Shen Zhiqian laughed, somewhat self-deprecatingly.

He picked up the wine and drank it down, his voice soft and slow, "Don't you consider giving Xingxing a complete family?"

An Lu said, "I'm sorry for her."

This is denying.

She knew in her heart that there was absolutely no possibility between herself and Shen Zhiqian.

Either way.

She has been through too much.

And she couldn't accept that she was involved with Shen Zhiqian.

She turned the wine glass on the table, "I really loved Mingshuo."

Shen Zhiqian's face turned obviously gray for a moment.

He knew that An Lu must have had feelings for Yang Mingshuo when they were together.

Yang Mingshuo is indeed a man worth trusting for life.

He also gave blessings before.

But isn’t Yang Mingshuo dead now?

"The days I spent with him were not long, but those days were very solid and safe, and they were also the happiest days I have ever lived. However, I feel sorry for him. I was the one who harmed him. If I hadn't had sex with him Argument, he went on such a dangerous mission to avoid me, so he wouldn’t die..."

"Everyone has a destiny, life and death are predestined, it has nothing to do with you." Shen Zhiqian said.

An Lu looked up at him, "Really?"

Shen Zhiqian answered affirmatively, "Yes."

An Lu knew that he was comforting herself.

She drank the wine in front of her, picked up the bottle, and poured it for herself.

She found that it was really easy to talk after drinking some wine.

Things that I couldn't say normally can be said after drinking.

She smiled, "I'm...dirty."

Shen Zhiqian stared at her, his eyes seemed calm, but they contained such deep emotions.

He always thought it was his fault.

It was his failure to take good care of her.

It was him who failed to give her confidence.

If I had been determined enough, capable enough, and tough enough to resist the pressure at home.

Anlu will not leave her.

She would not have gone to such a far place alone, she would not have met Yang Mingshuo, she would not have experienced marriage, loss, and pain...

Shen Zhiqian blamed himself for all Anlu's unfortunate experiences.

He twitched the corners of his lips and said, "It's my fault."

"Do not."

An Lu said, "It has nothing to do with you, you are not, do you have a life? This is my life."

The eyes of the two collided.

They stared at each other in silence for a long time.

did not speak.

"Do you want to live alone for the rest of your life?" It was Shen Zhiqian who broke the silence.

Anlu said, “I don’t want to bring misfortune to others.”

Shen Zhiqian asked, "Do you think you will bring misfortune to others?"

An Lu lowered her eyes and looked at the wine glasses on the table, "Yes, if Ming Shuo hadn't met me, he would have married a good girl and lived his life in peace, but when he met me, his life was gone. There are no descendants left, if I can still step on his bones and find a man to marry and give birth to, then...how sad his life will be."

Shen Zhiqian asked her, "Am I not sad?"

Anlu took a deep breath and said, "I really want to stay with Xingxing forever, but when you meet the woman you love and you want to start a family, I will leave."

Shen Zhiqian asked, "Aren't you afraid that the women I'm looking for are not good at Xing Xing? Since ancient times, stepmothers never really loved their children, are you not afraid that Xing Xing will be abused?"

"I believe you."

An Lu raised her eyes and said, "I believe you know how to look at people. I believe you will take good care of Xingxing and not let her suffer."

Shen Zhiqian downed the wine in the glass, took the wine bottle in front of An Lu, and filled it up for himself.

As the dripping liquid flowed into the cup, he taunted, "Do you believe me? I can't believe myself. Do you know myself better than I do?"

An Lu pursed her lips tightly.

Shen Zhiqian drank it again.

He continued to pour.

An Lu just watched without stopping.

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That's fine.

It's not so embarrassing to say something when you're drunk.

She took a sip too.

The alcohol burned down my throat, making it painful.

Shen Zhiqian said, "Drink up."

Anlu looked at him.

His eyes are a little red.

Although he looked drunk, he was not drunk.

Anlu picked up the wine and drank the wine in the glass.

She frowned.

Shen Zhiqian continued to fill it up for her.

He picked up his wine glass and said, "Shall we have a drink?"

An Lu cooperated and had a drink with him.

Shen Zhiqian said, "Tell me something from your heart. Do you still have any feelings for me?"

An Lu's expression was briefly strange, but she soon returned to calm, and answered him categorically, "No."

Shen Zhiqian seemed to have been stabbed by someone.

My heart really hurts.

"you……"……"

You are so heartless.

Shen Zhiqian almost said this.

But, he held back.

"I want to tell you a few words from my heart, but you are not honest at all. It's boring." He stood up, swaying as if he was drunk, "I fell asleep."

He walked to the room with messy steps.

He accidentally tripped over the edge of the table and almost fell.

An Lu just wanted to step forward to help, but she soon realized that if she did that, it would only make the relationship between the two more awkward.

She holds back.

Shen Zhiqian did not look back, but just said, "If you are willing to think about it, I am willing to accept your change of heart at any time."

An Lu seemed not to hear, lowering her head and clearing the table.

Not willing to give the slightest response.

Shen Zhiqian felt somewhat disappointed.

Anticipated her answer.

But my heart is still very uncomfortable.

He entered the house and closed the door.

The man sat down against the door.

He folded his hands and buried his face in his arms.

……

In the early morning, Anlu was holding the stars outside.

Shen Zhiqian got up and came to the living room. He saw breakfast prepared on the table, as well as hangover soup.

He walked to the table and looked around, but he didn't see An Lu.

Didn't she leave out of spite?

He rushed to Xingxing's room and saw that Xingxing was not there either.

He panicked even more.

She won't take the stars with her, right?

Shen Zhiqian ran out of the door almost without any image.

I saw Anlu holding Xingxing and coaxing her to play with toys.

He heaved a sigh of relief.

He kept leaning against the door frame.

An Lu looked over, "Are you eating? Breakfast is on the table."

He replied, "I saw it."

An Lu seemed to realize that he had misunderstood, and said to him, "Xingxing is your child. I gave her to you, so I won't take her away selfishly. Don't worry."

She knew that Shen Zhiqian also truly loved Xingxing.

Shen Zhiqian said, "I won't go to the company today."

After saying that, he turned back to the house.

An Lu was stunned for a moment.

Her hand holding Xingxing tightened a little.

She didn't know what Shen Zhiqian wanted to do.

The stars in my arms moved.

An Lu lowered her head and looked at her daughter in her arms.

For the sake of her daughter, she also has to overcome the current dilemma.

If she left, she would miss the stars.

She really wants to be with her daughter.

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