Mr. Huo, stop being abusive. Madam has already entered the emergency room.

Joy walked towards the ward.

Beside the hospital bed, Cheng Zhi's needled hand was placed outside the quilt.

Huo Linyuan sat on a chair and carefully touched her fingertips.

"It's my fault. Hit me when you wake up..." He whispered.

Like a devout believer, he leaned over with his shoulders in his arms, his head lowered by Cheng Zhi's elbow, as if he was humbly praying for something.

At this moment, distress and regret corroded his whole momentum.

Those indestructible hard armors were broken, revealing his bewildered soul, looking so painful and depressed.

Joy leaned against the door frame, her eyes gradually complicated.

If you know today, why should you be in the beginning.

pity……

Did not know earlier.

"She has been in poor health," Joy said softly, her eyes were also very light, and slowly fell to the ground, "It's just that she never said it."

Huo Linyuan moved his shoulders slightly and raised his head a little.

Joy didn't want to hear his response, and didn't want to look at him too much, so she didn't move her eyes at all, and quickly spoke again.

"When she fell from the building, she recovered her life miraculously. Now that she has recovered, she looks no different from an ordinary person... You should be lucky, right? Thankful that she is alive, fortunate that she can walk and run, and can study and struggle while working. Awarded, better than most."

Huo Linyuan looked at Cheng Zhi's pale face, and lightly covered the infusion tube with his palm.

"But it wasn't like that at first. What you saw was her a few years later."

Joy's eyeballs lifted up, and there was a layer of water in his eyes, and there was a reproach in his expression.

"In the first year when she came to Hong Kong City, she was unfamiliar with the place, did not understand the local dialect, and could not integrate into the life here. The emotions of tension and anxiety; those nightmare-like memories; and the torment of illness, all the time It's sapping her life force every moment."

"She couldn't sleep well every night, woke up from a dream, and then fell asleep because of the only remaining energy consumed by crying."

Joy raised her hand to touch the corner of her eye, folded her arms and looked out the window.

What she said was just the tip of the iceberg.

At that time, Cheng Zhi endured more than these.

She still has Cheng Wang.

Cheng Wang is a premature baby, weaker than her, and has a lot of expenses. He gets sick from time to time, and needs to be taken care of carefully, with a lot of energy and patience.

A novice frail mother, with the same sick baby, came to a new environment with no relatives

Cheng Zhi was like a blind man at that time, forced to smear across a strange river.

With one foot deep and one foot shallow, she stumbled, covered in mud and water, and was in a panic.

Neither can stop and rest.

Because you don't know when the flood will come.

I dare not stride forward, for fear that the next step will be empty.

Then the whole person slid into the deep pit and was swallowed by the undercurrent at the bottom of the river.

"Those days were very difficult. Xiaozhi was always sick, and she had to keep working. She couldn't take care of this, and she couldn't take care of that. It was difficult to do a lot of things well. Besides trivial matters, she also encountered even more difficult situations. She was robbed. , followed by hooligans, many, many."

Huo Linyuan listened quietly, every breath brought pain deep in his chest.

Before today, he never dared to think deeply about what Cheng Zhi experienced in the past few years.

He was afraid that he would not have the courage to continue to stay by her side shamelessly and rascally.

"Shen Yang and I proposed to take her back to our side, or lend her money, or ask someone to take care of her, but she didn't want it."

joy sighs.

"She is worried that you will find out if she contacts us frequently, and she doesn't want to live a life of relying on others. She also said that she wants to live alone, she must be completely independent, and she must learn to manage her life."

Speaking of this, her eyes turned cold.

What I have said before is just to pave the way for what comes next.