Scum Girl Transformation System

"0...021." Lin Yilan's voice trembled a little: "Are you still there?"

"Host, I've been here all the time." 021's metallic voice brought back Lin Yilan's rationality, and she sensed something very wrong... It seems that 021 hasn't barked in front of her for a long time.

She closed her eyes slowly, the heat on her body hadn't dissipated yet, but she felt cold all over, and she felt that she should see a doctor.

Before she went to learn the knowledge of psychology in person, in her eyes, the psychiatrist was almost like a liar, playing tricks and defrauding some consultation fees.

She doesn't think she has any problems, she feels that she is mentally healthy, and there will be no more good young people in this world than her.

She sometimes feels anxious and tired, and even feels that everything in this world is actually boring. If she can, she would rather stay in the system space for the rest of her life.

You don't need to communicate with anyone, don't care about the annoying people's sophistication, don't care whether others like her or hate her.

She even thought more than once that if she was the only one left in this world, life would be much more interesting.

She even wanted to escape more than once, to a deserted place.

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"Do you sometimes lose your appetite and lack of energy?" The doctor held a pen in his hand and wrote something in a leather notebook.

The doctor was contacted by Klein. She just said that she was a little anxious recently and hoped to find a doctor to relieve her anxiety.

She didn't want anyone to know that she might have a mental problem.

"Is it possible that sometimes you will behave abnormally and have thoughts that you don't even know about?" This doctor is a well-known psychiatrist in the United States, and he is still very professional in judging illnesses.

"Uh...how should I put it? Miss Lin, your problem is a bit serious. I suggest you stop your work first, go on a trip or do something else to relax. "

"Your life may be much more tiring than ordinary people. Human nerves are like a spring. If you stretch it to the limit, it can't be retracted. Sometimes don't work too hard and be kind to yourself. "

The doctor's tone contained obvious reassurance, but this was not what Lin Yilan wanted. What she wanted to know most was what was wrong with her.

"So what's wrong with me?" After sitting for a while, Lin Yilan felt a little sleepy.

"I'm not sure. I just took you for a physical examination and found that your brain has grown a small part of the frontal lobe. This kind of thing is usually a precursor to schizophrenia."

"I don't know if you will suffer from schizophrenia if you continue like this. You even have the feeling of escaping. In your subconscious, you really hope that another self will live instead of you." The doctor wrote a few more words words.

"I didn't..." Lin Yilan wanted to refute. To her, behaviors like world-weariness and suicide are cowards. How could she?She thinks she's fine!

"I said it's the subconscious mind, do you know what the subconscious mind is?" The doctor closed the pen cap.

Lin Yilan kept her mouth shut, because she also studied psychology, and knew that basically all those with psychological problems felt that they had no problems.

Freud's iceberg theory was the first psychological knowledge she came into contact with, as well as the theory of id, ego and superego. She probably understood what the doctor meant, that is to say, she was duplicity.

Said that her situation may be a bit like the back and forth between the self and the superego. The self wants to die very much and finds life boring, but the superego thinks this is a waste of thoughts, so the self makes a choice, which is to let her mental illness.

To put it more generally, it is a soldier who passed out. He is not really sick, but his id does not want to go to the battlefield. The superego told him that this is the behavior of a coward, so the ego made To regulate is to make him faint.

Lin Yilan's mental journey to see the psychiatrist was very tortuous and bumpy. In short, she did not get the answer she wanted from the doctor.

She obviously felt that something might be wrong with her, but her real purpose of seeing a psychiatrist was to hope that the doctor would tell her: It's all right, Ms. Lin, you are very healthy, and there is nothing wrong with your mind.

At this time, 021 suddenly said: "I told you not to use introversion instead of sleep all day long, and I told you not to experiment with your own medicine. I told you that it would have side effects. Look, now There's something wrong with your mind!"

021 spoke so urgently this time, it can be seen that he has been dissatisfied with Lin Yilan for a long time.

In fact, 021 was a little scared, because after the upgrade, it found that many of its permissions had disappeared, as if something else was gradually eating away at its code.

In fact, it already has other guesses, but that guess scares it.

In fact, the energy of the parallel world can be stolen, and the way to steal it is to devour the son of luck. Undoubtedly, Lin Yilan in his previous life was the son of luck in their world.

The energy of the world was born for her. If she wants to steal the luck of the parallel world to renew the life of her own world, there is a way, that is to turn the child of luck from another world into herself.

The world where Lin Yilan became the chief was about to collapse, because Lin Yilan almost single-handedly destroyed civilization and turned everyone into a mechanical army controlled by computers. She did win the capital to fight the Zerg.

But at the same time, it has to give up some things, but it doesn't dare to think, will someone be cold-blooded enough to devour another self to renew the life in the world in which it lives?

Others may not, but that person is Lin Yilan, that woman is ruthless to others, and even more ruthless to herself.

"Is it okay to treat yourself better in the future? Anyway, life is getting better day by day, and it will get better in the future."

"Don't force yourself to deal with people you hate, and don't force yourself to join in occasions you don't like. If you don't want to accept others' likes, just reject them. You are so powerful, no one will hate you just because you are yourself."

It is too familiar with Lin Yilan's methods in her previous life. This woman likes to train dogs. One of her ways of training dogs is to gather all the misfortunes in this world on one person, destroy a person's will, and then she will do it again. Appear like a god.

021 has wondered many times whether her method of dog training was inspired by Suning.

It had doubted countless times whether Lin Yilan in her previous life had tampered with this time and space. She had obviously avoided many key nodes in her previous life in this life, and she should never meet some people in this life.

But she happened to meet it.