Does the villain stepmother have a headache again today!

"Mother, what kind of person were you before?" Fu Feisheng continued to ask on the way back.

Sometimes the world of a child is very simple. When she knows you now, she will suddenly want to know you before...

I just want to know and want to understand you.

The more you like the person, the more so.

To them, the you you used to be is the you you were when you were a child...

Her as a child?

Ruan Tao was thoughtful.

When she was a child, she seemed to have had an experience that she never actively recalled. Her parents died in a car accident, and she huddled in the corner she built...

Fu Yushuo held her hand and walked on the way home, waiting quietly without interrupting or getting anxious.

She knew that her mother was not like other people, who either dealt with her carefully or dealt with her carelessly.

Mother, you should talk to her how you want.

Sure enough, Ruan Tao thought about it for a long time. This long time was like recollection and sorting out the past.

Those, hidden in the corner, closed by oneself, the past that has never been carefully sorted out.

I don't know why, but when Fu Fusheng asked, he opened it little by little.

"Parents passed..." Ruan Tao paused and adjusted, "My parents went to Beijing and left me at home. Although everyone else was very kind to me and cautious, they tried their best to mention it in front of me. Not my parents, but I think they all sympathize with me..."

Fu Feitong looked at her.

She actually felt this feeling vaguely...

Ruan Tao took a deep breath.

It is never easy to face oneself seriously. People are accustomed to seeing others clearly, but they are obsessed with themselves.

"I always feel that I am different from others. When others treat me well, they are sympathizing with me. When others are indifferent to me, they are secretly talking about me. I really care about what others think. For a long time, I have been confused like this. Until, I find what I want to do and should do, until I become very good, and I no longer have to think about whether others are sympathizing with me. In fact, looking back, these are all redundant, because, No one will care whether you are different from them, the only one who cares and cares is you... This is something I didn't want to understand until a long time ago..."

Ruan Tao looked down at her.

The winter sunshine fell on the small figure, as if coated with a light golden glow.

In Jinhui, Fu Fusheng is hidden.

It also seems that I am hiding myself from a long time ago...

But right now, that little self is looking up at her. From a frown on his little face, to looking into her eyes. When he sees her, there is surprise in his eyes, and then the corners of his mouth slowly raise, full of confidence. and joy.

The corners of her mouth also curled up.

The halo faded little by little, and the little self under the golden glow gradually disappeared...

In other words, they merged little by little with Fu Yusheng, who was looking up at her. Although the eyes are covered with a silk scarf, it seems that a pair of clear and peaceful eyes can be seen.

Ruan Tao finally knew why she was willing to talk about this with Fu Yusheng; she also finally knew why, when she looked at Fu Yusheng, she had a different feeling.

Perhaps, at a certain moment, she saw herself in Fu Feitong.

Everyone has regrets that they hope to make up for.

She also has it, wanting to make up for her regrets about Fu Feitong...

While thinking, Fu Feishuan asked softly from the side, "Mother, have you suffered a lot?"

Ruan Tao was slightly startled.

She never thought that Fu Feisheng would ask this.

This sudden concern reminded her of all the care she had rejected when she was a sensitive child.

But now, looking at the small figure in front of him, Ruan Tao's eyes were slightly warm, something was slowly letting go, and he said warmly, "I felt it before, but I don't feel it now..."

"Huh?" Fu Feishuan was curious, "Why?"

"Because, I know now, everyone is actually just like you and me. We will experience sudden setbacks and confusions, which make people stop moving forward, make people trapped in their own corners, and make people feel that they are different from others, but In fact, you and I are no different from other people." Ruan Tao Wen said, "As long as you believe it, you are no different from others..."

Fu Feitong said nothing.

But there are some things that slowly come back to mind.

"Fu Tong, is there anything you like?" Ruan Tao looked down at her.

Fu Fusheng probably thought about it seriously and then shook his head.

She doesn't seem to have.

She doesn't know what she likes.

It was always Mother Zhong and Mother Ning who arranged what she would do.

Most of these arrangements were for fear that she would fall, catch cold, or knock herself, which she did not like.

"Fu Tong." Ruan Tao suddenly remembered, "I will take you to see one."

"Who is it?" Fu Fusheng didn't understand.

Ruan Tao said warmly, "A person who might be able to help you find something you like."

Fu Fusheng seemed to understand but not understand.

*

"Mr. Yue, this is Fu Tong."

There was a charcoal burning in the room, and Fu Fusheng heard footsteps approaching her.

Because they cannot see, their hearing and smell are more sensitive than others.

