The vicious mother dressed as a villain, in the baby boy

"Ah? What's your condition?"

Chi Li put on all kinds of outfits and looked around everywhere, but not at Xu Zhaozhao.

"I don't know, the teacher didn't teach me."

When Xu Zhaozhao heard what he said, his hand shaking the cigarette shook, and the ashes scattered in the air.

"Doctor Chi is quite fashionable."

Xu Zhaozhao sarcastically put out the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray.

What she complained about made Chi Li feel ashamed.

"You know I won't tell you."

Chi Li withdrew very vigilantly and said, "Auntie, please let me go. I still want to live for two more years."

He really wants to cry but has no tears.

When I first received the news from this aunt, I should have pretended that I didn’t see her.

Why is he so obedient! !Tell him to come out and come out! !It's okay now, my life is almost sealed.

Xu Zhaozhao glanced at him and said, "I won't betray you."

Chi Li: Do you think I’m stupid?Is there another person in the world who knows about Gu Qingyan's condition?

There will be none.

Everyone will only care about whether he flies high, not whether he is tired.

"I know he has bipolar."

Just as he was about to refute, Xu Zhaozhao's words blocked all Chi Li's words in his throat.

His body paused, and the shock in his eyes could hardly be concealed.

she!yes!How!What!Know!road!of! ?

Chi Li: Save me, save me, save this poor psychiatrist! qwq

Before Chi Li asked, Xu Zhaozhao took the initiative to tell him, "I saw his wristband during the last recording of the show."

Even if Gu Qingyan hid quickly, she still saw the words written on it.

bipolar disorder.

Why did she pretend not to see it?Of course, I don't want to get involved in anything related to Gu Qingyan.

Chi Li is also a person who is not good at hiding his emotions.

His struggle was written all over his face.

"You can hide it from him for the rest of your life."

Xu Zhaozhao moved his eyes away and looked out the window again, "But you also know the current situation very well. Only I can save him."

Chi Li couldn't refute her words.

For a moment, the space became quiet, and no one spoke, letting the cold wind blow on their faces.

After an unknown amount of time, Chi Li's harsh voice broke the silence, "He...is different from other bipolar patients."

Xu Zhaozhao didn't answer, waiting for him to continue.

"I can't tell you much..."

Chi Li swallowed, "Because of some things, his self-loathing was particularly serious and he couldn't find the meaning of his existence."

"He couldn't love himself, and he also lost the ability to love others."

No wonder...

Xu Zhaozhao understood clearly.

After Chi Li finished these two sentences, the environment fell into silence again.

"Is there still smoke?"

He opened his mouth.

Xu Zhaozhao raised his eyebrows and handed the cigarette case and lighter to Chi Li.

He nervously took out a cigarette and lit it, and choked slightly when he put it into his mouth.

Obviously not as familiar as them.

It's just that a little external push is needed to reveal the secret that has been buried deep in my heart for so many years to another person who is not very familiar with it.

This is also a big gamble for him.

Bet that Xu Zhaozhao can save him and is willing to save him.

After taking a puff, Chi Li stopped smoking, held the cigarette in his hand and let it burn in his hand.

"Do you know why he entered the entertainment industry?",

Chi Li asked her a question.

He is obviously handsome and wealthy, and has no shortage of admirers in the financial field. Why would he become an "actor" who is not worthy of the stage in the eyes of the older generation?

Xu Zhaozhao smoked a cigarette, chuckled, and guessed: "To confront his father?"

"Thinking too much, Brother Gu didn't take him seriously."

Chi Li couldn't help but say something more.

"When his self-loathing reached its peak, entering the entertainment industry was the advice I gave him."

"I said, after entering the entertainment industry, you will gain a lot of fans, and there will be many, many fans who love you. Maybe you will be able to find the meaning of your existence."

Xu Zhaozhao fell silent.

He did indeed do it, and he did it very well. Fans who love him may not even be able to collect all the big data.

"But I was wrong."

Speaking of this, Chi Li took a long puff of cigarette and his eyes turned red.

"There is still a distance between idols and fans. He can't feel love, he can only see madness, and his condition has worsened."

But by that time it was already too late, and the meaning of withdrawing or not withdrawing from the circle was no longer significant.

"Then how...has he persisted until now?"

Xu Zhaozhao couldn't understand his loneliness, but it must be worse than his previous life.

She also has three or five close friends as her support, so what is Gu Qingyan's support?

"In the eyes of you and Yuyu, he must be an unqualified father."

"of course."

Xu Zhaozhao showed no mercy, "Four years of indifference and the lack of a father's role, these are all facts."

"But it's actually me who doesn't let him get close to Yuyu. His state over the past five years is not suitable for raising children."

"He has been able to persist in the past five years because of Yuyu."

Xu Zhaozhao didn't answer, just lowered his eyes and listened slowly.

But upon closer inspection, she was stunned.

Chi Li threw the burned cigarette butt in his hand into the ashtray, "How can you not love your child? He just doesn't know how."

There was a bitter taste in his mouth that he didn't like.

"I don't know how you did it, but it doesn't matter anymore."

Chi Li finally raised his eyes to look at Xu Zhaozhao, "Because he loves you, it is already a fact."

You said that God favored him and gave him a beauty and power that no one else could match.

But God hated him and cruelly did not give him any love.

The bitterness in his mouth was not even one ten thousandth of that of Gu Qingyan's.

"I won't say any more."

Chi Li turned around and took two steps before he paused and added: "I still...please save him."

Then, he left quickly. If he didn't leave, he would cry in front of Xu Zhaozhao.

Although a doctor must not have too strong empathy, he really felt for Brother Gu.

It has been almost ten years, and I have long lost track of the relationship between doctors and patients.

He spent ten years getting to know Gu Qingyan, and every time he got to know him better, he would curse God.

Maybe it’s because he scolded me too much, but God is even more cruel.

Let Gu Qingyan fall in love with someone who doesn't love him.

Why on earth! !

If he collapses, he will cry! !

……

Although Chi Li didn't say much, the amount of information was still too much for Xu Zhaozhao.

Chi Li left, but Xu Zhaozhao, who was sober, remembered almost all the words he said and kept repeating them in his mind.

As Gu Qingyan's doctor, there was no need to lie to her.

The only thing that shocked her was that Gu Qingyan didn't stay close to Yuyu. It turned out to be to protect him.

Four years of "indifferent" was out of his control.