He is more fickle than Fengyue

When Lu Beichen walked out of the Lu's Group Building, the sky was clear and clear. At some point, it had already changed. The dense cold rain, accompanied by the cold wind, began to erode this cold and silent city wantonly.

Ever since he came out of the conference room, the discussions around him have never stopped, they are all gathered together in twos and twos, talking about him, "Boss Lu has come out!!"

"Did you see that Mr. Lu's complexion is so bad, there is no blood at all, the whole person is exactly the same as when he came here, and he doesn't even have any energy left!!"

"That's for sure. If you were to receive such a blow as soon as you get out of prison, can you look good and have energy? Boss Lu can still come out now. If you don't carry it out, it's already very good .”

"That's right, after all, half a year ago, I was still in a good mood and had everything. Now I'm fine. I came to the company full of joy, but in the end I suffered a fatal blow and lost everything. Even Ms. Bo threw herself into the arms of others. .”

"Half a year ago, Mr. Lu was about to marry his beloved woman. Unexpectedly, there was still an hour before the wedding was about to begin, but Mr. Lu was taken away by the investigation team. He didn't leave a single word. He finally came out. My fiancée has become someone else's, what a pity."

"It's so miserable, you're new here, what do you know, I'm afraid you don't know how much Mrs. Lu hurt Miss Bo at the beginning. After Mr. Lu was imprisoned in the past six months, someone named Wang Chao made him All the evil deeds with Song Qianqian have been exposed."

"Yes, yes, many people know this. I heard that Ms. Bo is infatuated with Mr. Lu, but Mr. Lu used Ms. Bo to get married for the sake of Song Qianqian, a bitch. After saving the dying Mrs. Lu, he immediately turned his back on him. Recognize people, and bring down the father-in-law's family."

"If it weren't for Mr. Lu, the Bo family is now in the limelight. It's still a leading company in Nancheng. It's fine if it's Lu's turn. The point is, after marriage, Mr. Lu will also get along with Song Qianqian, and then bully Bo in various ways." Miss."

"Miss Bo was in dire straits at the time. It was horrible. The child in her womb was lost, and even her almost five-year-old son died in the flames."

"That's why Miss Bo threw Song Qianqian into the river in order to get revenge and die with Song Qianqian. The key point is that the people who don't know the truth are still talking about it and insulting Miss Bo on the Internet."

"After everyone thought that Ms. Bo was dead, unexpectedly, three years later, she came back forcefully. She said she lost her memory, but in fact she pretended to be revenge. She revenged Song Qianqian and Mr. Lu. Of course, the current situation Everyone knows that the goal has been achieved."

"Mr. Lu is not miserable now, but at most he is suffering from his own consequences."

As soon as this conclusion came out, many people nodded in agreement, and even cursed, "Hey, he deserves it, he can't recognize people, Song Qianqian pretended to be innocent and pitiful, and played him around, even killing his own son." died."

"If God has eyes, let him have no children in this life, and live alone forever. Seeing our President Fu and Ms. Bo are happy, he will be so mad!!"

Everyone pushes against the wall. When Lu Beichen was in glory in the past, everyone was saying good things and wishing him well, but now, it's the complete opposite. Probably after knowing the truth, they look down on him even more, and wish everyone would come up and step on him.

But these whispers, for Lu Beichen, did not cause any harm, and he didn't even care about it at all. In the end, they were all blocked, and all he cared about was Boyan.

The only thing that echoed in his mind was Bo Yan's voice, tormenting him every moment, every minute, every second, he couldn't believe it, in a blink of an eye, Bo Yan would change from his wife to Fu Nansheng's wife.

He couldn't accept this reality, refused to give up, and asked her over and over again, "Bo Yan, do you really want to marry Fu Nansheng?"

"If you don't marry Fu Nansheng, will you marry you, a scumbag?" She was condescending, with a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth, "Sorry, I'm not so mean, let you abuse me thousands of times, I still have the original intention to not fix."

"Lu Beichen, I haven't forgotten the torture I suffered, let alone how my two children died. I hope you will remember it too. Remember it firmly. Don't forget every minute and every second."

"By the way, my wedding date with Fu Nansheng is about to be set. When the time comes, I will personally send you an invitation. Don't disappear, because your absence will make me sad."

