step by step addiction

The air was filled with a familiar fragrance, which mixed with the cold air in the room and turned into a cold fragrance, which was sweet and distant, completely different from the fragrance emitted by the body temperature when he hugged her.

Cold and hot, just like her.

Her sense of distance is always there, but occasionally, it makes him feel warmer.In this alternation of hot and cold, he occupies the dominant position, thinking that everything is under control, never thinking about her thoughts, because that is superfluous to him.

Perhaps this relationship is like a frog boiled in warm water. He has changed, and subtly, he has become different from his former self. When he realizes it, only the panic and heart palpitations caused by "loss" remain.

Just like now, he was imprisoned by the darkness and coldness in front of him, and his breathing was difficult, as if he was forcibly submerged in water.

When he left her to recuperate, he never thought about what would happen afterwards, it was a forbidden area, because once he started thinking in that direction, his belief for many years might collapse.

Or, he wants to peel off a layer from his heart again and throw it away.

He was not prepared to accept any choice, but she had already made the choice for him.

Everything is back on track, but why is his tight heart throbbing so painfully that he forgets his principles, and even makes him wish to catch that woman back and tie him by his side for the rest of his life.

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Ling Fei was called into the chief lawyer's office early in the morning.

Although Zhuang Zhentian has "voluntarily" resigned to develop business elsewhere, and Zhuang Yan has completely taken over the company, he still works in his own office.

"Mr. Zhuang, you are looking for me." Ling Fei pushed the door open and went in.

Zhuang Yan sat back on the chair, his sharp and indifferent eyes lowered the air pressure in the office.

"How much do you know about Ji Yunsu? Did she say she was leaving?"

Ling Fei was startled, "She only said that she would not return to the law firm and would not look for a job in the short term."

"What else was said? Like where does she want to go?"

The gaze from the other side was so sharp that Ling Fei lowered her eyes unconsciously.

She has always been afraid of this person in front of her.

How many women envy her that she can work with Zhuang Lv. He is a celebrity in the legal profession, handsome and talented, exuding the charm of a mature man, but every woman who has seen him is yearning for him.

When Ling Fei was first transferred to the litigation team, she also had good fantasies, but soon her filter was crushed. Less than a week after joining the job, she was named and criticized at the general meeting. A trivial matter was magnified into a serious negligence. Those merciless words were tantamount to humiliation to an adult.

For the first time, she felt what it means to be ashamed, what it means to have her self-esteem trampled under her feet. She still can't let go of the shame and resentment, and she can't forget that indifferent and calm face, so that every time she thinks about it, she still feels hot all over. If you are exposed to a fire, you can't wait to get into the cracks in the ground immediately.

And after working together for three years, she had a deep understanding of Zhuang Lv's cold-blooded and almost harsh personality, so that every time she saw someone, received a message or received a phone call, her first reaction was uneasiness and fear.

The sense of fear that originated from the bottom of her heart gave her the idea of ​​leaving the job countless times, but she broke ties with her family. The wages here are high, so she can only grit her teeth and endure it, and after a long time, she becomes numb and uncomfortable. Confident, as soon as the leader speaks, she will feel guilty and flustered to the point of breaking out in cold sweat.

When did things start to change?Ling Fei doesn't have a specific time memory, but she knows which scene it started from.

At that time, Ji Yunsu had just joined the job for a week, and the team building of the department chose seafood. Ji Yunsu didn't want to disappoint everyone because of his seafood allergy, so he didn't eat much during the whole process.

That cold, heartless, unkind person who never paid more attention to the things around him noticed this for the first time, and even went out of his way to order home-cooked food that was not available in the seafood restaurant.

That was the first time Ling Fei saw a touch of humanity in him, and she was even more keenly aware of the delicate relationship between the two of them.

She was shocked by this discovery, and because of this discovery, she subconsciously wanted to get close to Ji Yunsu.

She quickly realized the benefits of this incident: the leader was more tolerant of her.

Ling Fei was sure that there must be an extraordinary relationship between the two of them, and this was even more verified after Ji Yunsu left the welfare house.

She should be the only one who guessed that Ji Yunsu and Zhuang Lu were living together.

In the past few months, Ling Fei has been like a sober bystander, so she can feel that Ji Yunsu is in a weak position in this relationship, not even happy.

That is a person who is too easy to hide things in his heart and digest silently, and pretends to be nonchalant on the surface. He will patiently listen to her complaints at home and explain her emotions, but he hardly talks about his own affairs.

Did the two break up?Ji Yunsu left?

"I haven't heard anything else from her." Ling Fei paused, and asked tentatively, "Has she left City A?"

Zhuang Yan was silent for a moment, then asked again: "Does she still have friendship with Yang Fei?"

Ling Fei was suspicious, "They have no friendship. Yang Fei confessed to Su Meier before, and Su Meier didn't like him. After that, the two of them were just ordinary friends."

"Don't like it?" Zhuang Yan frowned.

I wore that red dress on purpose, even if I was far away, I couldn't ignore the longing smile on that face, so how could it be that I didn't like it.

Ling Fei nodded and explained, "Su Meier has someone she likes, so she rejected it on the spot, and then went to find someone she liked to confess."

Zhuang Yan's face froze for a moment, his black pupils were rarely unsteady, "What did you say she did?"

Ling Fei was inexplicable, why did the person who was confessed to her still ask her back?

"Su Meier said that she wanted to confess her love on the birthday of the person she likes. She also prepared a gift and stayed up for more than half a month to make it. After rejecting Yang Fei, I saw her go to find the person she liked. , should have confessed."

"Pa-ta..." The cup on hand fell to the ground.

Zhuang Yan stared blankly at the debris at his feet.

She actually has such a plan?Want to confess to yourself?

In an instant, it was like being hit by a heavy hammer, causing pain, suffocation, and fragmentation, and the brain went blank for an instant.

Zhuang Yan's heart trembled violently, as if it had been torn apart countless times, like a cup under his feet, shattered.

And endless remorse came surging like a tide.

She was one of the few people who wished him a happy birthday on his birthday.

It turned out that from the very beginning, he was wrong and missed it.

In what mood did she sign the document?

Her humiliation, shame, sadness, regret, everything can be traced, but because of his anger at that time, he ignored everything.

Memories of the past kept flashing like slides, and those intentional or unintentional injuries and stings all got backlash at this moment.

Pain, a dull pain like never before, spread all over the body.

Zhuang Yan supported the table, only feeling dizzy.

Where are you now?