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An Lu denied, "No."

"Then what do you say it is for?"

She was really asked to answer, but she couldn't answer and could only look at the doctor dumbly.

The doctor said, "It's wrong for you to think this way. What you experienced is what you want to experience? Isn't it? You are forced, you are a victim, and you are still pure. You must recognize this." clear."

An Lu did feel a little enlightened.

She has always cared about what she has experienced.

Yes, she was forced.

She is a victim.

"You have trapped yourself in a moral cage." The doctor said, "This morality is what you have set for yourself. In fact, people who know your affairs know that you are innocent. They never care about your experience. They just I will feel sorry for you and care about you.”

Anlu did feel a lot of kindness around her.

Yang Mingshuo's colleagues were still accompanied by Song Yunyun.

During her most difficult time, Song Yunyun was always with her, encouraging her and comforting her.

"What do you mean by life?" the doctor asked.

An Lu shook her head.

She couldn't answer.

The doctor said, "Pleasing yourself is the meaning of life."

An Lu was surprised, "please yourself?"

"Yes, people are alive, they are just alive. Everyone's life has an end, it is just a short one. During this period, shouldn't we make ourselves happy?"

"The truth is correct, but in secular ethics, who can live alone?" Anlu felt that while living, it was impossible to completely please herself without caring about others.

"Relatives, lovers, friends, which one is not a yoke of the world?"

The doctor smiled, "Yes."

"Then you still let me please you?" An Lu asked.

The doctor said, "Yes."

"Just because the shackles are heavy, we have to change our perspective." He said, "You are right, but have you ever thought about what the meaning of your life is?"

An Lu has never thought about this issue deeply.

"The meaning is very simple, which is to ignore other people's opinions and live your own life."

"A person who cares too much about other people's thoughts and opinions is living for others. You have to live for yourself and cannot let others influence your mood."

It seems that what he said also makes sense.

An Lu fell into deep thought.

The doctor continued, "What people are most afraid of is internal mental breakdown. To put it simply, it means that there are too many mental thoughts, and the outcome of what you do and do has been played out thousands of times in your mind."

An Lu did.

At least her relationship with Shen Zhiqian, she was always worried about the outcome.

Worried that he will change his mind.

Worried that he will hate himself one day.

But things haven’t been done yet, so how can we predict the outcome?

"I see."

The doctor smiled and said, "I heard that you used to be a forensic doctor. This kind of work requires a very open-minded personality. If you can be trapped, it only shows that you care. Only the people you care about will you care about his feelings and care about him. You hide your opinion, dare not face it, dare not accept it, because you are afraid that all this is fleeting, you are afraid that he will change, you are afraid that you cannot bear it, but all your worries are only your own If you are worried, you might as well step out boldly. Good fortune and misfortune are determined by God. How can they be changed by manpower?"

An Lu nodded.

……

After leaving the psychiatrist, An Lu did not let An Lu accompany her, but stayed alone for a day and night.

The next day, she took a shower and appeared at Shen Zhiqian's residence dressed neatly.

She felt that what the doctor in her heart said was right.

The ending that one rehearses may not be the ending.

It is already doomed.

If her outcome was tragic, there was nothing she could do to change it.

In this case, she might as well face it generously.

If Shen Zhiqian changes his mind midway, there is nothing wrong with it. At least she has experienced it and has nothing to regret.

Shen Zhiqian was not surprised when An Lu suddenly appeared.

He looked at An Lu and asked, "Should I fire my current nanny?"

Anlu said, "I will take care of Xingxing from now on."

Shen Zhiqian understood what he meant and nodded, "I understand, come in quickly."

An Lu walked in and asked, "Are you still moving back?"

Shen Zhiqian asked, "Do you like this place or your original residence? If you like it there, we will live there. This is my property anyway."

It's not as big as the previous place.

But it's quiet and comfortable here.

She said, "It's nice here."

Shen Zhiqian smiled, "I think it's good here too."

The nurse who took care of Xingxing's sleep came out.

Shen Zhiqian called her, "Come with me."

The nursery nurse nodded.

Shen Zhiqian gave her a big red envelope, which Shen Zhiqian had prepared in advance.

"You take care of my daughter; you are doing your best to take care of my daughter. Thank you, but because the mother of the child is back, there may not be a nanny at home..."

"I understand." The woman took the red envelope and said, "Thank you."

Shen Zhiqian said, "You are such a responsible and good nanny, you will find a better job. The money here is not much, but it is also my intention to compensate you."

"Mr. Shen, you are too polite." The woman said, "The salary you gave me is a lot."

Shen Zhiqian said, "You also take care of my daughter."

"Your daughter is very cute."

After a few polite words, Shen Zhiqian sent her out.

After closing the door, Shen Zhiqian turned and looked at An Lu, "You didn't take your luggage?"

Anlu said, "No."

"Shall I accompany you to get it?"

An Lu shook her head, "I want to start over."

Everything starts from scratch.

Shen Zhiqian said, "That's good."

"When the stars wake up, let's go buy it together. I'll pay for it."

An Lu nodded. "good."

Then Xingxing didn't wake up and seemed to be sleeping deeply.

The two of them were sitting in the living room, and it seemed that they had finished saying everything they needed to say.

I don't know what to say.

An Lu tried hard to find a topic, "Don't you have to go to the company today?"

Shen Zhiqian shook his head, "No need."

"I'll go cook lunch." An Lu stood up.

Shen Zhiqian stood up and said, "To help you."

Anlu said, "No, I can do it myself."

"You know, I'm not very good at cooking, but I can still wash dishes for you." Shen Zhiqian said with a smile.

An Lu did not refuse to acquiesce.

She opened the refrigerator and looked for ingredients.

Shen Zhiqian hugged her from behind.

An Lu's body stiffened.

"Can I hug you?" Shen Zhiqian's voice was very low.

Even a little humble.

An Lu was actually a little uncomfortable, and she tried hard to overcome it.

She hummed slightly, agreeing.

Shen Zhiqian bent his waist, resting his chin on her shoulder, closing his eyes and enjoying the joy of holding her.

He said, "Anlu, thank you for giving me the opportunity."

An Lu lowered her eyes, "It's me who should thank you. If it weren't for your determination, I wouldn't have been able to take this step."

"Let's not be polite to each other." Shen Zhiqian said.