After getting the music system, I am a crazy critic in the music world

Xu Yi locked himself in Lin Jiasheng's room, and he ignored the VX notifications, QQ reminders, or phone ringtones on his phone, and he didn't even respond to 36's call.

He just sat in front of the keyboard in the room, playing some chaotic melodies all the time, these melodies were either sad or scary, and some of them might even be hard to hear, 36 was forced to listen to these things that belonged to Xu Yi at this moment. The melody is almost unbearable.

The keys on the keyboard were tapped again and again, every time Xu Yi's fingertips hit it very hard, and his nails were not particularly short, every tap made 36's heart twitch. quiver once.

[Brother Yi!Xu Yi! !Calm down! ! 】

[Calm down what?How to calm down?As soon as I stop now, I can't restrain my thoughts of wanting to die, but Lin Jiasheng won't let me go with him, he won't let me! 】

The original graceful fingers tapped heavily on the keys of the keyboard, and the fingertips turned red just now, and the discordant intervals made people's ears burst, but Xu Yi stopped abruptly.

The fingertips trembled uncontrollably, blood overflowed from it, dripping onto the black or white keys, and the nail fell off... the entire nail of the right index finger fell off directly, the pain made his brain clear After a while, he turned his head and looked out the window. It turned out that the sun was setting now.

He locked himself in Lin's room for a full day... He took out a box from his pocket with trembling fingers, just like every time before today happened, and smoked out the last cigarette , put it in your mouth, light it up...

Looking at the rising smoke and the burnt cigarette butts on the ground, Xu Yi, who was already exhausted, leaned his back on the back of the chair...

On the first day after Lin left, he learned to smoke, practiced playing the keyboard all day, lost his nails, and got a collapsed body, which is really embarrassing.

Just learned to smoke and smoked a whole box a day, he seems a bit too much?

[Brother Yi, do you... want to check your phone?Many people are worried about you]

【...】

Under 36's prompt, Xu Yi finally found the phone he had thrown on Lin Jiasheng's bed with his bleeding hands. After unlocking it with trembling fingerprints, he looked at the vx whose message had broken 99+.

[Old Nine: Hey, hey, Xu Yi, where are you now? ?Why is everyone gone? ? 】

[Wan Shu: Brother Yi, I don't know what to say, but... my condolences are changing, Brother Lin's obituary has been posted...]

[Lonely tree into a forest: what are you doing?Don't let me see your obituary again in a few days, you know? ! 】

Jiu Lan, Qian Shu, and Lu Chenglin, besides that, there were news about their awakening, news about the other players, news about Sheng Yang, but the most numerous news was about Luo Jinxu.

[Crazy tugging at Cool Xu: Xu Yi, that... are you there?Do you want to chat]

[Crazy pull Cool Xu: Where are you? 】

[Kuuuuuuuuuuu Kuxuan Xu: Hey, hey, you're going to be okay, Xu Yi? ?Respond to me! [screaming]]

[Kuanxuanxu: I'm looking for you now, are you in the dormitory of the recording base?Did you listen to the song I sent you? ?Your brother gave it to you! 】

These messages were sent in the morning, and now the sun has set.

Xu Yi flipped through the messages expressionlessly, saw Luo Jinxu saying that Lin Jiasheng had left a song for himself, his eyes trembled slightly, but he continued to read.

[Kuuuuuuuuuuu Kuxuan Xu: You are indeed there, I can even hear the sound of the keyboard! ! 】

[Crazy cool cool Xu: Did you not read the news at all? ? ? [Tears burst out] Forget it, I’ll stay outside, I’m not leaving, if you recover from it, you can come out and talk to me or something]

[Crazy cool cool Xu: This Thursday...is Xiaosheng's funeral, in Beijing and Tianjin...do you want to come?I believe you won't commit suicide, you should... you should [cry]]

Is Luo Jinxu outside his dormitory now?

Xu Yi looked at the door of the room silently, not knowing how to react, and after thinking for a while, he sent him a message back.

【Li Yu: Thank you】

[Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu finally replied to me! ! [ecstasy]】

At this moment, Luo Jinxu, who was really standing outside Xu Yi's dormitory leaning on the railing, could hardly conceal the ecstasy in his heart, and almost fell the phone directly from the upstairs... This blew up his frightened hair.

"Whoo~"

Fortunately, I have confirmed that Xu Yi is still alive and hasn't committed suicide... As long as he is alive, there will always be a day when he will get better, right?

Even so, Luo Jinxu did not choose to knock on the door, but fulfilled his previous decision in this way. After Xiaosheng left, he had to help stabilize Xu Yi.

After all, he is also Lin Jiasheng's trusted brother... Pity him for being a real three-gold actor, and now he has started to work part-time as a soul-soothing spiritual mentor.

The variety show he used to rest has finished recording, and he will start filming again soon, but before that, let him finish what he needs to do first.

Luo Jinxu heard the sound of keyboard playing quietly coming from the dormitory behind him. These sounds are not like the chaotic melody before, but with some logic.

Accompanied by Xu Yi's singing without words... This song is a bit scary, and Luo Jinxu's hairs stand on end when he hears it.

……

"Ah, ah la la... la la la... ah..."

Xu Yi didn't know why he played and sang this song, but he felt...he needs this music now, this music called "Cancer", he is in pain now, Xu Yi feels that there is a feeling of unhappiness in his heart. Out of resentment.

His voice was already hoarse, and his fingertips were in severe pain, but he closed his eyes and sang hoarsely, shouting hysterically, and the light gray smoke on the cigarette butt that fell to the ground was still slowly rising.

Listening to Xu Yi's painful cry from inside the room, Luo Jinxu frowned...Call it, sing it, if it makes you feel better.

But in the end, the melody that originally belonged to "Cancer" disappeared, and it completely turned into crying and screaming of despair and pain. The pain he suppressed in his heart could not be relieved by singing, but in the room where he was alone, he could Cry without hesitation.

Blood mixed with tears, the sound of the piano mixed with cries, these voices belonged to Xu Yi alone, and Luo Jinxu outside the door was just an audience who was lucky enough to catch a glimpse.

No one knows how much crazy despair is gathering in that deep and dark heart at this moment.

It was after the sun had completely set that Xu Yi remembered that it seemed that King Luo had said that his younger brother had left something for him...?He slowly picked up his mobile phone, clicked on Luo Jinxu's chat history, swipe up all the way, and finally found that simple video.

He hesitated and clicked on it. In the video, the white-t boy sitting on the window sill against the setting sun and holding the guitar was still bright. His fingertips slowly moved the strings of the guitar, and sang a song gently. Brother Yi.