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Hong Yue panicked, holding Qin Feng's arm tightly with one hand, and said palely: "Qin Feng, what are you going to do... Let's go down... Don't do anything stupid..."

Hong Yue had already sensed what Qin Feng wanted to do.

Qin Feng still didn't answer Hong Yue. He took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and smoked quietly.

"Do you love me? Tell the truth." Qin Feng asked Hong Yue.

"I... don't love you. I don't love you anymore."

"After you had the car accident, I stayed in your inn room in Lijiang for one night and read your diary from beginning to end." Qin Feng said slowly, and then asked: "I ask you again, do you still love me?"

"Love. But..." Hong Yue knew she couldn't lie anymore, so she could only admit it, and then she wanted to say something else.

But Qin Feng interrupted Hong Yue just as she finished speaking.

"In the past two years, you and Zhou Qian have experienced so many things over and over again. I no longer know what love is. But I can tell you responsibly that since you left me, I have never let you go in my heart. Not even for a moment."

"I don't know if this is love, but you have been in my heart from beginning to end and have never left for a moment." Qin Feng said while smoking.

Qin Feng would not lie to anyone, let alone Hong Yue. What he said was what was in his heart.

Although he said nothing and did nothing on the surface over the past year, he never forgot Hong Yue in his heart.

"Qin Feng, I know, but..."

"Listen to me and finish what I'm saying first." Qin Feng interrupted Hong Yue again.

Hong Yue nodded obediently. She always accepted Qin Feng.

"You just said that you are not worthy of me now and you will ruin my life. I will ask you a question now and you must answer me truthfully."

"If it was me who had the car accident, if it was me who was paralyzed on one side of the body now, would you despise me?" Qin Feng turned and looked at Hong Yue.

"No!" Hong Yue shook her head.

"Can you just ignore me?"

"It can't be done."

"Will you leave me?"

"will not!"

"If I were like this now, would you marry me? Would you serve me and take care of me for the rest of my life?" Qin Feng asked again.

"I...I...I can!" Hong Yue knew that she couldn't deceive Qin Feng, so she could only tell the truth.

"Okay, let me ask you another question. If I were the paralyzed person, would you be able to marry another man? Even if you were married, would you be happy? Would you be happy? Would you be at peace with yourself?"

"If I were the paralyzed person now, and something happened to me, would you be able to forgive yourself in this life? Would you be happy in the second half of your life? Would you be able to be happy?" Qin Feng asked Hong Yue a series of questions.

"I...I...I can't..." Hong Yue understood what Qin Feng meant, and her voice trembled slightly.

"Hong Yue, regardless of whether we love each other or not, we are both adults and not young anymore. Let's talk about some practical issues. I am responsible for your situation today, and Zhou Qian is even more responsible. Without Zhou Qian, you and I would have been married a long time ago, and our child would be able to walk now."

"If we only consider the responsibility for my and Zhou Qian's child, I should marry Zhou Qian and give the child a warm and perfect home. But given the current reality, do you think it is possible for Zhou Qian and I to be together?"

"Can we be happy if we force ourselves to be together? She is tormented, and I am even more tormented. If Zhou Qian and I get married, we will not be happy, but tormented."

"In fact, it has been decided from the very beginning that Zhou Qian and I will never be together in this life. Whether you left or not, I will never be together with Zhou Qian again." Qin Feng said slowly.

"Hong Yue, it has been seven years since you and I met, got to know each other, and fell in love. In the past seven years, we have gone through many twists and turns. I am tired and don't want to go through this anymore."

"Seven years. How many seven years are there in life?"

"Like I said before, I've already made a mistake once, which made you like this. I've also been in pain and torture all the time, so I don't want to make the same mistake again, and I don't want to go through this kind of pain and torture again."

"So, I don't want to go through this anymore, and I don't want you to go through this anymore. This marriage must be concluded. In the days to come, no matter what happens to you, I will be with you and you will be with me. We will just live our lives in peace and dependence, and never leave each other." Qin Feng said to Hong Yue word by word.

Hong Yue's eyes turned red and tears fell drop by drop.

"Qin Feng... No... I will delay your life like this... Zhou Qian is where you belong... She can provide you with a lot of help..."

"I married a wife, not money or power. I don't need to rely on anyone's help." Qin Feng denied.

Then he said, "It's more than 100 meters high here. If you jump down, you can end your life without any pain. I know you are in pain now. In fact, I am also in great pain in my heart. I am torturing myself all the time."

"Hong Yue, I'm giving you two choices now. First, promise me that you will go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me this afternoon to get a marriage certificate, and then go back to Yi'an with me to live."

"Second, I will jump with you from here to end our pain and this life worse than death." Qin Feng looked at Hong Yue with an extremely firm and resolute look.