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After reading the letter, Qin Feng seemed to be completely in a trance, staring at the letter in his hand and staying motionless.

"Qin Feng, do you want to go find Hong Yue?" Li Jing asked.

Qin Feng finally came to his senses, silently folded the letter and stuffed it into the envelope.

"No need, she went on a trip. You have worked hard for us these days. It's too late. You go back first." Qin Feng said to Li Jing, Li Li and Wang Jun.

"Are you okay?" After Li Li and Wang Jun left, Li Jing turned around at the door and asked Qin Feng worriedly.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me, I just want to be alone." Qin Feng smiled reluctantly at Li Jing.

"Okay, if you need anything, call me." Li Jing was still worried about Qin Feng.

"Okay, let's go back first." Qin Feng nodded, and Li Jing closed the door and left.

Everyone left, and Qin Feng was the only one left in the room.

Although Qin Feng and Hong Yue only lived in this new house for two days, Hong Yue's presence was everywhere in the house. The design of this house followed Hong Yue's opinions. The furniture and appliances were all picked by Hong Yue. All the furnishings and daily necessities in the house were also carefully arranged and purchased by Hong Yue.

This room was originally purchased and decorated by Qin Feng specifically for his wedding with Hong Yue. But now, the house is all ready and the wedding will be held tomorrow, but Hong Yue has left.

Qin Feng knew that although Hong Yue left this time and would never come back, for their marriage, Hong Yue left forever and would never come back. The relationship between him and Hong Yue was completely over.

Qin Feng turned off the light in the living room, and sat alone on the sofa in the living room, smoking quietly, one cigarette after another. No one knew what Qin Feng was feeling now, not even he himself knew what he was feeling at the moment. What a feeling, he felt that his whole body was completely empty, as if he had lost the whole world.

Qin Feng suddenly felt that there was no point in living in the world, and he suddenly couldn't find the meaning to continue living.

Qin Feng opened the wine cabinet, took out two bottles of wine and placed them on the coffee table. He unscrewed the caps of the liquor bottles without using cups, and just leaned on the sofa and drank from the liquor bottles.

He wants to be drunk. He has never wanted to be completely drunk like this in his life. When he is drunk, his heart will not hurt so much. When he is drunk, when he wakes up again, he may find that everything is just a dream. , everything would have never happened.

Qin Feng kept drinking, originally thinking that it would not hurt if he was drunk, but he vomited until he lost consciousness. Qin Feng felt that he was about to vomit out all his internal organs, but he also vomited very happily.

Qin Feng felt that he had a masochistic tendency, and he felt as if he was about to die when he vomited. He felt an unprecedented sense of relief, giggling while vomiting, and tears streaming down his face.

After vomiting, he continued to drink, and continued to vomit after drinking. Finally, Qin Feng got what he wanted, and fell completely drunk on the sofa, completely unconscious. Before he fell unconscious, Qin Feng was wondering if he would just die drunk here and no one would care about him.

Because he was lonely at this moment, more lonely than ever before, and he felt like he was the one abandoned by the whole world.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Qin Feng was already drunk and unconscious, lying on the sofa. At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Li Jing shouted: "Qin Feng... Qin Feng... are you at home? Are you OK?"

The letter Hong Yue left for Qin Feng was first discovered by Li Jing. She also read the contents of the letter in advance, so she knew what happened between Qin Feng and Hong Yue. Just because she knew that Hong Yue had completely left Qin Feng, Li Jing was worried about Qin Feng. Before leaving, she deliberately took away the door key that Hong Yue had left behind, just because she was afraid something might happen to Qin Feng when he was alone at home so that she could come in.

After Li Jing got home, she took a shower and thought about it on the bed. She couldn't fall asleep and couldn't let go of Qin Feng, so she drove to Qin Feng's house again after one o'clock.

Li Jing knocked on Qin Feng's door for a long time and called for a long time, but there was no response from inside. When she first parked her car in the underground parking lot, Li Jing saw Qin Feng's car parked in the parking lot, so she confirmed that Qin Feng was at home and not out.

Li Jing called Qin Feng again. Li Jing even heard the cell phone ringing at the door but Qin Feng didn't answer the phone.

Li Jing became nervous. Regardless of whether it was appropriate or not, she took out the key and opened the door.

As soon as Li Jing entered, the room was dark and filled with smoke, but it smelled of smoke. At the same time, the smell of smoke was mixed with the smell of liquor and vomit, which was very unpleasant.

Li Jing quickly turned on the light.

As soon as she turned on the light, Li Jing saw Qin Feng lying on the sofa. There were three empty wine bottles on the coffee table, and the ground beside the sofa was covered with vomit. Qin Feng's clothes and sofa cushions were covered with vomit. The floor was covered in vomit and filth.

Seeing Qin Feng like this, Li Jing almost shed tears of distress.

"Qin Feng, wake up, wake up." Li Jing called Qin Feng, but Qin Feng was unconscious.

It took a lot of effort for Li Jing to help Qin Feng onto the bed in the bedroom, take off Qin Feng's outer clothes, cover him with a quilt, and then wipe Qin Feng's face and feet with a towel.