step by step addiction

When it was almost seven o'clock, Ji Yunsu called Commissar Sun to inform him that the food was ready.

She didn't want to have another big party, so she hid in her room afterwards, not knowing what was going on at the dinner table.

At the restaurant, a group of township cadres accompanied the three big shots and assistants from the province to finish their meal, and finally got off the table and left.

The secretary originally wanted to take a few people to the hotel in person, but in the end, for some reason, the inspector and the minister fell behind.

The secretary wanted to go back to look for it, but Cheng Zhao said with a smile, "Inspector Zhuang told us to go first, don't worry about him."

Another assistant also stood up, glanced at Cheng Zhao, and said, "The minister has something to deal with."

The secretary could only smile stiffly and continue to lead the way.

The two people who were left behind were standing at the door of Yun Laixiang at that time, one looked indifferently, and the other smiled.

"Minister Fu's concern is a little too much."

"The inspector Zhuang is also doing some inappropriate things."

"Whether you are suitable or not depends on the person. I won't say anything, but Minister Fu is a smart person. I hope you can keep a good distance and measure." Zhuang Yan closed his eyelids, his eyes were cold, blending with the surrounding cold air As one, "don't cross the line."

Fu Tingyang's starry eyes flickered, he took a step back, and smiled kindly, "There is really no need to be so tense between you and me. Although we can't become a brother-in-law, the friendship between our two families is still there. Since Zhuang Jian has something to say If you want to say, then I don't bother."

He made a request and left first.

Only then did Zhuang Yan turn around and enter the shop.

Tao Guihong was clearing the table. There were two tables of dishes for more than a dozen people, and there were a lot of bowls and chopsticks.

Seeing Zhuang Yan coming in, Tao Guihong stopped what she was doing and smiled a little forcedly, "Is there anything you didn't take?"

Zhuang Yan rolled up his sleeves and walked over, helping tidy up while saying, "I want to chat with you."

Tao Guihong hurriedly stopped him, and said anxiously: "This is impossible, this is my job, how can you do it, let it go."

Zhuang Yan's face was calm, and although his tone was calm, he showed respect, "This is what juniors should do in front of elders."

Tao Guihong was stunned, and smiled uncomfortably, "Look at your identities, how dare I be an elder."

"Has Yun'er mentioned me to you?"

Tao Guihong's attention was immediately diverted, so she stopped worrying about tidying up the dishes.

"I mentioned it, but I didn't say much, and I don't know what's going on between you." She sighed bitterly.

When she left, Tao Guihong saw that her daughter was firm and decisive, so she didn't ask anything.She didn't know about her daughter's pregnancy until she settled down in Tianyi Town. Even if she didn't say it explicitly, she could still guess who the child belonged to.

At that time, Tao Guihong strongly suggested that the child should be aborted. As long as it was done quietly, it would not affect the discussion of marriage in the future, but a single woman with one child could talk about a good marriage, so she firmly disagreed to stay.

But her daughter is stubborn, and she can't pull back the nine cows in the decision, especially the non-marriage ideology, which made her sleepless for several nights.

How could it be possible for a woman not to marry for the rest of her life? This was something that Tao Guihong's thinking at that time could not accept and understand.

But every time she brought up this topic, her daughter would get bored and couldn't listen to a word.

Tao Guihong had no choice but to compromise in the end, and she could only secretly wipe her tears when she thought of those ugly words in the town.

When she saw the Lord coming today, she felt very complicated, resentful and angry at the same time, but secretly hopeful.

"I came this time to bring Yun'er back. You should understand how difficult it is for an unmarried young woman to raise a child alone. Although it is possible to find a stepdad for the child, it is better to have a kiss than a stepfather."

Tao Guihong burst into joy, "Of course I agree with 1 if you want. But that baby has a big temper, so I have to touch her hair.

