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My eyes were wide open, and the hands on my belly were trembling.

"You mean, if I continue to receive treatment, these drugs are likely to cause the baby to be deformed or die in the womb?"

Bi Changlin didn't answer me, but his sudden silence was already my answer.

My consciousness was a little trance, and I tried to let myself accept it.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that I was really a failure.

When I was pregnant with Xixi, I hoped that he would be born in a healthy and safe manner, but he was pulled and fell and gave birth prematurely, making Xixi almost unable to be rescued, and his body has been weak since he was a child.

As for this child, I tried everything to keep him, but now this child is affected by drugs, maybe he doesn't even have the chance to be born.

Bi Changlin kept watching me secretly, wanting to comfort me but didn't know how to speak.

In the awkward atmosphere between me and him, Bi Changlin hesitated and explained to me: "Actually, you really wronged Qiaona by being so angry with her before."

"Huh?" Bi Changlin suddenly complained for Qiao Na, which surprised me a little.

Bi Changlin explained solemnly: "After I thought you were asleep, I took Qiao Na outside on purpose to tell her about your difficult situation at that time."

"If the dosage is not increased, it will not have much effect on your disease, but once the dosage is increased, it will definitely affect the fetus in your womb. It is also difficult for me to make a choice, so I let Qiao Na choose, but she did not ask me Instead of abandoning your child and babysitter, you are asking me to do my best to keep your mother and child, no matter what the price is.”

I was stunned, so, I misunderstood Qiao Na?

Bi Changlin couldn't help but said with emotion: "It seems that Qiao Na is really loyal to you. Even though you scolded her away, she didn't play any temper with you, and she didn't explain herself. She just cared about appeasing your emotions."

I was startled suddenly, feeling guilty in my heart.

That was when I reprimanded Jona indiscriminately, asked her to leave, and even said a lot of excessive words.

But from the beginning to the end, I never gave Jona a chance to explain, and I didn't even want to trust her.

Now that Bi Changlin told me the truth, I realized that I misunderstood her.

Bi Changlin sighed heavily, "We all know that you value this child very much. For this child, you can even disregard your own life, but neither me as a doctor nor Qiaona as your assistant hope that you will make any mistakes. .”

"It's like after you fainted, your situation is very dangerous. If I don't increase the dose to save you, then you and the child are probably already in the underworld by now. So even though I know that this medicine is harmful to your belly The child is affected, and I will also choose to save you first."

After my near-death experience, Bi Changlin finally confessed to me his true thoughts.

He thought so, and so did Jona.

But because of my own guesses and misunderstandings, I caused Joanna to suffer such a big grievance.

I knew in my heart that I was sorry for Qiao Na, and I also knew that my decision made Bi Changlin difficult, but I still looked into Bi Changlin's eyes pleadingly, "Mr. Just treat it as my favor and stop all medication for the time being."

Bi Changlin's eyes widened suddenly, "Are you crazy?! Although your cancer cells are under control now, they may continue to spread at any time. If you stop drug treatment, you are clearly looking for death!"

Bi Changlin turned cold and refused me sharply: "No! I can't just watch you do such a stupid thing."

"No." I calmly analyzed with Bi Changlin: "Based on my current situation, I will definitely be able to survive until the birth of the child. Even if the cancer cells spread, they will not spread so fast, and I will have time to receive treatment at that time." .”

Bi Changlin still had a gloomy expression, frowning tightly.

"No! This is absolutely not possible!" Bi Changlin refused to let go.

And I've made a decision in my mind.

"No matter what, I don't want to take risks with this child. He has been in my womb for five months. As long as I hold on, I can bring him into this world. I can't kill his life in advance. I don't even want him to come into this world incomplete."

Bi Changlin had a sad face, and his facial features were tightly wrinkled together.

I said firmly: "Tomorrow, I will ask Qiao Na to pick me up and leave, and go to the hospital for an obstetric examination to confirm the child's condition. As long as the child is healthy, I will stop the treatment immediately."

Bi Changlin looked at me with complicated eyes, "Have you really made up your mind?"

"Yes." I nodded affirmatively, with a smile on the corner of my mouth, and bluntly expressed my gratitude to Bi Changlin: "Thanks to your care and treatment during this period, my condition has been brought under control. Thank you very much."

Bi Changlin shook his head, obviously he didn't want to hear what I said.

"Forget it, since you insist on this. Then I will do what you want."

Bi Changlin stood up, went back to the room with heavy steps, and did not stay to persuade me.

I know that for a doctor, it is very powerless to be unable to stop patients from going their own way.

That night, I took the initiative to send a message to Jona, asking her to pick me up tomorrow.

Jona didn't ask anything, but just answered me with "yes".

This made me feel a little disappointed. I thought that Qiao Na must still be angry with me, which is why she treated me so indifferently.

But after all, I misunderstood her first, and I have no right to complain or blame her.

The next morning, Jona's car stopped at the door of this cottage.

Seeing Jona getting out of the car, I took the initiative to walk towards her, but Jona just silently took the luggage from my hand, and then went straight to the trunk.

The apology that came to my lips was not spoken, which made me feel bitter.

And at this moment, Bi Changlin came out, and my brother gave me a big bag of things.

"What is this?" I opened the bag curiously and took a look. Inside were some packaged Chinese herbal medicines with prescriptions attached to them.

I froze for a moment, I wanted to refuse, but Bi Changlin forced the bag into my hand.

He said in a displeased tone: "I know I can't persuade you. These medicines won't do any harm to the child. They are all medicines to calm the fetus and invigorate the qi. If you don't believe me, I can go to other Chinese medicine practitioners for prescriptions." .”

Bi Changlin's words made me feel ashamed and blamed myself for being suspicious.

I quickly apologized to Bi Changlin: "Mr. Bi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that..."

"All right, all right, I've gotten to know you well during this period of getting along, so you don't have to explain anything to me."