The villain of Quick Transmigration is too deep

My name is Nasheng

rising sun

My name is taken by Xiaotuanzi

Xiaotuanzi is my star, my light, and my hope

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My birth is not welcome because my birth means my mother's death

So my father doesn't welcome me, no one in this world seems to welcome me

For as long as I can remember I've lived in a dark room

Only a small square window on the wall allows me to see the outside world

In my impression, the outside world is only the endless blue sky and white clouds, the scorching sun, the cold moon, and my favorite starry sky

And I can only curl up at the foot of the bed every day, watching the alternation of day and night outside the window

I also see my father once in a while, but I don't want to see him, every time he comes is my nightmare

The slender needle holes pierced into my skin, the cold solution flowed in my blood, the sharp blade cut open my stomach, and the curses eroded my consciousness

At first I would cry in pain and call his father

I didn't feel any pain after that, I don't know if I got used to the numbness, or it's just like what he said, I'm a monster

Before the age of 12, my life seemed to end when I raised my eyes, and death was a relief

until that day

The appearance of Xiaotuanzi broke the lifelessness of my life

She is more dazzling than the stars in the sky, and she is someone I will never forget in my life

That time was the only joy in my long and short life

Later, I often wondered if it was a dream I had, because it was too unreal, as if I stole it from the crack of time, it seemed like a dream but not a dream

I cherish this memory like a jewel, supporting me through the next 16 dark years

When I was 28 years old, the end of the world came, and zombies were rampant in the world

My father pushed me into the tide of zombies with his own hands, and let me be pulled and eaten by the zombies

I lay on the ground, my heart was very peaceful, without any fear or fear, and even a little happy

Rejoice in the collapse of this dirty world, rejoice in the coming of this end

It's a pity that there were no stars and no light that night

My father may be right, I am really a monster, I am eaten by zombies, but I am still alive, and even become the monster of the zombie king

I ordered the zombies to devour my father, and I watched him disappear before my eyes bit by bit

See, I'm a monster, what he wants me to be, a monster

I can finally leave the place that has imprisoned me for 28 years

But where should I go, I don't know

I suddenly remembered the Star Candy that Xiaotuanzi gave me, I only ate one, and I hid the others in the drawer, reluctant to eat them

But then my father found out, and he threw everything, including star candy, into the mud outside

He said, I am like that mud, which will only pollute others

I walked aimlessly until I saw a small shop that might have the star sugar I wanted

I went in and searched for a long time, there are a lot of candies inside, the packaging is gorgeous and exquisite, but unfortunately there is no star candy I want

I was about to leave, but I saw a huge cloth pocket moving in front, the owner of the cloth pocket was too small, maybe the pocket was too big, and it was almost covered

I approached step by step, the sharp fangs stretched out unconsciously, but retracted when I smelled a familiar fragrance of peach blossoms

Until the person in front of me turned around, she was against the light, I couldn't really see her face, but those eyes as clear as stars were as deep as in my memory

I think I seem to have found the star candy I want

It's just that she doesn't seem to remember who I am

Also, she is the only one in my dull life, but I am one of thousands in her colorful life

She doesn't remember me, and she should, I don't blame her

I followed her back to Safety City, I want to see what the place she lives in is like now

Sure enough, except for my stars, all human beings in this world are so ugly

They speculate on my stars with the most malicious thoughts and slander my stars with the most vicious methods

Since they want to die so desperately, I am satisfied

Liu Shi is dead, I killed him

My stars are smart, guess what I did

She knows me so well, I can't seem to hide anything from her

Just like the night I decided to attack Safe City, just like the night I decided to start a war with Li Fenglin

She knows everything, and I've been waiting for her to talk me out of it

But she didn't, she seemed to let me do everything the whole time

Let me take her back to the castle, let me selfishly trap her by my side

That night, she went to find Li Fenglin, and I knew from the moment she left the castle

I have thought about many possibilities, she may not want to stay in the castle, she may want to return to Li Fenglin, she may also want to end the end of the world, she may also want to kill me

But I don't blame her, I'm a zombie, a monster, the opposite of the world

No matter what she chooses, it's right

That night was full of fire, I watched her walking towards me step by step, I didn't think of leaving with my stars

Get out of this filthy world, but I finally convinced myself

Maybe this world is not dirty, because this world has her

Maybe it is me who is dirty, as my father said, I am mud, which will pollute others and the world

So, as long as I die

But I didn't expect that she would run to me, hug me, and sink into the flames with me

When I woke up that day, I saw her lying on my bed and fell asleep, just like Xiaotuanzi in my memory

I was in a daze for a moment, and finally figured out what happened that night. In fact, I should have figured it out a long time ago.

I should have figured it out when I saw her throw that potion away

On that day, she let me act recklessly again, let me own her selfishly

I suddenly remembered that she once said the meaning of my name

Nasheng, the rising of the sun, means that the rest of your life will be as gorgeous as the morning sun

She took my name, the rest of my life is her, and the gorgeous Chaoyang is also her

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