She left with a smile, turned around and came to Fu Nansheng's side again, holding the man's hand affectionately, and said coquettishly, "Baby, let's go, this man is so annoying, I feel disgusted when I see him, I don't want to wait for a while I can't eat."

The man said dotingly, "Okay, okay, let's go now."

He will never forget the way Fu Nansheng looked at him when he passed by him.

So contemptuous, so disdainful, as if he was really looking at a pile of rubbish.

But he didn't even have the strength to get up from the ground and fight back.

Because the person who caused today's situation is himself, he deserved it, and he deserved it.

The cold wind and rain wet his clothes. He walked in the rain, dragging his difficult steps, step by step forward. The whole city fell into a cold silence, dark and gloomy, without seeing the sun.

Finally at this second, he broke down and shouted, "Ah—"

"Ahhhh-"

But no matter how much he yelled, it was useless, no matter how much he regretted, he could never go back to the past, and could not erase the fact that he hurt Bo Yan and killed his two children.

Originally, he should be the happiest person here, with his beloved wife by his side, two children playing and playing in front of him, and softly calling him Dad, Dad.

Originally, he should have a successful career and a happy family, and he should be the biggest winner in life, but all of these were destroyed by him, by himself.

He was sorry for Bo's family, Bo Yan, and his two children, so even if he finally found out that Bo Yan lied to him, knew that Bo Yan approached him just for revenge, and knew that Bo Yan pitted him, he didn't discuss it.

He even knew that Bo Yan was going to marry someone else soon, but he didn't even have the right to blame her, because all of this was caused by him, and it was his own fault, God would use such a cruel way to torture him.

"Lu Beichen, ever since you came back to you, you don't know how disgusting I am when I see your face every day. You don't know. Every time you hug me and touch me, I'm in that At night, how many times do I have to take a bath again and again."

"But no matter how many times I wash it, no matter how I wash it, I still feel like it's not clean, because it's dirty, Lu Beichen, you are so dirty, it makes me want to vomit even if I touch your clothes, let alone have any intimacy. Behavior."

He looked up, the rain was so heavy that he couldn't see the sky clearly, and his face was completely soaked, so he couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears.

Until a black umbrella propped above his head.

He blinked mechanically, and looked sideways. There was a familiar face with a bit of sadness written on it, "Boss Lu."

It was Xiao Yixuan, his former assistant and his most capable right-hand man.

"Mr. Lu, it's raining heavily today, don't get wet."

Xiao Yixuan was concerned, but he didn't even have the strength to speak, he just dragged his numb body and walked slowly step by step.

Xiao Yixuan was right next to him, even if he didn't speak, he took the initiative to talk with him, "Mr. Lu, when did you come out? Why didn't you notify me and ask me to pick you up?"

"You don't even know that after you left in the past six months, the company has changed a lot. Ms. Bo..."

Bo Yan followed Fu Nansheng, and everyone in Nancheng knew about it, let alone Xiao Yixuan.

It's just that he knows the whole story, including Bo Yan's revenge plan.

But so what if it is clear, the truth is so bloody that no one is qualified to make irresponsible remarks and point fingers at Bo Yan's calculations and Bo Yan's betrayal. After all, who can let go of hatred?

Putting down two words is easier said than done, but harder than reaching the sky.

"Mr. Lu, it's all my fault. I couldn't persuade you at the beginning. Otherwise, it wouldn't be like this now."

"Also, I'm sorry, in the future, I can't be by your side, I can't work hard with you, please forgive me."

Forgive him, and finally chose to follow Fu Nansheng and Bo Yan.

Fu Nansheng and Bo Yan are good people and good bosses. At the beginning, he couldn't accept it, but in the past six months, he has seen and admired what Fu Nansheng and Bo Yan have done, including their contributions to the company. in the heart.

Therefore, he chose them and followed them. Whether it is personal prospects or the company's development, it will get better and better. In fact, every employee's idea is very simple. Good job boss.

Fu Nansheng is such a person, and Bo Yan, who was trained and trained by Fu Nansheng himself, is naturally not bad.

"Boss Lu..."

Xiao Yixuan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by him, "Yixuan."

He finally spoke, and heard his extremely hoarse voice, "Let's go."

