She wouldn't just accidentally touch Yan Qing's sensitive and fragile nerves, right?

This psychotherapy hasn't started yet, let alone, it's coming to an end.

Song Shinian was really afraid that when he mentioned it, Yan Qing would immediately reject it.

You know, Huo Zeyuan was afraid to mention this matter to Yan Qing, so that Yan Qing's emotional problems dragged on until now.

Just when Song Shinian was nervously wondering if Yan Qing was extremely resistant to this matter, Yan Qing spoke.

"Nian Nian, do you want to say that I have witnessed the murder of my whole family, will there be psychological shadows?"

Song Shinian was somewhat caught off guard by Yan Qing's question.

She was too slow to answer Yan Qing's words, but Yan Qing continued.

"Yes I have!"

Yan Qing unexpectedly admitted in front of Song Shinian.

Yan Qing turned to look in the direction of the living room, and said to Song Shinian: "After so many years, those things are as clear and profound in my mind as if they happened yesterday.

Usually I can still control my emotions, but once something goes wrong, I will even feel so sad that I want to die.

But I know very well that I can't die, I have to let myself live well.

Nian Nian, my mood has become more and more unstable recently.

I……

I'm just starting out and just can smash things.

But, the day before yesterday, I slapped your father.I... I'm afraid that I will lose control more and more, and even hurt your father.Nian Nian, what should I do?

Is there anything you can do to save me? "

Yan Qing's confession to Song Shinian also directly shocked her.

Originally, Song Shinian was still worried about how he should talk to Yan Qing about this matter.

Unexpectedly, Yan Qing spoke up by herself, and said, save her.

Song Shinian glanced downstairs, then upstairs.

Said: "Go to my room and talk."

It is somewhat inconvenient to stand on the stairs and talk.

Although everyone in the family is his own, Song Shinian understood that Yan Qing didn't want her parents to see her losing control.

When she came to Song Shinian's room, she closed the door and asked, "Why did you lose control and hit Dad? Isn't he your most important and favorite man?"

Yan Qing: "I... I don't want to. Nian Nian, I really love your father. In the past, if I was extremely depressed, I would hide and vent myself.

Or, even if you smash something, it won't hurt anyone.

But the day before yesterday, I really couldn't control myself.

I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore, I didn't dare to smash things to vent in the old house, so, for a while, I just..."

As Yan Qing said, she lay down on the sofa in great annoyance and sobbed softly.

Seeing her like this, Song Shinian felt a little pain in his heart.

She didn't really want to hurt her lover, she was really sick, she couldn't control her emotions, she couldn't manage her emotions.

Song Shinian brought the tissue to Yan Qing: "Did you calm down after beating him?"

Yan Qing: "I don't want to, I really don't want to. He is the only person in this world who consistently warms my heart. He is my lover, my relative, and an irreplaceable existence. .

I don't know why I turned into a demon and slapped him in the face.

Nian Nian, I really didn't mean to. "

Song Shinian: "I can understand that you didn't mean it. I also believe that with his love and tolerance for you, this slap will not change the relationship between you.

You can still yell at me to save you, at least it proves that you are not hopeless. "

At least Song Shinian's tone was not blaming, which made Yan Qing feel a little better.

She raised her head to look at Song Shinian, took the tissue and wiped away her tears.

A pair of beautiful eyes, slightly flushed.

Even though Song Shinian is also of the same sex, and she doesn't even look at it as a mother and daughter, she still feels that such a beautiful woman, let alone beat someone A slap in the face, I'm afraid she will get murdered, shed a few tears like this, it will make people's heart soften.

Song Shinian helplessly continued to ask: "Is it because you live in the old house with your father, and grandpa and grandpa are there, so it's inconvenient for you to vent your emotions, so you vented your uncontrollable emotions on your father?"

Yan Qing: "I don't know, it happened too fast at that time. By the time I woke up and regretted it, I had already slapped your father in the face..."

Song Shinian: "Let's hit him, he deserves it. He loves you so much, has been with you for so many years, and has always indulged and spoiled you.

He should have taken you to the best psychiatrist long ago to help you and assist you in treatment.As a result, he did nothing but indulge your emotions more and more out of control.

It's all right now, you will suffer the consequences yourself, this is just a slap in the face, you didn't stab him with a knife, it's all because you love him too much in your heart. "

Yan Qing didn't expect that Song Shinian didn't blame her, but said so instead.

How many hearts feel a little inappropriate.

After all, it's your own fault.

"Nian Nian, your father..."

Song Shinian: "It's what you deserve, obviously he should take you to see a psychiatrist, and now I'll hand you over to you.

I really wanted to talk to you about this just now, and I found the best psychiatrist.

Even if you don't come to my side today, I'm going to find you and talk to you about this matter.

