step by step addiction

After Ji Yunsu and Zhuang Yan left Tuoshan Village, they first went to the county hospital in Yue County.

The doctor looked at Zhuang Yan's elbow, shook his head and blamed him, "Why didn't you come earlier, bear with it..."

Ji Yunsu grabbed Zhuang Yan's hand subconsciously, and then heard a "click", Zhuang Yan didn't even frown, the doctor said it was over.

Sure enough, it was iron-clad.

Only then did Ji Yunsu realize that he was holding someone's hand.Without further ado, she quickly let go.

Zhuang Yan's palm slightly bent, and then stretched out again.

The injuries were treated in the county hospital. The two of them didn't stay, and immediately returned to city b. That night, they got on the plane back to city a. It wasn't until the plane took off that Ji Yunsu felt relieved that the itinerary was over.

This business trip is definitely the one she remembers most deeply.

She looked at Zhuang Yan's right hand that had been put in a plaster cast, and now that the matter was over, she felt guilty.

"Blame me for being too greedy. I wholeheartedly want to represent Wu Hai in this case. If it wasn't for me..."

"This is the problem of the shoes." Zhuang Yan interrupted her, "I am the one who wears the shoes, so that is my problem. You don't have to blame yourself for any problems. You are not wrong."

His voice was a little cold, but it was as comfortable as the 25-degree air-conditioning in summer.

Ji Yunsu felt his heart was pinched by something, and then bounced back with a "bang", causing his chest to heave slightly.

She didn't dare to look at Zhuang Yan's face anymore, but talked about Zhao Bu.

"Although Mr. Zhao didn't say it, he must have committed the wrong thing because of his wife. After his wife passed away, he would rather live in seclusion in the mountains alone and live like an ascetic monk. This may not be the way of atonement in his heart."

Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes, and his tone was as cold as ever, "Using emotions will often only make yourself embarrassed."

Looking at the indifference at the end of Zhuang Yan's eyes, Ji Yunsu subconsciously bit his lip.

This was the second time she heard Zhuang Yan say that.

She hesitated for a moment before saying softly: "Feelings are the driving force for us to open our eyes every day. Everyone who struggles is not only for himself, but also for the one he loves. It doesn't matter if I eat bran and swallow vegetables. But I want to give him better, so I will work harder."

She squinted and smiled, as if hiding the stars in the sky, dazzling, "I hope you can have such a person, want to treat him well, and want to give him all the good things in the world."

The stars that Zhuang Yan saw in her eyes were shining brightly.

He twitched his brows slightly, then looked away, and his tone was a bit chilly.

"Give your power of action to another person, have you ever thought about what would you do if that person left you?"

Ji Yunsu was startled suddenly.

The reason why she works so hard is all for her mother. She wants to buy a big house for her mother, cure her mother's illness, and take her mother to travel around the world. She has lived half her life, and the farthest place she has been to is only a City hospitals.

She couldn't imagine life without her mother.

Ji Yunsu pursed his lips.

She didn't know, maybe there was no answer to this answer, or maybe everyone had their own different opinions, and there was no right or wrong in the first place.

She turned to look at Zhuang Yan.

He looked very calm, the delicate and distinct silhouette was half hidden in the dark light, half dark, the jet black hair was scattered on his forehead, the expression in his eyes could not be seen clearly, and there was a coolness for no reason.

"Love others but also love yourself. Even if you lose his motivation, you still have your own." Ji Yunsu smiled, "Your motivation is that you love yourself."

......

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when the two of them returned to the residence, and it was only a few days later, but Ji Yunsu had the illusion that it had been a long time.

But after seeing the room she slept in, she thought of a very embarrassing question.

"I... There is something wrong with that welfare house, and I think I will have to disturb you for another week or two." She was a little embarrassed.

"It's okay."

Ji Yunsu pushed Zhuang Yan into the room.

Because the wound on his right leg was stitched, the doctor asked him not to use too much force, and he couldn't use crutches, so Ji Yunsu bought a wheelchair and pushed it all the way.

Except for the first time he entered his room by mistake, Ji Yunsu never stepped into his room again.And no matter whether it was the first time or later, she never went to see Zhuang Yan's room.Looking at it this time, it feels extremely simple.

The huge room was gray and black, with only a wooden bed in the middle against the wall. The built-in decoration style made her even unable to find where the bathroom and cloakroom were.

Empty, clean, unencumbered, yet lonely, was Ji Yunsu's first impression.

Just like him.

In the end, it was Zhuang Yan who opened the bathroom door from one wall. The interior space was quite large, but it was still in a simple and luxurious style.

Although every cell in Ji Yunsu's body was clamoring for embarrassment, Zhuang Yan was now a half disabled patient.

She squeezed toothpaste and water for Zhuang Yan, and while he was brushing his teeth, she went to fill in the bath water.

After the bath water was put away, Ji Yunsu looked at Zhuang Yan's injured foot in embarrassment, thought for a moment, then suddenly turned his head, and went to the laundry room to bring the mat that the housekeeper used to iron the clothes.

The cushion is an extremely narrow oval shape, just enough to fit across the bathtub.

Ji Yunsu couldn't help but praise himself for his cleverness, and said to Zhuang Yan, "When you take a bath, put your right leg on the mat, and don't get it wet."

Zhuang Yan said "Okay" and made a gesture to stand up, but it was obviously ineffective.

Ji Yunsu helped him to the bathtub, but that was all. After all, she had seen someone's amazing skills in putting on clothes and pants with one hand one morning.

"You go in first, and I'll come back later to wash your hair." His mother had been lying on the hospital bed for three years, and Ji Yunsu was really handy in taking care of patients.

She went back to her room, washed up frequently, didn't bother to blow dry her hair, and went to Zhuang Yan's room again.

After knocking on the door, Ji Yunsu pushed the door open and entered after hearing a reply from inside.

Zhuang Yan leaned on the bathtub, because Ji Yunsu had put a lot of bath salts, and the bathtub was full of foam at this time, so there was no need to worry about having nowhere to look.

She took a small stool and sat behind Zhuang Yan, wet her palms first, then squeezed some facial cleanser, and after kneading a rich foam, she turned sideways and said to Zhuang Yan, "I'll wash your face, don't you?" Just say it when you're used to it."

Zhuang Yan closed his eyes and tilted his head back slightly.

His shoulders are broad and strong, the result of years of training in the gym, but not exaggerated. Every muscle on his back is just right. At that time, he leaned back slightly, like a horse ready to go. lone wolf.

Ji Yunsu's eyes fell on his slightly rolling Adam's apple uncontrollably, and slowly moved down to the collarbone.

His collarbone is beautiful, and the muscles in front of him are also very tight, full of male hormones.

Ji Yunsu immediately thought of the picture of a beautiful boy coming out of the bath, and was immediately too ashamed to look at it.

She could only lower her eyes and focus all her attention on washing her face. With her soft palms soaked in foam, she slowly made circles on Zhuang Yan's face.

Zhuang Yan visibly moved.

Ji Yunsu quickly asked him, "What's wrong?"

Zhuang Yan tightened his eyelids, but did not open them, his voice was a little low, "It's all right."

Ji Yunsu was suspicious for a moment, then continued to circle. It took about 3 minutes before she washed the foam off Zhuang Yan's face and wiped his face.

Her hands are very soft and light, like feathers brushing against her cheeks.

Zhuang Yan's chest was visibly heaving, and he suddenly reached out and grabbed Ji Yunsu's wrist, forcing her to stop.

"Okay." There was a hint of forbearance in the voice that was almost imperceptible.

"Oh, then I'll wash your hair." Ji Yunsu got up and took off the shower head.