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If the result of the reexamination is still brain cancer, I really don't know how to accept it.

Xixi is still so young, Li Yunzhou and I have finally come to the present, and the child in the womb is also rare to be stable. Seeing that everything is going as expected, I really can't bear them.

Three days later, the specialist arranged a follow-up visit for me.

Before I was diagnosed, I didn't want anyone to worry, so no one knew and I went to the hospital by myself.

The doctor has already arranged everything, and I just need to cooperate with them to take samples one by one.

I was sitting in the doctor's consulting room, feeling uneasy in my heart, holding my clothes tightly with my hands, and the door of the consulting room was pushed open at random, and my heart was in my throat.

The nurse walked in and handed over a lot of test sheets and imaging films to the doctor.

I don't know if it was my illusion, but I saw the nurse gave me a sympathetic look.

I clenched my fists secretly, thinking that I was too sensitive.

I turned my head and waited anxiously for the doctor's answer.

The doctor adjusted his glasses on the bridge of his nose, but his expression became more solemn, which gradually wiped out the luck in my heart.

I twitched the corner of my mouth bitterly, "Doctor, have you been diagnosed?"

The doctor sighed, put down the list in his hand, and said calmly: "After the follow-up visit, you are indeed suffering from brain cancer, and it is at an advanced stage."

The doctor's words were like a bolt from the blue, even though I was prepared in my heart, it seemed like I was suddenly thrown into an abyss, and my remaining sanity was swallowed up by despair.

Brain cancer, late stage.

why?God why did you do this to me.

I just felt that my whole body was numb, my head was dizzy, and my heart was piercingly painful, which made me unable to breathe.

I flickered and almost fell off the chair. Xingkui was grabbed by the doctor just in time.

The doctor's worried voice sounded from beside his ears: "Miss Ruan! Be stronger!"

strong?How can I be strong?

The doctor supported me and let me slow down for a while, before my consciousness gradually recovered and I slowly accepted this fact.

The doctor sighed and looked at me regretfully, but he still comforted me: "Don't be discouraged, even if it's an advanced stage, as long as you cooperate with the treatment, there is a high chance that it can be cured."

I raised my eyelashes, feeling a chill in my heart.

"Doctor, tell me the truth. In my situation, how many patients have you cured?"

The doctor was silent and unable to assure me of anything.

But he still persuaded me: "Miss Ruan, you should trust our hospital. Our hospital is second to none in the treatment of brain diseases in China. We will make a professional treatment plan for you and use the best medicine. You can't just So give up."

My heart trembled suddenly. If it was in the past, maybe I would have cured my illness at all costs, because at that time I was confronting the Li family. , I have been actively cooperating with doctors to treat my anxiety.

But the situation is different now.

Although I am not willing to give up like this, there is still a little life in my belly.

I reached out and touched my lower abdomen, as if I could feel the little life's expectation for this world.

I collected myself, tried my best to keep calm, and asked the doctor in a hoarse voice: "If I receive treatment, will it affect the child in my womb?"

"This……"

In fact, when I asked, I already guessed the answer in my heart, but there was still a little luck.

The doctor sighed in embarrassment, "Usually in this case, we suggest that the patient terminate the pregnancy and abort the child."

"The drugs and treatments used to treat brain cancer have great side effects on the body, not to mention the fetus in the womb. Even if you don't take the initiative to terminate the pregnancy, the child is very likely to be stillborn during the treatment, and Even if it is born, it is difficult to be a healthy child."

After all, the doctor didn't give me the right to choose at all.

If I want to receive treatment, I have to abandon the child in my womb, and after this treatment, there is a high chance that I won't survive to the end.

Seeing the hesitation in my eyes, the doctor could understand my feelings as a mother, and patted me on the shoulder, "You are still young, as long as you are cured, you will have children again in the future."

I smiled sarcastically, looked up at the doctor, and fixed my eyes firmly on him, "Doctor, don't comfort me, even if it is treated, the possibility of my recovery is not very high, right?"

In the advanced stage of cancer, all treatment is just a struggle before death.

The doctor paused suddenly when I asked him, his eyes dodged, "You still have to have hope, don't you? And even if you can't be cured, after treatment, at least it will prolong your time, and maybe your condition will improve during this period .”

Everything is just wishful thinking.

I already had a vague decision in my heart, and I asked cautiously: "Then what if I don't receive treatment? How long can I live?"

"This..." The doctor pursed his lips, and said ambiguously: "If you have a good attitude, maybe you can last for half a year..."

"Half a year..." I muttered, calculating the time in my heart.

Half a year is enough, enough for me to give birth to this child.

If I unfortunately can't last half a year, even a child of seven or eight months has a high chance of surviving.

At least it is more likely than me, a patient with advanced brain cancer, to survive.

The doctor is still trying to persuade: "Miss Ruan, we can't be too pessimistic, I hope you can still choose treatment..."

"No, I give up." My mood at this moment was extremely calm, I gently stroked my swollen abdomen, the four-month-old fetus had already formed in the womb, and I couldn't cruelly destroy him.

I raised my eyes lightly, and firmly said to the doctor: "I want to keep this child. No matter what the price is, even if it is my own life, I want to protect this child from being born safely."

My words made the doctor stunned, he looked at me with complicated eyes, but he stopped persuading me.

I think as a doctor, he should also be able to understand a mother's love for her child without hesitation.

I forced a relaxed smile, "Didn't you say that as long as I have a good attitude, I can last up to half a year? This time is enough."

The doctor was silent for a moment, and sighed helplessly, "Since you have made a decision, I won't force you anymore. You don't have to be too pessimistic, pay attention to your diet, rest, and maintain a good attitude, maybe you can give yourself Gain more time and always believe that miracles will happen in this world."

I know the doctor said these words to comfort me, but I am also sincerely grateful to him.