Incense was lit in the room, and the sound of footsteps was very light. She should be a very gentle woman.

But the mother calls him Mr. Yue.

"Miss Third?" Mr. Yue's voice sounded.

"Hello, Mr. Yue." Fu Fushuo greeted.

Mr. Yue leaned over, looked into her eyes, and said warmly, "Has Third Miss been exposed to music before?"

Fu Fusheng thought for a while and shook his head.

He doesn't like to talk much.

Mr. Yue continued, "Third Miss, please sit down first. I will play a piece of music for Third Miss."

Fu Feitong nodded.

When he was seated, Fu Feisheng still had to look to his side to make sure Ruan Tao was still there.

"Miss Third, do you like spring, summer, autumn, or winter?"

Fu Feitong shook his head, "I don't particularly like it."

Mr. Yue looked at Ruan Tao, and Ruan Tao nodded slightly. Mr. Yue understood that Fu Fusheng didn't have many thoughts and ideas of his own, or he wasn't used to thinking by himself.

"Then I'll play a few pieces of music first, and Miss Third will listen first."

Fu Feitong nodded.

Ruan Tao is actually very tired today. From the time he guessed about Princess Zhuang to now, Mr. Yue started playing the piano music from the first part, starting from spring.

Spring is coming, everything is revived, and everything is rooted in warmth.

Seeing the harmonious scene between the two of them, Ruan Tao slowly stood up.

*

"Madam, how many roots are needed this time?" Dr. Lin is used to his wife's sudden headaches!

He has been researching for several months but still doesn’t know what the illness is!

It seems that as long as the wife has too much contact with the children, she will have intermittent headaches!

Just like allergies!

"It's full of pain, it's full of pain!" Ruan Tao was so hurt that he was worried.

Otherwise, Lan Dai would not be allowed to accompany Tuanzi to eat apples in the outer cabinet, while she would do the acupuncture in the inner room.

"Zhaman?" Dr. Lin was shocked!

Ruan Tao kindly reminded, "Doctor Lin, please lower your voice a little, I still have a headache here~"

Doctor Lin apologized, "Madam, do you really want to pierce it all?"

Well, she'll die if she doesn't get stabbed all over!

It's like opening blind boxes every day.

It’s a surprise when someone opens a blind box!

She was shocked when she opened the blind box!

Today is Fu Fusheng!

She actually had a headache all the time!

When she held Fu Feisheng's hand and stood in the sun, when Fu Feishuan hugged her, after returning home, Fu Feisheng really took off his shoes and socks and stepped lightly on the snow with his feet, when she told Fu Feisheng that we didn't have anything. Different times...

In fact, she has been having a headache!

This kind of headache felt like Dr. Lin had been pricking her head with needles. But looking at Fu Feishuan's curious and smiling look, this kind of pain could only be felt by her every step of the way home, until just now, when she sent Fu Feishong to Mr. Yue.

"Madam, start zaha..."

Stop it, let’s do it!

Ruan Tao lay down on the wicker chair.

It seemed that after Dr. Lin's needle pricked her, her headache had been relieved a lot.

In the quiet environment, the headache gradually eased, and Ruan Tao finally relaxed. In the subconscious mind that became more and more relaxed, I began to slowly recall some things. It started when Tuanzi kissed her and she fainted. As the number of children in the house gradually increased, the headaches began to pile up. She fainted once in the horse field, and even fainted once on the day she arrived in Beijing. Although after waking up later, the mechanism of the headache seemed to have changed, but Her ability to endure pain seemed to have become stronger with day after day training.

Accompanying Fu Feishuan like today, if we were together with Tuanzi in Huicheng a few months ago, it can be described as completely unimaginable and unbelievable...

But at the moment, it is true that she has endured this headache; moreover, she can still express what she said to Fu Feisheng without being noticed by the other party.

After being pricked by Dr. Lin's needle, Ruan Tao vaguely remembered what his mother (Ruan's mother) said - children are always noisy. Which mother in the world doesn't have a headache? One time when I went back to Antang, you were ill with a high fever and you were in a daze. I kept holding you in my arms all night long. You cried as soon as I put you down. I seldom stayed with you. , you are still sick, how can I let go? At that time, I had just recovered from a serious illness, and I just missed you, so I came back to see you. When I held you, I felt like my whole body was spinning, my back hurt, my arms hurt, but no matter how painful it was, I never thought of letting go. However, most mothers in the world are like this, both for their children and for themselves. In fact, the role of mother is not only a responsibility, but also a kind of practice...

