step by step addiction

After the luggage was packed, Ji Yunsu found another very annoying problem, a few suitcases, for a pregnant woman like her, it was somewhat difficult.

And when she realized that she was actually glad that he had come, the anger pent up in her heart again, which made it hard for her to look good the whole time.

Why does it feel like I have a lot of grumpy temper.

Ji Yunsu still pushed a small box symbolically, while the other three were pushed left and right by someone.

But when she was about to go out, she suddenly remembered something else, and asked, "Where are my and my mother's mobile phones?"

"I'll get it." Zhuang Yan was about to walk back.

"I'll go by myself." Ji Yunsu gasped, trying to do it by himself without relying on him.

"It's in the leftmost drawer in the cloakroom." Zhuang Yan said to her.

Ji Yunsu came to the cloakroom and walked straight in.

The leftmost drawer...she opened the first one, there was none; the second one, also nothing, but there was an ebony box inside that caught her attention.

She also saw this box once at the Imperial Law Firm, and it seemed that it was something he cared about. The necklace he casually gave her was taken out of this box.

Why put it here?Ji Yunsu was puzzled, but he had no interest in prying into other people's privacy, so he didn't care, and closed the drawer and opened the third compartment.

There are no things on the lower floors, and the huge cloakroom is actually quite empty.

Ji Yunsu opened several drawers next to him, but he couldn't find the phone.She thought for a while, and then opened the second grid on the far left.

Will it be in here?But isn't this something he cherishes very much?If it is opened, will it be mistaken for her to spy on his privacy?Do you want to ask him?But he said in this drawer...

Various thoughts flashed through Ji Yunsu's mind, and in the end he really didn't want to show that he was so retarded that he couldn't even find a mobile phone, so he glanced at the door with a guilty conscience, and then quickly opened the wooden box.

The moment the box was opened, seeing that there were indeed two mobile phones inside, Ji Yunsu heaved a sigh of relief and took out the mobile phone.

It's just that she couldn't help seeing the contents of the box. She wanted to look away immediately, but with that extra look, it was like the negative pole of a magnet meeting the positive pole, and she couldn't move away no matter what.

The white bottoming cotton T-shirt was conspicuous because it was smudged with an irregular blob of pink, but it was folded squarely, and a piece the size of a palm was placed in a corner of the box.

It was very strange, she did not expect that the human naked eye could judge blood or red dye so accurately.

There is a bracelet on the T-shirt, and a beverage bottle cap with a very lucky word written inside: Another bottle.

Under the beverage bottle cap, there is a folded one-yuan note.

Ji Yunsu's breathing stopped suddenly, and he looked at those things in astonishment.

She couldn't control her hands, and slightly lifted the corner of the white t-shirt, and there was indeed a red-dyed circular sponge pad pressed inside.

This is a simple gauze she made out of desperation when he accompanied her to find witnesses, because her leg was injured when she rolled down the mountain.

She was not lucky for that bottle cap. The only time she remembered winning a lottery when she bought something was to Li Mobai.

And the one-yuan note, so impressive that she didn't even need to confirm it, she could guess that it was the "tip" that she fought back in anger in the first night.

The bracelet was given by her and him when they met on the Blessing Day and was mistaken for a couple.Hers was thrown in the trash on the way down the hill.

Ji Yunsu was too stunned to think.

These things, what do you mean, he kept them well all the time?

There are still many small things in the box, the sticky notes she wrote, the dolls she scratched, and all kinds of things she used that should have been thrown away.

He actually kept it well.

Why, why are you doing this.Since you only care about your kidneys and not your mind, why do you need to do these unnecessary things.

Ji Yunsu held his violently beating heart and breathed heavily, all the memories seemed to come alive in an instant.

He rescued her from the usury on a rainy night;

He took her in without a house;

For her, he did not hesitate to turn against his cousin;

Broken hands, broken legs, burned;

gave her mother a chance to live;

Send her garden, love words spoken in the night;

The scapegoat she was blamed for, the cyberbullying she suffered, repeated suspensions from her job, being tricked by her father, her broken leg, her injuries...

Countless memories kept clamoring and colliding in her mind, sometimes sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes bitter, tugging at her emotions, hot and cold, half joy and half resentment.

But these emotions eventually turned into bitter water, like black coffee, too bitter to swallow.

These seemingly sentient but ruthless facts are torture to her.

She would rather that he had never been nice to her before making her suffer so much now.

His thoughtfulness and gentleness in giving alms at will became the chief culprit for her sinking into the quagmire.

She tried so hard to pull herself away and forget, but he easily pushed her back in again.

She should let go, but thinking that the man no longer belongs to her, her heart aches until she can't breathe.

She had expected this to happen, but she didn't want to sink into it step by step without knowing it.

She didn't know how much courage and heartache a person needed to leave the one he loved, but at this moment, she was undoubtedly in pain.

Such a wonderful man who gave her so much care.She loves him, but she can't get him. He wants to marry another woman, and she can't even envy her in a fair way.

How can she completely let go of her feelings that are so sad that they make her angry.

Ji Yunsu bit the tip of his tongue until he tasted the smell of blood, and then suppressed the feeling that was about to burst.

"My memory is wrong, the phone is not in the drawer." A slightly hasty voice suddenly sounded from behind.

Ji Yunsu quickly put the phone back in place, closed the black wooden box, put his thigh against the drawer, and closed it.

She opened the drawer beside her suspiciously, "I really didn't find it."

Zhuang Yan came to her side, his broad back blocked her view, then opened the ebony wooden box, took out two mobile phones, and smoothed the corner of the blood-stained T-shirt with his fingers habitually.

He handed the phone to Ji Yunsu.

Ji Yunsu pretended to be calm, "Where did you put it?"

"The cabinet above." Zhuang Yanxu supported her back, "It's inconvenient to have too much luggage, take my car back."

This time it was really on the way. Anyway, we all live in the same place, and there are so many suitcases, so it is troublesome to move in and out.

Ji Yunsu kept making excuses for herself, because only in this way could she sit in his car and approach him with peace of mind.

......

On the way back, Ji Yunsu remembered something and asked him: "Feng Chi is not here, what should you do if you apply medicine to your wound?"

"You give me medicine at night." Zhuang Yan said.

Ji Yunsu frowned. With such a serious injury, the wound ruptured repeatedly, how could he do it once a day.

She turned her head and looked out the window with some sullenness.

He used to rub the scar medicine on her legs with great patience, three times a day, and massage until the medicine was absorbed.

She can do it too, it's not a deep hatred, there's no need to be so hard-hearted, let alone being hurt for her.

"I have to wipe it three times a day. I don't go to work anyway. If you need medicine, you can find me." She tried to make her tone sound natural.

Zhuang Yan's brows twitched slightly, and his voice was relieved for a long time, "Okay."