The room became quiet again, Lu Beichen stood there looking at her, just looking at her.

Maybe it's because she looks too lonely now, and thinking of her current illness, Lu Beichen finally softened his heart, "I'll see him tomorrow."

"It's too late today, he should be asleep, you can go tomorrow."