If I tell you this, you will love to hear it. You are a few years older than her, you know more than her, you see more than her, and you must be more open-minded than her. In fact, she is still a child with a temper. If you can be more tolerant and accommodate her , The days will definitely be peaceful and beautiful. "

"I understand." Zhuang Yan nodded,

Tao Guihong's worries over the past few months have finally dissipated. There is nothing more gratifying than her daughter having a good home. Previously, she was so anxious that she could not eat or sleep when she thought that her daughter would not be settled for the rest of her life. It seems that the whole person is relaxed.

Zhuang Yan walked into the kitchen with the plate, and stood in front of the sink to turn on the water.

Tao Guihong hurriedly said: "I'll wash it, there is a lot of oily smoke on the stove top, if you rub it a little, there will be oil marks."

Zhuang Yan didn't give in, and asked while washing the dishes: "I've never heard anything about Yun'er's childhood, what kind of temperament was she in childhood?"

Tao Guihong laughed, thinking of her childhood, she was quite emotional.

"When I was a child, it was different from now. She was a troublemaker, Mao Wang, who was very fierce. He would beat people if he didn't like it. Even I dared to beat him when he was in a hurry. Those boys in the class didn't dare to provoke her. Be obedient, one punch directly knocks out the front teeth..."

Zhuang Yan's hand washing the dishes froze, and the voice behind him drifted further and further away.

Living in a violent and quarreling environment since childhood, it is only when I was young that I released aggressiveness to protect myself.

And once self-awareness is formed, after understanding the class rules, school rules, social environment and the rules and regulations of getting along with others, this aggressiveness will be withdrawn, forming a stronger defense mechanism deep in the heart, and thus becoming taciturn or even withdrawn.

At this time, she is no longer like a wild cat with teeth and claws, but curls herself up and hides in a deep hole, living only in her own closed world, and will not let people approach easily, let alone take the initiative to approach anyone.

When she enters a larger and more complex society, her survival instinct will allow her to release a part of herself and pretend to be what people like best to maintain the necessary social interaction in her cognition.

She won't trust her easily, and she won't confide her thoughts easily. She hides everything in her heart and gives people the illusion that she is doing well on the surface.

This kind of people will be more sincere, dedicated, dedicated and even dedicated when they really open their hearts, but once they are betrayed and taste the pain, they will immediately withdraw and make it difficult to come out.

Zhuang Yan propped his hands in the water of the sink and trembled slightly, closed his eyes for a long time, and then let out a heavy breath, with dense astringency in his heart.

......

Ji Yunsu was watching TV in the living room, waiting for his mother to call her to clean up the dishes together.

Fu Tingyang entered through the small door and came to the door of the living room.

The person inside was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, his small white feet could not be grasped, and his toes were turning back and forth, as if he was extremely bored.

He couldn't help laughing, startling the people in the room.

Ji Yunsu turned to look at him, a little surprised, "Minister Fu, are you looking for me?" He loosened his legs and prepared to stand up.

"Sit down." Fu Tingyang walked into the room and sat down on the round stool opposite. "I came in without answering the door. I wanted to ask what time I left tomorrow, but I didn't leave your number."

Suddenly, Ji Yunsu unlocked the phone, opened the dial interface and handed it over.

"Is 08:30 appropriate? It's too early and it's still dark, and it's too late and you'll miss the morning." She said.

Fu Tingyang nodded while entering his number, "Very suitable. I will pick you up at 08:30 tomorrow morning."

"If breakfast hasn't been set yet, you can come over early for a light meal." This can also offset her favor of taking a ride.

Fu Tingyang returned the phone to her and smiled, "Okay."

Then he said casually: "I have a two-bedroom house on Jingyang Street, and now the tenant has returned the rent and it is vacant. If you want to rent a house in City A, would you consider renting my house, which is well-decorated and the price is reasonable?" It is cheap, there are supermarkets and farmers’ markets around, and there are buses and subways within 300 meters of the community, so life is very convenient.”