The villain of Quick Transmigration is too deep

My name is Lu Yan

I knew when I was very young that my mother didn't love my current father, not because he would beat me and my mother after losing money in gambling all day long. My mother often said that she was sorry for him, and she used him. I don't know why, I didn't know until I grew up,

It turned out that my biological father was someone else. I think my mother probably loved my biological father very much.

She often sits in a daze holding a shoulder badge representing the rank of major general, and she sits all afternoon, her face covered with tears,

They all said that my adoptive father accidentally killed my mother, but only I know, no, my mother may have long wanted to be free, but because I was too young,

That night, it was raining heavily outside, and my adoptive father came back from the outside after losing a bet, but saw my mother sitting there holding my biological father's shoulder badge again, so he beat her in a fit of anger.

Later, she bumped into the corner of the wall, blood was pouring from her forehead, but her face was peaceful and serene,

I was ten years old at the time, and when I came out of the room after hearing the noise, I saw my biological father standing not far away, staring blankly at my mother in a pool of blood, then rushed to kneel down beside her and hugged her , weeping,

Then, my biological father was arrested by the police and sentenced to death for intentional homicide. It is said that he pleaded guilty voluntarily.

I don't know who is right and who is wrong in this heroic relationship that ended without a cause, because I am the least qualified person to judge.

But you are all free, what about me?

I looked at the blood-stained shoulder emblem, and I was a little curious about what my biological father looked like, so that my mother could never forget that he would accompany him to death,

So I went to the army, I wanted to see what a major general looks like, I trained day and night to perform all tasks without fear of life and death, they all said I was a lunatic, I would even die for meritorious service,

Actually no, I am not for merit, I have never been an ambitious person, I just don’t know what is the motivation for my life, I just want to find a goal to support me to move on, that’s all.

If you really want to talk about ambition, then the only ambition in my life is Mu Qing,

I wasted time aimlessly like this, until I thought the rest of my life was just like this, then I met her, the girl who said my eyes were like stars,

That day, she broke into my world with a dinner plate and a chicken leg, and said to me in a sweet voice, her name is Mu Qing, Mu who loves you, Qing who loves you,

Since then, these two words have been embedded in my life and become what I want for the rest of my life.

Strange to say, from the moment she appeared, I had a premonition that the rest of my life may be related to her,

She always thought she was the one who took the initiative to attack first, and I was also happy that she didn't know why I chose to sit next to her,

When I heard the person in the front row mentioning my bad past in front of her, my heart tightened. I was terrified, afraid that she would avoid me like others, but she didn't, and she was different from others. Same, she is really different from others,

I still beat that guy up after class, see, I am not clean and pure at all, I always count pennies and pennies, only use violence to counter violence,

Seeing her coming out of the classroom, I deliberately passed by the corner. Sure enough, in the corner of the empty classroom, she found me bleeding from the back of my hand.

For me, this injury is not a trivial matter, it cannot be called an injury at all, but she clings to my hand with a worried face and gently blows, and hurriedly drags me to the infirmary,

I followed behind her obediently, looking at the hands they held together, I despicably wanted to tie her by my side for the rest of my life,

I once asked her why she wanted to be close to me, but she only said that it was because she likes to make friends with good-looking people. can always be with me,

She once said that my eyes are like stars, I guess she probably likes clean and pure people, even if I am not, but if she likes, I can pretend for the rest of my life,

But not long after, the Qinglong gang came to trouble him. It had been a long time since he came to school. He wanted to have fun with them, but Mu Qing appeared at the entrance of the alley.

He was extremely flustered at the time, he was afraid that Mu Qing would discover his violent and dark side, but he didn't expect that she would beat the group of people to the ground with a brick,

It turns out that this is how she hits someone, she is really cute, she is really different from others,

She blinked and smiled at me, but fainted in the next second. The moment I saw her fall, my heart seemed to be cut open by a blunt knife. On the way to the hospital with her in my arms, I kept thinking, could I really be Do I really bring bad luck to those around me?