He rarely only called Xiao Yixuan's name so intimately, which made Xiao Yixuan break his defense instantly, "Boss Lu!!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

"There's nothing to be sorry for. Everyone has the right to choose the path they want to take. Others cannot interfere. What's more, there is no banquet in the world that lasts forever."

He waved his hand, "Let's go, don't follow me anymore."

"I also have my own way to go."

Yes, everyone has their own way to go, no one is an exception.

"Boss Lu!!" Xiao Yixuan gritted his teeth, "In the days to come, without me, please take care of yourself."

"As for this umbrella, you'd better hold on to it." After speaking, he forced the umbrella into Lu Beichen's hand, then closed his eyes, made up his mind, turned his head and ran away.

This time, he didn't look back.

Because he has his own choice, in the future, he will go all out for his choice, he can only go forward, and will not look back.

The past has passed, no one can change it, what is more important is the present and the future, isn't it?

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there were fewer vehicles on the road.

It was the first time in Lu Beichen's life that he walked aimlessly in the rain like this, and the umbrella blew away at some point. In the cold wind and rain, he felt an indescribably lost soul, so numb as if he was just a cold body. machine.

Later, he went into a tavern and didn't come out until late at night. The rain still didn't stop, and he didn't remember how much he had drunk. He just thought it was good to be drunk, at least he didn't have to bear everything soberly.

He staggered, relying on things he could touch along the way to barely support himself so as not to fall down. The cold wind in the middle of the night was constantly eroding his body, and his whole body was thrown into the fire for a while. After a while, he was thrown into the ice and snow again.

His head started to hurt, and his chest hurt so badly that it was indescribable. His whole body suddenly became limp and weak, and he fell heavily on the trash can by the side of the road.

A car stopped nearby, and a familiar voice sounded, "Old Lu!"

He Mu is here.

Lu Beichen didn't answer the phone or reply to the messages. He drove the car and wandered around the street with Gu Chen for several times before finally finding him.

So, after calling his name, he immediately got out of the car and helped the man who was so drunk and slumped on the trash can, "Go, I'll take you home."

"Go home?" Hearing these two words, he tilted his head first, thought about what the two words meant, then seemed to think of something, and laughed, "Hahaha, go home?"

"He Mu, what home are you going back to, and where is your home?"

"I have no home, He Mu, do you know that I have no home?"

The eye sockets suddenly became hot, the pain in the chest, the soreness suppressed in the depths of the throat, at this moment, all of them surged up, especially Bo Yan's sentence, "I'm going to marry Fu Nansheng. On the day I get married, You remember to come to our wedding."

He has never been so broken and wronged, leaning on He Mu's body, crying like a child, how many times today, he wants to cry like this, "He Mu, Bo Yan doesn't love me. "

"She loves Fu Nansheng, and she is going to marry Fu Nansheng."

"But what should I do? I can't live without her, He Mu, I think I'm going to die, I can't breathe, I'm going to die now."

He clutched the lapel of his chest, as if the breath couldn't be smoothed out.

"Old Lu, calm down, even if there is no Boyan, you still have me, brother will accompany you through the difficulties."

However, the current him can't listen to anything, just crying, crying uncontrollably, venting his emotions, "I thought that Bo Yan loved me, and I thought I got it back after I lost it."

"I thank God every day for sending Boyan back to me, but I never thought that this is God's punishment for me, and it is also Boyan's punishment for me."

"From the beginning to the end, Bo Yan didn't lose her memory. She was pretending to get close to me on purpose. She set up countless traps and asked me to sneak in obediently. He Mu, look how obedient I am, every one of me They all got in obediently."

"I have nothing now, the house is gone, the car is gone, the company is gone, my wife has become someone else's, and there is only a huge debt left, even if I sell all the shares, I can't pay it off .”

"I have nothing, but I don't blame Bo Yan, because all of this was caused by me, and it was my own fault. When I treated her like that, Bo Yan should have hated me, calculated me, and took revenge on me. As it should be."

"The mistakes I made myself should also bear the corresponding consequences, instead of dreaming of happiness after doing all the bad things, hoping to spend my life with Bo Yan in peace, what should I do, how can I deserve it?"

"Bo Yan is right. A trash like me doesn't deserve happiness at all. It only deserves to be in the trash can, rotten, smelly, and never see the light of day."

"But He Mu, I'm in so much pain, my heart is really hurting, Bo Yan can punish me however she wants, beat me and scold me to make me lose everything, even let me die, but why use such a method? Way?"

