Favorite!Haunted by President Bingshan

Xia Xing's words still linger in his mind.

【I do not like you】

Yes, he always knew she didn't like him.

It's always been him who is forcing.

Every time I hear those words from her mouth...

My heart tightened unknowingly, aching like a needle prick.

But every time, you can deliberately ignore this pain, and then continue to find her and pester her, hoping that one day she will fall in love with him.

But now I realize that if a person doesn't like you, he just doesn't like you, no matter what.

Suddenly, his heart twitched, and he raised his hand to caress the position of his heart, frowning slightly.

......

He once thought that if one day, she really didn't want to be with him, he would use strong means to force her.

He even had a dark idea to lock her up so that she couldn't escape.

Since you can't have her heart, you have to have her people.

But in the end... afraid of hurting her, and afraid that she would hate him... gave up this idea.

He took a drag on his cigarette and looked down at the orange fire flickering between his fingers.

Suddenly, this idea came to his mind again, if he can't get her heart, he must get her people, even if she hates him...

Thinking of this, he took a deep breath of the cigarette, trying to get rid of the thought, and the fingers holding the cigarette trembled unconsciously.

He has never been a good person, but for her, he wants to be a good person.

Now that he actually wanted to hurt her, his heart trembled.

Stub out the cigarette butt, open the drawer, take out the photo album and look through it.

Turning to the middle, I saw the handwritten note.

He unfolded the note and read it word by word, the corner of his mouth hooked imperceptibly, feeling bitter and hurt in his heart.

......

Xia Xing returned home, took off his shoes, threw away his bag, and lay down on the sofa with his face resting on his elbow.

Unknowingly, the eyes were filled with tears, which flowed out of the eye sockets, wetted the face and hands, and also wetted the heart.

She knew that after this time, he would not come again.

From the moment she said the phrase "I don't like you" to him, she had already seen disappointment and hurt in his eyes.

How can you not be disappointed?How can it not be hurt?

No one can stand being repeatedly rejected by the person he likes, treated indifferently...

What's more, he is Gu Tingshen.

She cried because she hurt him.

It was also because she really liked someone for the first time, but she didn't dare to be with him.

After crying for a long time, she wiped away her tears, went into the room and lay down under the quilt to sleep.

I didn't sleep all night, and woke up the next day, because I didn't sleep well, cried again, my face was haggard, and my eyes were swollen.

She went into the bathroom and washed her face.

After coming out, he sat down at the desk and turned on the computer.

Started writing her new book.

The preliminary work of the new book has been prepared for a long time, but I have not started to write it.

Now I suddenly want to write.

......

At noon, Chen Ke came to find her with lunch.

Chen Ke had the key to her house, and as soon as she opened the door and came in, she saw her swollen eyes and knew it.

He said nothing, but went to the table, took out his lunch, and called her to eat.

At the dining table, Chen could see that she was eating slowly with her head down, and he sized up her expression intentionally or unconsciously while eating.

After a long time, Xia Xingni glanced at him, and said while picking up some food, "Ask whatever you want."

"Then I asked?" Chen Ke put down the bowl and chopsticks and asked.

"Ah."

"Crying all night?"

"almost."

Seeing her answer so sincerely, he couldn't hold back, and smiled unkindly.

Xia Xing glared at him.

He quickly waved his hands and said, "No other meaning."

Then he looked at her and asked, "What's next?"

"that's it."

"It doesn't matter at all?"

"Ah."

"Then why does he continue to look for you?"

Xia Xing's hand holding the vegetables paused, then picked up the vegetables and started eating, hiding the emotion in his eyes, said in a low voice,

"It won't happen."

Looking at her face, Chen Ke didn't continue to ask, but said, "It's okay, it will pass, just take it as a life experience."

That's what he said, but he also understood that this matter might not be so easy to pass.

The first person you like, how can you just let it go.

Don't look at her calm now, as if nothing happened.

I don't know how to feel uncomfortable in my heart.

And... he didn't believe it either... Gu Tingshen just gave up?

Suddenly, Xia Xing put down the bowl and chopsticks and swears.

"Damn it, I just said, stay away from feelings, stay away from men, and it just happened to be put on the table... It's really annoying..."

Chen Ke chuckled, amused.

"It's also possible not to grind people." He said.

Xia Xing looked at him with some doubts.

"Go find him."

"...Say something useful." She gave him a blank look.

"This is the most useful one, and there isn't one." Chen Ke smiled lightly.

Xia Xing was silent, and after a while, he said slowly, "When two people are together, don't you think it's important to be right? Whether it's spiritual or material."

"It's very important to be in the same family spiritually, but to be in the same family materially is neither important nor important, it depends on what you think."

Chen Ke paused, and then said, "When two people are together, the most important thing is to be in harmony. Two people like each other, which is actually a kind of harmony in itself."

He clicked and glanced at her, only to see that she lowered her head, wondering what she was thinking.

After a while, Xia Xing sighed and began to tidy up the things on the table, "From now on, he will be him, and I will be me."

Then he changed the subject and said, "I'm going to start writing a book."

"It's finally time to write."

"Ah."

The two chatted for a while on this topic.

Soon after, Xia Xing wanted to continue writing, so Chen Ke left.

......

Gu Tingshen stayed in the study all night. In the morning of the next day, he took a shower, changed his clothes and went to work.

Apart from a haggard complexion, the whole person has no other abnormal colors.

Go to the company and work as usual, hold meetings, process documents, meet with customers...

Just one thing, Chen Hao found that he had been smoking all day, and when he didn't smoke for a while, he started looking for cigarettes.

He went downstairs to buy cigarettes for him, thinking to himself.

Why are you smoking so much all of a sudden?

Before meeting Xia Xing, Gu Tingshen seldom smoked, except when he was in a bad mood or to eliminate some emotions, he only smoked.

After meeting Xia Xing, Chen Hao found that he smoked a lot more frequently, but he didn't smoke like today, who couldn't leave his hand all day long.

Got into a fight with the boss again?

But judging by his expression and state, he didn't look like him, and he didn't get angry and scold others or become a workaholic like before.

Work as usual, eat and drink as usual, and rest when you should rest.

Chen Hao was confused.

Is it a new way to vent?

After buying cigarettes, he sent them to him.

He took it apart, took out one to light, and took a deep breath, as if he had endured a certain emotion for a long time and was finally released.

Jiang Luoluo and Xue Mi were also puzzled. Every time they entered his office, it was filled with smoke.

After Jiang Luoluo brought him coffee, she murmured to Xue Mi, "Is there something wrong with Mr. Gu?"

"It feels like it." Xue Mi thought for a while.

"I just made a mistake in a document. I made a mistake in the client's company name. I thought I would be criticized, but Mr. Gu didn't say anything, just asked me to change it again."

"My intuition tells me that there must be something wrong." Jiang Luoluo touched his chin and said.

Xue Mi motioned her to ask Chen Hao, but Chen Hao spread his hands, expressing that he didn't know.

The next day, they found that Gu Tingshen was still the same as yesterday, nothing unusual.

On the third day, it was still the same.

On the fourth day, it was still the same.

After a week, they gradually got used to it. The only thing they didn't understand was why they suddenly became addicted to cigarettes.

Chen Hao found that he was smoking even in the car, as if he couldn't do without cigarettes.

And he also noticed that the big boss stopped looking for the proprietress.

I didn't see him laughing at the phone either.

Could it be... separated?

As one week, two weeks and three weeks passed, Chen Hao became more and more sure of his answer.

The two are no longer in contact...