I started to be afraid, afraid that because of my selfish approach, I would put her in danger,

It wasn't until the moment she opened her eyes that I let go of my hanging heart, but she cried and asked me why I didn't treat the wound, how could I rest assured that she was alone, my injury was not serious,

This is the first time I saw her cry, looking at her crying red eyes, my heart hurts like being eaten by ants, since that day, I swore to myself, I will never let her cry again, I can't see it, it hurts so much,

I knew that Mu Xianyuan would look for me. Xiaoqing is the jewel in the palm of the Mu family and the princess who grew up in the hands of the Mu family. They should also look for me. I am indeed not worthy of such pure beauty, but I It's true that you can't let go of such pure beauty,

Life can't always be everything you want, for example, Rong Shengyu's arrival is my wish,

Of course I know why Rong Shengyu transferred to Huafu all of a sudden, but it's just a new idea that Mr. Rong came up with to force him to go back, that's all.

Even though my mother said she didn't blame him anymore, I couldn't accept him without any grudges. Afterwards, all the sorrows of everyone, my mother, biological father, adoptive father, and their tragic endings were all caused by him.

I have no position to blame him for hating him, but I really can't accept him without any grudges. In the final analysis, I still blame him.

I asked Xiaoqing again, is she really willing to be with me, with a person like me who wears layers of disguise?

She is a princess who has been soaked in beauty since she was born, and she should be with someone who is also bright, clean and pure, so that she is suitable,

If she pushes me away now, I'll let go,

But she said that she and I were a couple that were destined by nature.

Really?

Forget it, there is no need for heaven to make a relationship between me and her, as long as she says it is destined, it must be destined, I never believe in the fate of heaven and earth, I only believe in her,

I know what Mu Xianyuan cares about. What he cares about is that I can't help myself. How can a person whose life hangs on the knife's edge all the time deserve Xiaoqing's promise?

If my girl is not in exchange for thousands of dollars, then I will try my best to show my heart to marry her,

So I made a deal with my superior, as long as I complete the death mission, he will agree to my request to retire,

From now on, I can throw all my heart on her, coax her to be happy, coax her to be happy,

I have carried out countless dangerous missions, and I have never hoped so much to come back alive, and have never been so afraid of death. The moment the bullet hit my chest, the only belief that supported me to preserve my consciousness was that Xiaoqing was waiting. let me go back

In the banquet hall, I thought that my appearance would make the scene embarrassing and chaotic. I thought, if the Mu family is still dissatisfied with me, then I will just grab the kiss as Xiaoqing said.

But what I didn't expect was that Mr. Rong changed his mind temporarily. I can probably guess the reason. Xiaoqing never said how much she paid for me, but I knew it.

It can be seen that apart from Mother Mu, Father Mu and Mu Xianyuan are dissatisfied with me, I can understand, after all, even I am not satisfied, I think there is probably no man in this world who is worthy of Xiaoqing, I can't even myself,

I often think, fortunately, all my luck in the first half of my life was saved, even if I lost a little bit, I would not be so lucky to be able to get my girl,

Xiaoqing often asked me if I would be sad if she couldn't have a baby for me, how could it be?It's too late for me to be happy, the rest of my life is short, I just want her to belong to me every minute, and I don't want her to focus on others, even if that person is their child,

Perhaps God blamed me for being too greedy, and only gave me a few decades to be with her,

that afternoon

I hugged her and sat on the swing, the spring breeze was warm and the flowers were blooming, but she was not half as good as my Xiaoqing,

She asked me if I still remember the scene when we two met for the first time,

Of course I remember, how could I not remember,

That day when I walked into the school cafeteria, the cafeteria was crowded with people, but a girl who lowered her head and gnawed on a chicken leg seemed to be shining, I noticed it at a glance,

So I took the plate and took a seat closest to her.

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