After getting the music system, I am a crazy critic in the music world

(Because some readers greatly said that they wanted to see the final state of Brother Yi who had not been cured, and also wanted to see the ending of Brother Yi walking with Lin Lin, so there is this chapter of if line extra~)

Xu Yi rejected Su Xing's suggestion and did not participate in the recording of this year's "Flowers and Boys·Tian Lai Ji". He parked the car on the side of the road, held the steering wheel with both hands so that his forehead could rest on it, and just calmly Climbed for a long time.

"Huh...travel variety show? Don't want to go..."

Even if it's a trip, I just want to go with you, there is no one else, just two carefree teenagers...abandon everything and stay close to each other.

Even this simplest wish is already extravagant.

He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, took out the earphones and put them on his ears, and played the video that he had listened to countless times. This song was obviously made by his younger brother to let him face the future life well, but now Became his worst nightmare.

Under the melody of the nightmare, Xu Yi continued to fantasize in his mind about a song that he had conceived for a long time, a song that he had been preparing for more than a year ago.

[Brother Yi...Brother Yi! 】

"Hey, the owner of the car inside, wake up!"

It seemed that there were two different voices calling him. Xu Yi was a little tired and didn't want to respond at all, but that voice seemed to be from the traffic police.

Tiredly, he raised his head and looked outside.

"Parking is not allowed here, do you know if you will be fined?"

"understood."

Without further words, Xu Yi drove away.

...

"Sister Su Xing, I was invited to the music festival last time, and I can go."

...

Did not participate in variety shows, but continued to numb himself with high-intensity work and commercial performances. Backstage on the evening of the commercial performance, Xu Yi still sat on the sofa without eating anything all day, his head was dizzy, but he never lost consciousness Sober.

His throat was a little itchy, and he wanted to cough twice, but he felt as if something was coming out of his mouth. He raised his hand and wiped it casually, and his hand was bright red.

"Uh…"

His voice was also a little hoarse. Xu Yi didn't alarm anyone. He wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth with a paper and waited for the organizer's reminder.

The song he is going to sing today is a song that has been conceived in his mind since Lin Jiasheng left a year ago.

"Accompany you through this world".

"Teacher Xu Yi! It's your turn to be on stage next, come and get ready!"

The people who urged the scene came, Xu Yi looked at his pale face in the mirror in front of him, and his cheeks that were much thinner compared to the previous period... He responded.

"Let's go...it's time to go."

……

Below the stage, the audience watched Xu Yi, who was dressed in fancy clothes, walk onto the stage, and they immediately aroused a lot of cheers. Those were not Xu Yi's fans, but passers-by who came to see the excitement.

Seeing Xu Yi's current appearance, the real fans all fell silent involuntarily. The bad premonition in their hearts has lasted for a long time recently, and it seems to have reached a climax today.

The host Xuan Bu enthusiastically read out the repertoire of the performance.

"Please enjoy the original new song "Accompany you through this world" brought by our music prince Xu Yi today!"

……

【Ride on sorrow, no hope, nowhere to hide

I can only stubbornly fall into the middle of the sea level

Across the moonlight, across the waves, looking for the glimmer

The light at the fingertips stops beside a person]

No one would have thought that the melody of this song is so sad, and the lyrics are also so desperate, like a person falling into the bottom of the sea, wrapped in icy water and unable to breathe, no one to rescue, can only watch helplessly as he is on the verge of getting closer. asphyxia.

Xu Yi felt that his throat was so sore. His uninterrupted high-pressure work during this year seemed to hurt his throat. The light on the stage made him dizzy, and he could only rely on the last bit of instinct to keep singing singing.

The melody at the end of the sentence descends...it's the melody of despair.

【Mourn me forget me farewell me

Only the end of the tour

That air never meant anything

give up on me forget me close to me

only hopeless memories

sunk into the sea]

The melody was blank for a moment.

[How can I leave, like a bird trapped in the deep sea

Buried alone in the water with no expectations and no harm

How much I want to leave, follow the dream and fly to the future

Even if this small expectation is not here]

After singing to this point, no one seemed to know what Xu Yi was singing. After the fans off the stage were stunned for a while, they couldn't keep calm at all. They were crying and scared.

"No! No, don't go, Brother Yi!!"

"Live together!!"

The voice was too noisy, Xu Yi couldn't hear clearly.

He can't even hear the music itself clearly now.

【Waiting for the truth, bid farewell to sadness, change stubbornness

How much I've done all I'm left with are scars

Panic again, heartbroken again, wandering again

What you said to me is meaningful, right?]

……

[How much I want to leave, follow my dream and fly to the future

Turn into dust and disappear

Let's go... let the wind blow away

Scars... dry with time

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...]

【Thinking about leaving, like a bird crossing the sea

Don't have to bear the darkness anymore, bear the hurt and really wake up

How much I want to leave, follow my dream to fly to the future

Believe in this small expectation

exist…】

After a simple song came down, there was no applause or cheers off the stage, only dead silence and sobbing... The same was true for the singer standing on the stage. Although he was dressed in warm clothes, the cold seemed to have enveloped him the whole body.

Xu Yi himself felt nothing... Maybe because he sang this song, the last bit of obsession in his heart fell away.

He raised his hand to wipe away the tears that fell down his face just now, and bowed to the audience in front of him.

"Thanks, bye."

No one called for his back as he turned and walked off the stage.

That night, Su Xing found that Xu Yi had lost contact, her phone was turned off silently, and the bad premonition in her heart seemed to be ready... She called the police immediately.

Because of the celebrity effect, not only the police in Beijing and Tianjin, but even many citizens began to spontaneously search for the missing Xu Yi, but they were not found on the first night.

It was not found the next day.

Only on the evening of the third day, an old man saw a floating figure on the water of the Tiantang River in Beijing, Tianjin, without a sound, and he was even wearing the costume he performed that night.

He went to find his own redemption and liberation.

The if line ends.

……

In the Mount Everest Base Camp, Xu Yi was sitting comfortably on the bed in the tent, eating snacks and composing music, when he accidentally found a long-lost audio file.

【Um?This file is...]

[36 doesn't remember either... Do you want to hear it? 】

【Um】

Xu Yi controlled the mouse and clicked on the audio file... Then the demo melody of "Accompanying You Through This World" slowly appeared, which made him stunned.

"So it's this one... I forgot."

But he doesn't really need this song now... just let this demo lie here and sleep quietly.