There will always be an insurmountable gap between Li Yunzhou and me.

It was Jiang Jin before, and now there is Wu Meixuan.

He once married Jiang Jin because he was forced to be responsible to Jiang Jin because of Jiang Jin's pregnancy.

Now even if Jiang Jin agrees to divorce him, will he be willing to hurt Jiang Jin and reveal the truth that the child is not his own?And when the outside world learns that he remarried me after divorcing Jiang Jin, how will they evaluate me?

Li Yunzhou and I are not ordinary people, and the influence of public opinion will definitely bring disaster to the company.

Between Jiang Jin and me, Li Yunzhou can only protect one forever.

Besides, Wu Meixuan, she hates the Li family so much, and she certainly hates Li Xue too much. He can't have both, between being filial to his mother and protecting me.

I don't want to get caught up in these entangled grievances, and I don't want Li Yunzhou to be caught in the middle. The separation between me and Li Yunzhou is already the best result.

The reasoning is clear, and it is enough to convince myself, but there is still an inexplicable pain in my heart.

I exhaled lightly, and smiled at him pretending to be relaxed.

"Don't look depressed. After hearing your explanations, I'm completely relieved, and I don't mean to blame you. Those things are over."

The relief shown on his face may be a bit of a disguise, but the words are from the bottom of his heart.

It's just that with those past events, not only the resentment towards Li Yunzhou, but also the love for him, including our former relationship.

"Although we have no destiny and cannot be husband and wife, you will always be Xixi's father no matter what time comes."

Li Yunzhou looked at me with astonished eyes, he seemed very lonely with only this identity left.

I can only try to comfort him: "Although you signed the agreement to waive the custody rights, I now know that you did this to protect Xixi. So it doesn't count. You are Xixi's father. If you miss him You can come and see him anytime."

Li Yunzhou frowned tightly, and looked at me solemnly, "Ruan Shi, can this only be the relationship between us? Are you even refusing to give me the chance to be friends?"

friend?

There was a soreness in my heart.

How could two people who were deeply in love once be willing to just be friends?

I tried my best to act indifferent, and explained to him, "We should try to keep as little contact as possible, so as not to be unclear at times. Let's just become the most familiar strangers to each other."

If you can't approach calmly, then learn to distance yourself.

Li Yunzhou's eyes were a little hurt, he stared at me for a while, and the corner of his mouth curled up to laugh at himself.

He lowered his eyes and said to himself, "Yes, I was too self-indulgent. I have caused you so much harm before, it is not worth giving me any chance at all."

After finishing speaking, Li Yunzhou stood up, "I shouldn't disturb you on impulse last night, I will try my best to pay attention in the future."

These words of his are humble, and at the same time they are piercing my heart.

I'm not blaming him for anything.

Seeing the lonely figure walking towards the door, I opened my mouth, wanting to stop him to explain but didn't have the courage.

"father!"

A crisp call stopped Li Yunzhou in his tracks, he turned around, and Xixi trotted down the stairs with surprise on his face.

Xixi rushed towards Li Yunzhou's arms, and Li Yunzhou also squatted down and opened his arms.

Xixi was very happy, and looked at Li Yunzhou with a smile, "Dad, Xixi told Mommy that she missed you two days ago! I want Mommy to take Xixi to play with Dad. Dad, did you hear that Xixi wish?"

Seeing Xixi clinging to him so much made me feel a little uncomfortable.

I softly said: "If you are free, you can let me know and come home to spend more time with Xixi."

"That's right!" Xixi acted coquettishly in front of Li Yunzhou: "Xixi really hasn't seen Dad for a long time, Dad don't leave, can you play with Xixi for a while?"

If it was normal, maybe Li Yunzhou would agree, but his complexion is very bad at the moment, when he looked at me, his eyes were still lonely, and his expression was not natural.

He touched Xixi's head and coaxed him: "Dad still has a lot of things to do today, how about playing with you next time? Dad will come to see you again."

As soon as she heard that Li Yunzhou was leaving, Xixi pouted her mouth immediately, and reluctantly tugged at the corner of Li Yunzhou's clothes, "Father doesn't count on his words, he always uses this kind of words to coax Xixi, and then he doesn't come for a long time. Xixi Xi doesn't trust Dad anymore."

The bitterness at the corner of Li Yunzhou's mouth added a bit of helplessness, "Dad promises that he will never break his promise this time, Xixi trust Dad again, okay?"

Looking into Li Yunzhou's eyes, Xixi finally let go of the corner of his clothes, stretched out her little finger, and passed her hand in front of Li Yunzhou, "Then dad and Xixi hook up."

Li Yunzhou smiled dotingly, reached out and hooked his fingers.

Seeing their father and son being so harmonious, my heart is full of mixed feelings.

I also thought about giving Xixi a complete family, but that was just a thought.

Xixi watched Li Yunzhou leave, that reluctant look made me feel a little distressed.

However, I don't know if it's because I didn't have breakfast, my stomach started to churn this early in the morning.

The moment the door closed, I rushed into the bathroom, retching in the dark for a while, and my whole body collapsed.

Just when I was almost unable to stand still, a pair of hands supported me. I turned my head and saw Xixi's childcare teacher looking at me with concern.

"I heard you vomit in the toilet when I came here. I was a little worried, so I came to see you."

I took the mouthwash handed by the nursery teacher to wash away the soreness in my mouth.

The stomach that hadn't eaten anything, only spit out some sour water.

Seeing me like this, the childcare teacher obviously has doubts.

"Actually, I found out that something is wrong with you recently. Although Auntie Zhang said that you have an upset stomach, based on my experience over the years, I guess you must be pregnant, right?"

I pursed my lips tightly and didn't deny it.

She frowned and asked tentatively, "The child belongs to Mr. Li, right?"

She just came over, she should have seen Li Yunzhou before walking out from me.

At this time, I gradually regained some energy, and stood up straight with the support of the childcare teacher.

I pulled out a helpless smile, "No, Li Yunzhou and I haven't seen each other for a long time. It's because of too much pressure recently, that's why I have such a reaction. I have already been to the hospital, and the doctor told me to relax. , take care of yourself and take care of yourself.”

I didn't confess to my parent that there were still many things I wasn't ready for with this child.

Although the childcare teacher was dubious about my words, he didn't ask any more questions and helped me out of the bathroom.

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