The bed in the old house of Li's family is very big, and Xixi and I lie on the bed together, there is more than enough space on both sides.

The sky outside was completely dark, and Xixi lay on my arm, lying in my arms, and fell asleep deeply.

After the stalemate with Mr. Li just now, Xixi was a little frightened, her body twitched from time to time, and she burrowed into my arms uneasily.

I touched Xixi's head in distress, and my eyes were full of bitterness.

If I hadn't had to, I would never have made such a foolish move. To scare Xixi, I am really incompetent as a mother.

But if I leave Xixi in Li's house, then I'm even more unworthy to be this mother.

Xixi in her arms suddenly trembled, her little hands grabbed my skirt subconsciously, her little face and facial features were almost wrinkled in her sleep, and she murmured in a crying voice: "Mommy! I want Mommy!" mum!"

Even in his sleep, he had strong unease, which made me blame myself even more.

"Mummy is here, Xixi is good." I patted Xixi's back lightly, trying to comfort him, but he seemed to be having a nightmare, waving his little hands constantly, muttering something in his mouth, and crying .

My heart tightened, and I called him softly: "Xixi, wake up! Xixi..."

My soft calls brought Xixi back to reality, his sleepy eyes opened, and when he saw me, he was obviously taken aback.

I comforted her softly: "Xixi had a nightmare, didn't she?"

With this soft question, Xixi pouted suddenly, tears streaming down her cheeks, she leaned against my arms, and cried aggrievedly: "Mummy, Xixi dreams that Mommy doesn't want Xixi anymore!"

Xixi was sobbing as she spoke: "Mummy, Xixi will be obedient in the future, Mummy, don't leave Xixi behind, okay?"

Each of his sobs gripped my heart hard, I patted his back and promised softly: "Mommy will never abandon Xixi, Mommy will never abandon Xixi."

Xixi raised her tearful eyes, sniffed, "Really?"

My eyes became hot, I nodded, then smiled and rubbed his hair, "Xixi just had a nightmare, don't be afraid."

"But... but my great-grandfather said that Xixi will live here forever and will never see Mommy again."

My heart trembled, and after questioning, Xixi told me that when he was just taken back to the old house of the Li family, Mr. Li had tested him, saying that he would let Xixi live in the old house and live with his grandfather.

Although Xixi was young, she followed her own way, and her mind was sensitive. When she heard that there was something in Mr. Li's words, she was always afraid, especially after she didn't see me all afternoon.

He looked at me timidly, and asked cautiously: "Mum, are you going to throw Xixi to Grandpa, so don't Xixi?"

"Silly son, why is Mommy reluctant to let you go?" I hugged Xixi tightly in my arms, letting him cling to my chest, feeling sore in my heart.

I can't explain these relationships between adults to Xixi, but I promise him: "Xixi must remember, Mommy will never, never want Xixi. Because Xixi is the most important thing in this world to Mommy." baby."

Hearing my words, Xixi wiped away her tears, nodded, and leaned firmly in my arms, but still grabbed my fingers, and coquettishly begged: "Can Mommy sing to Xixi?"

"Okay." I responded with a smile, sang a light nursery rhyme, and coaxed Xixi to fall asleep again.

This time, Xixi slept peacefully, but the hand that was holding my fingers tightly did not let go. I knew it was a sign of Xixi's lack of security.

Looking at Xixi's sleeping face with tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes, I reached out to wipe them away in distress. I couldn't help thinking of Li Xue who was still lying in the ICU at this time, and my eyes turned from gentle to firm.

I gritted my teeth secretly, I can't fall down, I have to cheer up.

Li Xue still needs my care, and Xixi cannot do without me. No matter what, I will protect them at all costs.

I don't remember how I fell asleep, but Xixi was stuck in my arms all night, making my arms numb.

Early the next morning, I gradually woke up from the numbness in my arm. I wanted to carefully withdraw my arm, but it still woke up Xixi.

Xixi rubbed her eyes, saw that I was still by his side, smiled reassuringly, and said childishly, "Good morning, Mommy."

I responded with a smile, got up and changed my clothes, and urged Xixi, who was still lying on the bed and refused to move, to wash up.

I walked downstairs with Xixi, and just when I reached the corner of the stairs, I heard Xixi shout excitedly——

"father!"

Seeing Li Yunzhou downstairs, I was taken aback for a moment. At this moment, Xixi shook off my hand, walked downstairs happily, and ran towards Li Yunzhou.

Li Yunzhou's eyes were gentle, he opened his arms with a smile, firmly caught Xixi who was rushing towards him, and scratched his nose pamperingly, "You are not allowed to run on the stairs in the future, what if you fall down?"

Looking at the scene of their father and son's intimacy, and then looking at my empty hand, I felt a moment of loss in my heart.

Li Yunzhou was really gentle and patient with Xixi at this time. If there was no Jiang Jin, maybe Xixi would still be very important in his heart.

It's a pity that Xixijia and I don't hold as much weight in his heart as Jiang Jin.

Li Yunzhou walked towards the dining room with Xixi in his arms, and he didn't forget to turn around and call me, "Don't stand around stupidly, come and have breakfast."

There was still tenderness on his face, which made me feel dazed for a moment, as if we were still a family of three.

But the moment he turned around, I came to my senses and lowered my head with a self-deprecating smile.

I'm already divorced, but I still have extravagant hopes, I'm really a bitch.

At the dining table, Li Yunzhou fed Xixi, as if nothing had happened, and Mr. Li looked at the relationship between the father and son, and his eyes were full of love.

It's just me, the food in my mouth is tasteless, and my heart seems to be tormenting on a pot.

I suppressed my emotions, tried my best to calm down my expression, and looked tentatively at Mr. Li, "Grandpa, yesterday I was too extreme and made you unhappy. I apologize to you."

Mr. Li was slightly surprised by my sudden apology, but soon his expression returned to normal, and he let out a nonchalant "hmm".

I continued: "I know grandpa likes Xixi. I will miss Xixi if I haven't seen her for so long. My mother is still under observation in the hospital. I can't leave the capital for a while. I hope to stay at Li's house for a few more days, and we can talk about the rest later."

Hearing my proposal, Li Yunzhou's eyes flashed with surprise, and he looked at me with suspicion.

Mr. Li didn't object, probably because he was afraid that Xixi wouldn't be able to adapt for a while, and my proposal just took care of Xixi's mood.

"That's how it is. I think you are also a smart person. You should be clear about which is more important." Mr. Li did not forget to remind me: "Don't bet on the child's future. What the Li family can give Xixi is your far away. I can't afford it."

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