"Why do you want to fall in love with Fu Nansheng, why do you want to marry another man, why do you want me to watch her get married, see her fall into someone else's arms, why why why?"

A series of reasons made him cry like a child, and he collapsed on He Mu's body.

Seeing him in pain, He Mu was equally worried as a brother, "It's okay, Lao Lu, everything will pass."

He couldn't blame Bo Yan, nor was he qualified to comment on Bo Yan's marriage. Bo Yan endured so cruelly that even he, as a grown man, couldn't help shaking his head after hearing this, so what can he say now?

The only thing he can do is to comfort his good brother, "I'll take you home, let's go back to my head office."

"During this time, you can stay at my house, don't worry, with me here, you won't starve to death no matter what."

After finishing speaking, Lu Beichen didn't respond for a long time, and when he looked down, he realized that Lu Beichen was already drunk, lying on his body, limp and without any strength.

He couldn't help it alone, "Gu Chen, what are you doing, just watching from the side, don't you know how to help?"

Seeing Lu Beichen's downcast look, Gu Chen said that although he said harsh words at the beginning, he was no longer a brother, but now, considering the years of affection, his heart finally softened, "Come here."

Only then did the two lift Lu Beichen up, and stuffed it into the back seat with difficulty.

On the way back, He Mu kept sighing, sighing so pettyly that it annoyed Gu Chen, "Okay, stop sighing."

"Old Lu is like this now, can I not sigh?" It's too miserable, okay, He Mudao, "If you want you to become like this, I will also sigh."

"I won't become like this." Gu Chen adjusted his glasses, and when he said this, his gaze was extraordinarily firm. He is not Lu Beichen, he doesn't have eyes like him, he doesn't trust Bo Yan, and he was played by Song Qianqian Turning around, it ended up like this.

If he were Lu Beichen, he and Bo Yan are now a family of four, living a happy life, they would never let themselves be betrayed by relatives, have nothing, let alone Bo Yan, even an assistant would know that he is not a good boss, so he left he.

Half a year ago, when Bo Yan was going to marry Lu Beichen, he was really worried. He was afraid that Bo Yan would be hurt, and he even tried to persuade Bo Yan even at the expense of breaking his brotherhood with Lu Beichen.

At that time, Bo Yan refused to listen, and he looked like he was in love, which made him even more anxious and frightened. During that time, he always had nightmares and often couldn't sleep all night.

It wasn't until later that earth-shaking changes took place, and all the truth began to surface, that he finally understood that Bo Yan was not a love brain.

At that time, Bo Yan noticed that Lu Beichen was by her side, so she deliberately said that she loved Lu Beichen. She took this opportunity to show her heart, gained Lu Beichen's trust, and made Lu Beichen take it seriously.

He also finally understood that Bo Yan played a big game of chess, and even the people involved in it were reduced to pawns, just for revenge, for the Bo family back then, for the two innocent children, and for himself. Take revenge on Lu Beichen for everything you have suffered.

She has not forgotten the past, and she is not as stupid as he imagined. On the contrary, after three years of seeing each other, Bo Yan has changed a long time ago. She is calm, smart, and wise. After knowing the truth, he is impressed.

Moreover, her revenge was very successful, Wang Chao, Song Qianqian, including Lu Beichen who she once loved to the core, she never thought of the old love and softened her heart, and she never let go of any of them.

As a bystander, he couldn't help applauding. At the same time, he was also happy for Bo Yan.

Glad that she got revenge for her vengeance, glad that she had already given up on Lu Beichen, so that she would not repeat the same mistakes and jump into the fire pit.

I am glad that she has Fu Nansheng by her side. Fu Nansheng's background has been revealed. Such a person is willing to accompany Bo Yan to help her heal, help her recover, and even help her take revenge at all costs. Thin smoke is the absolute sincerity.

What's more, in the past six months, it has been confirmed that Fu Nansheng is a good man. Even He Mu is very appreciative and optimistic about Fu Nansheng. Aside from the fact that he schemed against Lu Beichen, He Mu said that Fu Nansheng is a genius. It is also a material for doing business, no worse than his brother.

Everyone spoke highly of Fu Nansheng, so he breathed a sigh of relief, thankful that Bo Yan met Fu Nansheng.

