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"But I don't care. Who said I just love you? I can't convince myself. It's like you don't look for me. I always tell myself to be reserved and have backbone, but in the end I still can't control myself. , I took the initiative to run to you early in the morning." Hong Yue shed tears as she spoke.

"I love you, and I can't tolerate others in my eyes. I have never considered forgetting you and accepting another person. For me, even if I have no name or status in my life, as long as I can accompany you, I will be the happiest. woman."

"If you drive me away from you now, this would be the greatest injustice to me." Hong Yue looked into Qin Feng's eyes and said.

Qin Feng looked at Hong Yue's tears, and his heart was softened again. He stretched out his hands and held Hong Yue tightly in his arms.

This woman has been by his side in obscurity since she was 25 years old. She took care of him meticulously when he was hospitalized several times. She was also there for him during the darkest moments in his life. Protect him by your side...

In the past five years, Hong Yue has been like an inconspicuous candle. When Qin Feng was sunny, she always lay humble and silent in the corner. She never appeared in Qin Feng's world, even Qin Feng had forgotten her existence.But whenever Qin Feng's world is full of darkness and cold, she will always appear immediately, giving Qin Feng light and warmth.

For five years, Hong Yue devoted all the best five years of her life to Qin Feng without asking for anything in return. Even though Qin Feng had always been aloof from him, she never gave up even when Qin Feng got married and always guarded him silently. With.

If Qin Feng lets Hong Yue leave now, this will indeed be a very cruel thing for Hong Yue.

In Qin Feng's arms, Hong Yue's small sobs evolved into the final howl.

Listening to Hong Yue's cries, Qin Feng knew that this woman had accumulated countless grievances in the past five years, and all of them were caused by him.

"Why are you so stupid?" Qin Feng let go of Hong Yue after Hong Yue became quiet, and wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of Hong Yue's eyes with his hand.

"You are born to be so stupid."

"I'm not a person who can be trusted. I don't know what state I'm in now." Qin Feng sighed.

"I know, but I can't live without you." Hong Yue buried her head in Qin Feng's shoulder again, stretched out her hand and hugged Qin Feng tightly.

Qin Feng stroked Hong Yue's hair with his hand and said, "I asked the director of the No. 1 Civil Hospital in the city, and he promised to transfer you to work there as soon as possible. What do you think? Are you willing to go?"

"I listen to you. If you ask me to go, I will go. If you don't want me to get too close to you, I won't go." Hong Yue answered calmly.

"Fool, why wouldn't I want you to get closer to me?" Qin Feng felt guilty.This guilty conscience was due to his unclear relationship with Zhang Yingying, and also because he was completely unable to understand his inner feelings.

He has always passively accepted his feelings for Hong Yue. As for his own feelings for Hong Yue, he has never understood it.

After seeing Hong Yue go upstairs and turn on the lights, Qin Feng drove back to Dongyang.

As soon as Qin Feng went upstairs, he received a message from Zhang Yingying: "Has your girlfriend left?"

"Yeah." Qin Feng did not deny it.

"Are you afraid that I will talk nonsense today? Don't worry, I am more afraid of others knowing about your relationship with me than you are. I have said before that I will never interfere in your life." Zhang Yingying said.

Qin Feng looked at Zhang Yingying's message, opened the door and went home without replying.

Qin Feng took a shower and lay on the bed. Finally, a message from Xie Simin came on his phone: "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing, I just wanted to ask how you are doing lately." Qin Feng replied.

"Very good, thank you for your concern." Xie Simin's reply was still cold.

When Xie Simin said this, Qin Feng didn't know how to answer it, nor how to continue the conversation with Xie Simin. He found that he and Xie Simin couldn't find anything to talk about now, but he was eager to To continue the conversation with Xie Simin, he was eager to understand Xie Simin's current mental state.

"No need to test me anymore. I'm fine. You're right. The earth won't stop spinning just because someone is gone. There's no need for me to give up my life just because of someone who loves me at all. I have more important things. I am currently preparing for the graduate school entrance examination. Please don’t bother me again in the future. I will wait until I am admitted to the graduate school.”

Just when Qin Feng was racking his brains to find a topic to continue the conversation with Xie Simin, Xie Simin sent back a long message.

Looking at Xie Simin's message, Qin Feng felt much more at ease. Although Xie Simin's words could not mean that her psychology had returned to normal, it at least meant that she would not do anything now.

"Okay, come on!" Qin Feng replied a message, then turned off his phone and went to sleep.

The next day, Monday, Qin Feng went to the hospital early in the morning. Today was the day Zhou Qiming was discharged from the hospital.

Shortly after Qin Feng arrived at the hospital, Xu Rengui also came. Apparently he was also here to pick up Zhou Qiming from the hospital.