When Ruan Tao woke up, the needle on his head had been removed.

Seeing that she was awake, Lan Dai whispered, "Madam."

Ruan Tao snorted lightly, "Where's Dr. Lin?"

Lan Dai responded, "The needle has been taken out just now. Dr. Wang sent someone to ask Dr. Lin to discuss the treatment for the third lady. Dr. Lin went over first and asked the servant to take care of the lady. If the lady has anything to say, the servant Let someone ask for Doctor Lin again."

Ruan Tao shook his head, "No need."

The headache has passed, and it seems that after a good sleep, a lot of fatigue has gone away...

"Help me up." Ruan Tao was afraid that it would be uncomfortable to get up after lying down for a long time, "Where is Mama He?"

Lan Dai responded, "Stay with Miss Third at Mr. Yue's place."

Ruan Tao remembered the conversation he had with He Ma earlier.

——He Ma, Zhong Ma and Ning Ma will most likely not come back. They have eye problems and need someone to take care of them. Mrs. Wang and Dr. Lin also need someone to help them. I think during this period, You stay with Fu Tong first.

——Mr. Wang and Dr. Lin had a consultation with Yu Tong. They told me that the serious eye disease may not be congenital, and Feng Tong is aware of light and shadow, and this perception is also changing. That is to say, there is no certainty, but there is a chance of cure, and it is very large. But the longer this disease persists, the harder it is to cure. Therefore, in the next period of time, one of the most important things in this garden, and even in the mansion, is the diagnosis and treatment of Fuyu's eye disease. Earlier when Zhong Ma and Ning Ma were around, too many interests were involved. This removal of the cancer may be the best opportunity for Fu Tong...

——There are not many opportunities for a person to change his destiny. He Ma, if you are the one who is with Yutong at this time, maybe Yutong's future will be completely different; she will always be grateful to you, you are the person she needs most. Be with her when you are there. Let Hainan accompany you. You need caring people around you.

——Old slave, don’t worry, Third Miss’s place is not far from Madam. Old slave still makes bird’s nest sugar water for Madam every day. If Madam stays up late, Old slave will come to drive Madam to sleep...

Ruan Tao's mouth curled up slightly.

*

By the time Ruan Tao turned back, the sound of the piano had stopped.

Ruan Tao looked from a distance and saw Mr. Yue and Fu Yuxuan together. Fu Feisheng's fingertips lightly caressed the strings, then looked at Mr. Yue curiously, "Is that so?"

Mr. Yue said gently, "Third Miss, try it."

Fu Yutong really moved it gently.

As a result, there was no pleasant sound as expected, but a hoarse sound.

Fu Fushuo was stunned, and then, very quickly, she laughed with Mr. Yue.

"Can I dial again?" Fu Fusheng asked.

Mr. Yue nodded, "Of course you can. I tried dialing four times before but couldn't get a sound."

The corners of Fu Feishuan's lips raised again, "Should I fight for it three times?"

Mr. Yue agreed, "It seems there is a chance."

Ruan Tao followed and smiled.

……

"She needs something that can make her focus. It may be difficult for her, but if she does it well, she will understand that she is different from others, but this difference will not make her She became a burden to everyone.”

In the garden, Ruan Tao walked with Mr. Yue, "It's just that this process may take longer than imagined, maybe one year, two years, five years, ten years... I don't know how long she can persist, or how long Mr. Yue can last." How long do you stay here?"

Mr. Yue, on the other hand, was open-minded, "My wife can trust me and let me stay in the house to teach, which is a blessing to me. Here, I can teach and educate people, which is better than most women who can only be trapped in the back house." But there are times when I am confused, and I often wonder where I will be in the future, but today, I seem to have figured it out..."

Ruan Tao looked at her curiously.

She also took a deep breath, and her long breath patted the air, creating a sense of warmth.

Underneath the warmth was a confident and gratified smile, "Actually, you shouldn't be confused about where the future is, where the present is, and where the future is. Teaching and educating people is something that is not easy to measure. What you are teaching When others are around, others and experiences are also teaching you. I am willing to complete this journey with Miss San. No matter how long this journey is, it is a rare experience. When this journey ends, another one will begin. At one end of the journey, you meet the next student. Isn’t life just like this, a combination of journeys? But do good deeds and don’t worry about the future. There is nothing to be confused about..."

Ruan Tao also lowered his eyebrows and smiled.

"Then I'll leave Fu Tong to your husband..." Ruan Tao looked at her seriously.

Mr. Yue also nodded, "No matter whether the third lady can see in the future, I will devote all my energy to teaching her."