He is very serious about his relationship, and he believes that it will be a lifetime, but this does not mean that he is selfish. In order to satisfy himself, he must try his best to get the other party and tie the other party to him.

He thought about fighting for it, but he didn't expect that from the beginning to the end, he didn't even have a chance to fight for it, and he didn't even have a chance to show his heart. Bo Yan already had Fu Nansheng, and the relationship between the two of them was very good.

That being the case, he wished her as a bystander or a friend, hoping that she would be happy, happy, and happy.

As long as she was living well, he would feel at ease even if he could only see her from a distance, or even if he could only hear her.

So Bo Yan, next time you must be happy and make up for all the parts that were missing before.

"Yes, yes, yes!!" He Mu's voice came from next to my ear, "You won't become like this, because you and Lao Lu are not the same kind of people from beginning to end, is this okay?"

He added, "It's a fact."

Of course He Mu knew it was the truth, so he grinned and said teasingly, "Look at you being narcissistic."

"Hehe." Gu Chen smiled without saying a word.

"Hiss..." He Mu asked, "What's going on, I think you're in a good mood? Why, let me tell you."

In fact, He Mu had probably already guessed it, but at this moment, he just wanted to tease Gu Chen.

This idiot has always liked Boyan, but he didn't get anything in the end, but it was cheaper than Fu Nansheng's Cheng Yaojin who killed him halfway.

Now that the woman he loves is in the arms of others, I don't know why he is still so silly, how can he be happy?

Sure enough, there are smart people, and there are fools like Gu Chen.

To put it nicely, he is a warrior of pure love. To put it bluntly, he has a problem with his brain.

"Don't inquire about my business." Gu Chen replied lightly.

He Mu rolled his eyes almost to the sky, he was speechless and could only shake his head helplessly in the end.

Lu Beichen, who was completely drunk in the back seat, didn't know anything, couldn't hear anything, he fell into a nightmare, in the dream it was still half a year ago, Bo Yan was wearing a white wedding dress, looking back smiling like a flower.

She asked him, "Lu Beichen, am I beautiful?"

Like a fairy who strayed into the mortal world, she was pure, beautiful and dazzling.

Beauty, she is so beautiful, the most beautiful bride in the world.

It was Lu Beichen's bride who belonged only to him.

He said, "Bo Yan, you look so beautiful today."

She smiled and asked him, "Are you happy at this moment?"

"Of course," he said, "very happy, very happy."

"At this moment, I must be the happiest person in the world."

What he said was from the heart, without any falsehood.

However, when he was at his happiest, when he stepped forward step by step, wanting to embrace his most beautiful bride, a man suddenly walked into the dressing room, who was his rival in love, "Fu Nansheng?"

He asked him, "Why are you here, and..."

His eyes swept up and down from the man, "And, are you still wearing the groom's clothes?"

"Of course because he is my groom." Bo Yan took Fu Nansheng's hand, her brows were curved, and a happy smile appeared on her face, "Lu Beichen, thank you for coming to my wedding with A Sheng."

"Don't worry, with your blessing, we will be very happy."

"At that time, we will have a pair of lovely children. Do you want to be their godfather?"

In an instant, the sky and the earth spun, and the whole world collapsed at this moment.

From the happiest moment, he fell off a cliff without any warning. His whole body flew into the air and fell into the abyss. He was dripping with blood and smashed to pieces.

He curled up in pain, trying to open his eyelids, vaguely, he saw a couple of newlyweds standing on the cliff, waving at him and smiling at him.

The bride said, "Lu Beichen, being able to marry Fu Nansheng is the greatest luck in my life."

The groom said, "Don't worry, I will take care of Bo Yan."

The great pain eroded every nerve in him, he roared, he roared, "No—"

The next second, he suddenly sat up from the bed.

The sunlight outside the window was a bit dazzling, he closed his eyes instinctively, and when he opened them again, the whole gloomy world had changed and became normal and bright.

But everything in the dream, including what happened yesterday, was so clear to the bone.

Especially on his forehead, he was still sweating coldly, his breathing became more and more rapid, and his chest was heaving violently.

His world is still in a haze, as if it will never light up.

"Thin Smoke..."

He couldn't help but silently read these two words, revealing an indescribable sadness and powerlessness.

At this moment, there was a light "click" from the door, pulling him back from his thoughts.