But seeing that you don't reject it now, then I'll contact a psychiatrist to arrange a time to meet with you? "

Yan Qing looked at Song Shinian worriedly: "I...can I still be cured? Over the years, I..."

Song Shinian: "As long as you are willing to cooperate, you will be fine.

You don't want your emotions to get more and more out of control in the future. The target of this attack is my father.

Will it be me next time? "

Song Shinian hadn't finished speaking yet, but when she mentioned herself, Yan Qing immediately interrupted her by shaking her head, promising: "No, no, Nian Nian, I will never..."

Song Shinian ignored her words and continued, "Next time, will it be my child who is about to be born?"

Yan Qing was frightened.

She didn't even dare to imagine, according to what Song Shinian said, what she would be like in the future.

Yan Qing grabbed Song Shinian's arm, shook his head and said, "I don't want to, I don't want to become a lunatic, it's too scary. Nian Nian, I will cooperate with the treatment, save me, save me."

After Song Shinian gently held Yan Qing's hand with his backhand, he squeezed her hand a little harder: "We all want to help you, whether it's me or Dad, we hope you can get rid of those shadows.

I have already learned about the treatment process with the psychiatrist. The process is indeed miserable.However, as long as you take this step, you will have the possibility of returning to normal. "

Yan Qing nodded: "I am willing, I am willing to go. It's just that I don't want your father to see me like that..."

Song Shinian: "I will spare time to go with you."

Song Shinian had already discussed this matter with Huo Zeyuan.

To accept this mother, Song Shinian should also know her better.

Think of it as a little concession she made for the mother-daughter relationship.

"Do you and Dad want to move out of the old house? If the old house is depressing, didn't you have your own villa here before?"

It seems that Huo Ling still lives there.

Probably, Huo Ling is used to it.Although Huo Ling is rooted in the cold Song family's old house, he is not familiar with it.

Yan Qing shook his head: "The old house is pretty good, but I bought other houses at the beginning, just because sometimes, I had to teach Huo Ling something, and I couldn't control my emotions.

In the new house, it is enough to live with Huo Ling once in a while.

I have always lived in the old house, and I have feelings for the old house.Besides, didn't your grandfather come over too? "

This sentence surprised Song Shinian.

The relationship between Yan Qing and his father is like the relationship between Song Shinian and her mother and daughter.

There are gaps, they are not familiar with each other, but they are the same blood relationship that cannot be shaken off.

Song Shinian's connection with Yan Qing was somewhat due to his grandfather's consideration.

It's just because she accepts Yan Qing, and in exchange for Yan Qing, I can give the old man a chance by empathizing.

Song Shinian looked at Yan Qing, and Yan Qing also noticed her gaze.

"Do you think it's unbelievable that I said this?

Nian Nian, my mother also grew up like an orphan.All the relatives, the blood relatives, my mother, grandpa, grandma, of course, I called them grandpa and grandma when I was young.

And my uncles, aunts, cousins, all my relatives, everyone, were killed before my eyes.

In this world, apart from your grandfather and you, I really have no relatives.

I thought I hated him.

But these days, I carefully recalled what he did, and what I did, over and over again.

We are all helpless.

It is among the most difficult and painful choices that we choose the most optimal decision.

So in the end, we will meet again one day.

I want to blame him for not accompanying me in my growth, for not being able to save my mother and relatives like a god descending from heaven.

However, I know that if he can, he can probably sacrifice his life in exchange.

So, I guess the rest of my time, and the rest of his time, we're father and daughter again. "

Song Shinian: "It's hard for you to figure it out."

Yan Qing looked at Song Shinian: "You taught me."

Song Shinian was really not used to hearing such nasty words.

After all, she didn't grow up beside Yan Qing.

She didn't act like a baby in her mother's arms like other girls.

She has long passed the age where she can act like a baby in her mother's arms, and now even if mother and daughter know each other, they get along well, Song Shinian can't do such a thing as being able to act like a baby in Yan Qing's arms.

She can act like a baby, in the arms of Huo Erye.

It can come naturally and without embarrassment.

But in Yan Qing's arms, Song Shinian couldn't think about it.

Their mother and daughter are still not that familiar, and the intimate movements are too embarrassing.

Song Shinian was afraid that Yan Qing would say something nasty, so he quickly changed the subject.

"I think you should stop taking your husband with you when you see a psychiatrist. He spoils you too much. His spoiling will make you feel like retreating. I think it will at least hold you back."

The man whose wife wanted to kill someone, he could even hand him a knife, really deserved the title Song Shinian gave him as a 'stumbling block'.

Yan Qing: "Then...then don't take him. As long as it can be cured, I will cooperate firmly."

Song Shinian was waiting for this sentence.

She nodded: "Okay, I'll contact the psychiatrist now, and while you're full of confidence, we'll go see her after lunch!"

Song Shinian didn't want to strike while the iron was hot, and backed down when Yan Qing thought about it again.

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