After getting married, the eldest lady is proud of being favored

Cen's father patted Zhou Chen's shoulder, "Heart disease."

Zhou Chen didn't understand, and Cen Zhi, who was listening in the bathroom, couldn't understand even more.

"Xiaozhi's mother doesn't like me, and she didn't want to marry me. At that time, I thought I liked Xiaozhi's mother very much, but..." Father Cen thought for a while, "But in the end I realized that my liking is not The kind of love that moves the world. I am indeed sorry for her."

This was the first time Cen Zhi heard about the things between his parents.

It turned out that her mother was forced to marry her father due to various reasons. The two belonged to a twisted melon, and it was only later that Cen Zhi came into being.

But because of this marriage, from the very beginning, Cen Zhi's mother suffered from heart problems.

Before getting married, in order to resist this marriage, she was very stubborn and locked herself in the house without eating or drinking. She didn't even leave the door of the room for several months, let alone communicate with people normally.

Cen Zhi's mother was originally thin, but she became skinny during that period of time.

"I know what you want to ask. I want to ask why Cen Zhi's mother is so resistant, and I want to ask why I still force her to marry me like this, and I feel sorry for her in the end."

"The reason why Cen Zhi's mother is so resistant to me is because she always has another person in her heart."

"That man is also very good." Cen's father laughed at himself, "I haven't seen it before, I just heard it from Cen Zhi's mother."

"Excellent enough to make her remember her forever, even though she still married me in the end, she never forgot him in her heart."

"She never left me a place in her heart."

"Because that man saved her life, and even passed away at a young age to save her life. At that time, the two of them should be in love. He died when they loved each other the most..."

Zhou Chen lowered his head silently, no wonder he would miss it for the rest of his life.

How could it be possible to just forget it?

"After she married me, Cen Zhi's mother was actually not in a very high mood. She even lost the idea of ​​survival several times. She said she wanted to die and wanted to be with him."

"... until she got pregnant and had Zhizhi. Although she didn't have any feelings for me, she always said that the child was innocent. She liked our child and Zhizhi very much."

"After she was pregnant, she started to eat well and take medicine on time, and cooperated with the doctor for treatment seriously. Sometimes she even chatted with me and smiled at me..."

"At that time, all kinds of emotions were intertwined, and the most was regret."

"I regret why I couldn't wait and be more patient with her. I regret why I didn't like her more so that I wouldn't have another woman before she got pregnant."

"By the time she gets pregnant and wants to live with me, I already..."

There is no need to say the following words, Zhou Chen understands, and so does Cen Zhi.

"At that time, maybe I realized how cheap my so-called liking is. To be more accurate, my so-called liking is just a man's vulgar desire to conquer."

"When the pleasure brought by this conquest cannot be obtained from one person, and another obedient person appears in front of you, my so-called liking is not enough to support me to stick to my bottom line, So I failed."

It was the first time Father Cen analyzed himself in this way in front of people.

He also didn't expect that it was the first time he told people so frankly that he was his future son-in-law.

Later, when Cen Zhi's mother was pregnant, she didn't know about Cen's father's cheating.

Cen's father performed very well, and there was nothing unusual about it.

It was also because of this child, from the perspective of Cen Zhi's mother, she seemed to have renewed hope in life.

She is willing to start over with Cen's father for the sake of her child and get along well.

She can learn to be a good wife and mother.

But the bloody truth she got by chance after giving birth gave her a hard blow.

Cen Zhi clenched his teeth, trying hard not to make a sound.

It turned out that her mother knew about her father cheating on other women before she died.

But Cen Zhi didn't know whether he should be happy or sad for his mother.

At least she knew that her mother's death more than a year after giving birth was not due to other people's deliberate murder.

But it is true that he cannot escape the relationship with Cen's father, Sun Yueru.

Because she knew about their personal relationship, Cen Zhi's mother was originally poor, and she didn't take care of herself when she was pregnant. Now that she knows about such things, plus pregnancy and childbirth have consumed a lot of her energy and vitality. , and has been bedridden ever since.

……

Later, Father Cen talked a lot with Zhou Chen, and after Father Cen left, it was already early morning.

When Zhou Chen went to the bathroom, he only saw Cen Zhi sitting in a corner, thin and thin.

She fell asleep, but it was obvious that she had already cried.

Zhou Chen also knew that Cen Zhi probably heard it too.

He sighed, and slowly picked up Cen Zhi and carried him to the bed, for fear of waking Cen Zhi up.

She leaned against Zhou Chen habitually, and Zhou Chen hugged her habitually.

When he woke up the next day, Cen Zhi opened his eyes and saw Zhou Chen suddenly closed them again.

"Am I that scary?"

"Why am I in your room..."

After Cen Zhi asked this question, he actually remembered what happened last night.

Thinking of what he heard last night, Cen Zhi couldn't help crying.

"It's all your fault, you threw away my phone at that time, and I was almost bored to death in the bathroom..."

Cen Zhi's eyes were already swollen from crying last night, and crying now is even more uncomfortable.

"Blame me, blame me, I'm sorry Zhizhi, hit me, scold me, I'll never mess around again!"

"Who cares to beat you and scold you!"

"Okay, okay, then don't cry, sister, as soon as you cry, I want to give myself a few big slaps. But let's say, how do we go out, uncle sees whether there is any problem."

Cen Zhi stopped crying, and temporarily put aside the sad things.

"Then... go out and see if my dad is there!"

Cen Zhi and Zhou Chen probably had the same thoughts in their hearts when they heard what Cen's father said yesterday.

For the kindness, resentment, love and hatred of the previous generation, they have no way to avenge whom or forgive whom for whom.

Cen Zhi hates his father, but he will always be his relative.

Since people can't make a decision, leave it to time.

Just like Lin Zhongyi said.