He subconsciously looked at the source of the sound, the familiar face, the familiar voice, "Yo, you're awake."

He Mu also looked at him, walked in with a smile, and sat on the edge of the bed, "How is it?"

"How about what?" When he spoke, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and after a hangover, his head hurt like it was about to explode at any time.

"Ask how you feel." He Mu said, "You drank too much last night. On the way I brought you back, you were fine, lying quietly, but I didn't expect that as soon as I came back, you would grow up immediately." It's changed, and it's a mess."

Recalling how Lu Beichen went crazy last night, He Mu had a headache.

Lu Beichen kept arguing to see Bo Yan, but he couldn't stop him no matter what, he made a fuss for almost two hours, and tortured him and Gu Chen to the point of exhaustion and made them look ugly.

His head is still buzzing, it's all because of Lu Beichen's yelling last night, "Bo Yan, Bo Yan, don't leave me behind."

"Bo Yan, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, I will make it up to you, you can hit me, scold me, kill me, as long as you can relieve your hatred, you can do anything, just please, don't marry me Fu Nansheng!!"

"Boyan, I'm looking for Boyan, where did you hide Boyan, Boyan Boyan!!" Boyan Boyan shouted non-stop, and after searching all over the room, it finally stopped After a while, I finally lay down on the bed and stopped making noise.

They also felt that it had finally subsided and when they could take a breather, unexpectedly he suddenly vomited again, and he didn't even have time to go to the bathroom, the vomit was all over the place, he and Gu Chen had to get busy, tidying up Lu Beichen's, tidying up the sheets, it was simply is a nightmare.

I really can't imagine, the future is so long, how to survive the days when the time comes, it seems that this brother is not easy to be, thinking of the future, he feels like crying, "Actually, Lao Lu, I can understand your mood." understand."

"But there is no way. What happened has already happened. No one can change it. What is more important is the present and the future."

"How about this, during this time, you should rest with me first, and when you recover, let's start again, how about it?"

"Old Lu, I will help you. With your ability, as long as you can be normal, you will definitely be able to make a comeback. Come on, come on!!"

He made a cheering gesture to cheer for Lu Beichen.

Unexpectedly, the other party looked at him, as if looking at a fool, the corners of his mouth twitched, "No, Lao Lu, what expression do you have?"

"A look of disgust." Lu Beichen didn't even want to pretend, he was already very tired, but now he heard He Mu chirping like a sparrow, he became more and more tired, "You go out first .”

He Mu couldn't believe it, "Lao Lu, didn't you, I just came here, and you drove me away?"

No, no, this is his home. This catchphrase is a complete misnomer, "Didn't I see that you were in a bad mood, so I deliberately came here to accompany you? I'm leaving, so you have to think wildly again when you're alone."

"I want to be quiet for a while, okay?" Lu Beichen didn't want to hear He Mu's voice anymore, "You said it yourself, let me have a good rest with you during this time, and you are here to disturb me, how can I rest?"

Now it's all right, Lu Beichen immediately silenced him, and in the end he could only choose to compromise, "Well, I'll go out first, if there is any situation or need, just call me. "

"If I'm not at home, there are servants at home. They will follow your orders. In short, with me, you can rest in peace and don't think too much. No matter what happens, you still have brothers And me."

After speaking, he patted Lu Beichen's shoulder to express his comfort, then got up from the edge of the bed and went out of the room.

Just as he reached the door, when he stretched out his hand to open it, Lu Beichen's voice came from behind him, "He Mu."

He turned around, "Huh? What's the matter?"

"It's nothing." The man's pale lips tugged, "I don't know why, just now I suddenly thought of when we were young."

When he and He Mu were young, and when they were young, Bo Yan had a pair of big eyes flickering and a sweet smile.

"It was so good at that time, the carefree days are really nostalgic." He Mu sighed, "It's a pity, no matter how carefree, it's just the past, no matter how nostalgic, you can't go back."

"Old Lu, it's still the same sentence, we all have to look forward."

"I'm really gone."

"Crack." At the same time as the door closed, the room fell into silence again, so quiet that even his own breathing and heartbeat could be heard clearly.

He looked at the closed door, his eyes wandering slightly.

He also forgot to say thank you to He Mu.

Forget it, as a brother, just keep it in your heart.

Head still hurts.

