Hearing what Dr. He said, Jona and I both breathed a sigh of relief.

If Dr. He was not sure, he would not have given us such a promise.

I stood up and made a special bow to Dr. He, "Then I will cause you trouble."

After leaving the hospital, Jona tirelessly enlightened me in the car.

"Are you more at ease now? Dr. He said that he will find a way for us. Dr. He is the most authoritative doctor in the Department of Brain. He said that if there is a way, there will be a way."

Listening to Jona's chatter, I don't think so in my heart.

Dr. He said that just to encourage me. If he really had a safe plan, he would not have any expert consultation.

After returning home at night, I deliberately checked the domestic and foreign treatment measures for brain cancer on the Internet. Basically, it is difficult to preserve the fetus and adults at the same time.

I no longer dare to have too much hope in my heart, and I am even more afraid that my hope will be crushed by reality.

I lay back on the bed exhausted, searching on the tablet in my hand how to prolong the life of brain cancer patients.

Just give me some more time so that this child can be born safely.

On the third day I came to the United States, there were only two days left before the day when I and Li Yunzhou agreed to remarry.

In the evening, Li Yunzhou called me enthusiastically, "How is it? Have you finished your work there? What time is the plane scheduled for tomorrow? I'll pick you up at the airport. Let's go get the certificate tomorrow."

Listening to what Li Yunzhou said was full of expectations, but my heart felt like a knife.

I really can't bear to disappoint Li Yunzhou, especially because I know how much he has put in all this for our remarriage.

But I can't tell him the truth.

I took a deep breath, tried my best to calm down my heart, and said word by word: "Yunzhou, let's separate."

Li Yunzhou on the opposite side was obviously stunned for a moment. After a moment of silence, he asked back in disbelief: "What are you talking about?"

Li Yunzhou sneered mockingly, still deceiving himself: "Are you deliberately joking with me?"

"I didn't." I endured the pain in my heart, tried my best not to tremble in my voice, and repeated slowly: "Li Yunzhou, I regret it, I don't want to remarry you."

"What are you talking about?! Didn't we have a good talk before? Why did you suddenly regret it?"

At this time, Li Yunzhou's tone was full of panic, as if he had thought of something, he humbly admitted his mistake: "Are you still blaming me for treating you badly before? I was really perfect at that time. I apologize to you. I I promise to put you first in everything in the future, and I will never talk about breaking up and divorce again."

Li Yunzhou's attitude was already very sincere, I clenched my fist tightly and bit my lower lip hard, fearing that the grief in my heart would pour out.

I know that Li Yunzhou treats me sincerely, and I believe that he will be a good husband and father with due diligence.

It's just that I'm afraid I won't be able to see these in the future.

I forced myself to harden my heart, and lied without changing my face: "I have been abroad these days, and I have thought a lot. I still feel that we are not suitable."

"Where is it not suitable? Why is it not suitable?"

Hearing this, Li Yunzhou became anxious, "Are you worried about my mother? If you don't want to move back to live with her, we can just live in Su's villa. I will depend on you for everything."

My throat choked up, Li Yunzhou had already backed down again and again, he really wanted to start over with me.

It's a pity that creation tricks people.

I endured the sadness in my heart, deliberately lowered my eyes, and tried my best to make my attitude cold and gloomy.

She and I whispered: "Li Yunzhou, I'm sorry, I thought we could start over again, so I promised you to live with you again. But I found that I couldn't do it."

I endured the tears in my eyes, and a sharp pain in my heart made me bite my lips subconsciously.

Hearing my muffled groan, Li Yunzhou asked with concern: "What's the matter? These aren't your sincere words, are they? Do you have something to hide?"

"Li Yunzhou, stop being sentimental. There is no way to forgive you."

As a last resort, in order to make Li Yunzhou give up, my words became excessive.

"Do you really think that everything in the past can be erased? How can a shattered mirror have no cracks? Li Yunzhou, we can't go back."

Li Yunzhou was short of breath, and I could clearly hear his heavy breathing.

I closed my eyes, suppressed the unbearable feeling in my heart, and also suppressed the moisture in the eye sockets.

I earnestly said: "From now on, take good care of Xixi, you father and son are each other's relatives."

"Ruan Shi, what's wrong with you? It's fine if you're angry with me, I can understand if you don't forgive me. But what's wrong with Xixi? Are you really willing to abandon him again?"

"I'm alone, so I can't take two children with me." I pretended to be indifferent and said, "Xixi will leave it to you, I only want the child in my womb. This is fair to you."

After saying these words, my heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe, and my body couldn't help shaking.

Afraid of revealing my secrets, I hung up the phone directly, and then turned off the phone, not giving Li Yunzhou any chance to question me.

I curled up on the ground, hugging my knees tightly, tears flooded my face like a flood that had opened the gate.

Suddenly there was a knock at the door, and Qiao Na walked in. I looked at her with tears in my eyes, and I could clearly see the pain in her eyes.

Sure enough, Qiao Na should have heard everything outside the door just now.

Qiao Na came to my side and hugged me gently, "Why are you doing this? Didn't the doctor say it? There will be a way. Why do you push yourself into this situation?"

I tugged on the front of my shirt tightly, crying in a trembling voice: "I don't want to lose anyone, but I can't sacrifice this child either."

"Let's say it's my last thought for Li Yunzhou. Even if he hates me, it's much better than remembering me with guilt."

"I just hope that their father and son are doing well. Even without me by their side, they should live a normal life instead of being dragged down by me."

I just don't want Li Yunzhou to have any hope, and I am also very aware of my condition.

If I can't be cured, then for Li Yunzhou and Xixi, it will be to snuff out their light with their own hands.

It's better to let them hate me than to face that.

Although Qiao Na didn't understand what I did, she didn't say anything else.She just stayed by my side silently, patting my back gently.

"It's going to get through, it's going to get through."

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