When he was drunk, some things were numb, but after he was sober, the pain struck again, the more painful and sad, let him know clearly that everything that happened yesterday was real, not a dream.

But yesterday has become the most unforgettable nightmare in his heart. Even if he wants to pretend to be stupid and deceive himself and others, he can't help himself, because countless people will remind him that it is true and he deserves it.

In the afternoon, he went to the cemetery again, still brought flowers, toys and cakes, to visit his own son who was buried in the ground, and confessed to Bo Yan day and night as Bo Yan said.

After a night of wind and rain, the front of Bo Nian's grave was dirty. He knelt there himself and cleaned Bo Nian's grave, including the surrounding area, before sitting cross-legged and looking at the tombstone. Pure and bright smile.

If Bo Nian hadn't died, he would be eight years old now, and it was all because of him that Bo Nian didn't have time to see the world and live a good life.

He should be at the age of elementary school. He should be carefree and grow up happily. Just like Bo Yan when he was a child, his big eyes flicker and he always laughs and laughs. It's a pity that he was the one who killed him. of.

He reached out and touched the child's cheek in the photo, as if he could really touch it, as if he could really feel the tender touch, "Niannian, I haven't seen you for half a year. During this time, How are you doing down there?"

"I know you won't miss me, but I miss you and your mother very much."

"What happened in the past six months, your mother must have told you, right? Because your mother promised to help you avenge, and she did what she said, you must feel very happy under Jiuquan, right?"

"If it were me, I would do the same. I would even be proud of having such a mother. Year after year, you have a good mother. It's a pity that your father is a piece of rubbish."

"Yes, I'm a piece of rubbish. I killed your mothers like this, and I still dreamed of happiness, so your mother told me with practical actions, what it means to fall from heaven to hell and step on the eighteenth floor."

"Tell me, what is daydreaming, wishful thinking!!"

"She weaved a dream for me, let me immerse myself in the dream, and when I couldn't extricate myself, she kicked me out hard, and let me know what reality is."

"But I don't blame her at all, how can I blame her, karma reincarnation, everything I suffer now is all retribution!!"

"It's all my fault. In fact, I understand the truth. I should bear all this. But what to do, my heart hurts. I can't accept the fact that your mother is in love with someone else and wants to marry someone else."

"Every time I think about it, I feel that it is difficult to breathe. It is more uncomfortable and painful than a thousand cuts and execution."

"Hearing me say this, you must be laughing at me, right? Why are you laughing at me? What qualifications do you have to laugh at me? I don't deserve to laugh at me! I know, I know it all, but I can't control myself, I'm living to bear this now Everything is more uncomfortable than death."

Even he himself finds it ridiculous to think like this, let alone a young man?He smiled and laughed, but his tears fell uncontrollably. A big man about 1.8 meters tall was crying so hard that he could hardly stand upright.

In the past, Lu Beichen never shed tears. He survived the death of his parents, but he didn't expect that since yesterday, his tears would no longer fall uncontrollably.

Because he couldn't bear the blow, in just one day, he seemed to have aged a lot, and had experienced a lot of vicissitudes. Even his chin was covered with blue and white stubble. It could be seen how frustrated he was.

He was immersed in grief, completely oblivious to the people around him, and only heard a familiar voice, falling from the top of his head, so indifferent, "Crocodile tears."

He suddenly raised his eyes. The woman was wearing a black suit with very light makeup on her face. She was holding flowers in her arms and was condescending. From top to bottom, she seemed indifferent to the point of no warmth.

Even so, the moment he saw the woman, he was still pleasantly surprised, "Boyan!!"

"Don't call me by my name." The corners of the woman's lips curled into a sarcastic arc, easily interrupting what he was about to say, "Don't cry at Niannian's grave either, dirtying his path of reincarnation. "

For a moment, he felt as if struck by lightning, his whole body was stiff, the corners of his mouth sank weakly, and there was an indescribable sadness, "Bo Yan, do you have to do this?"

"Your goal has been achieved, and I have been punished as I should. Can't we have a good talk between us?"

"No." Bo Yan said with a sneer, "It's not over yet, why do you think it's okay, why do you think you can be redeemed for the rest of your life?"

"And Lu Beichen, please leave here immediately, my son doesn't want to see you, and neither do I."

"Because, Lu Beichen, you are not worthy."