Six Zero: Cultivate the pillars of the country by relying on the Xixi system

Li Wenwen was still thinking about this matter, but he was a little surprised to see Zhang Guoan's expression was wrong.

Could it be that someone talked about it in front of Zhang Guoan and hurt his self-esteem.

"Brother Guo'an, you're back? Let's eat quickly." Li Wenwen said pretending not to know.

"Okay." Zhang Guoan didn't eat after he finished speaking, and sat on the sofa in a daze. He held up the cup for a long time, but didn't drink it.

Li Wenwen looked a little strange, and asked, "What happened today, why did you lose your mind?"

"It's nothing." Zhang Guoan was taken aback, took a gulp of water, stared in front of him for a while, and then spoke again.

"Actually, there is something, but I don't know how to say it." Zhang Guoan said slowly.

Li Wenwen came over and patted Zhang Guoan on the shoulder, and comforted him, "Are you talking about the rumors outside? It's fine. Don't worry about it. We just know the situation ourselves."

These words confused Zhang Guoan, "What rumors?"

"You don't know? Then what's wrong with you today, something is wrong." Li Wenwen was also confused.

Zhang Guoan was a little uncomfortable again, "Do you still remember the old pocket watch?"

Li Wenwen reacted for a while, it should be the pocket watch of Zhang Guoan's parents, "What happened to the old pocket watch?"

"Isn't I coming back late today? In fact, someone went to the factory to look for me. I should have called uncle. He said that my mother was dying and wanted to see me very much. My father couldn't come because of work and wanted me to visit. "Zhang Guoan said.

"Isn't this a good thing? I've been thinking about your parents. Now that I can see you, when do you want to go?" Li Wenwen looked happy.

"Do you think you should go?" Zhang Guoan asked back.

Li Wenwen hesitated, "Brother Guoan, what do you think? Don't you want to see your parents?"

Zhang Guoan rubbed his head, then patted his face, "I vaguely remember that when my father and I left, there were many people, and my father was also very anxious when he gave me to others, so all these years, I always thought they were You have no other choice, or you have already sacrificed, so you can’t come to me.”

"I have always been proud of them. When I went to the army, I actually followed in their footsteps, because my father once said that my parents were soldiers. I have thought many times that if they sacrificed, I should Anyway, they have been looking for me, but there is no way to find me from all over the world. But, in fact, I have a brother who is five years younger than me, and a sister who is four years younger than me. The two of them have long been I got married again and had a child, so I don't care about me, this time my mother came to see me, and she just wanted to see me before she left, and my father didn't want to see me at all, all this is what my uncle said."

After Zhang Guoan finished speaking, he lay down on Li Wenwen's lap, with tears in his eyes.

Li Wenwen listened quietly, not knowing what to say for a while, which was a disillusionment for Zhang Guoan.

Suddenly Zhang Guoan raised his hand, and with a bang, Li Wenwen followed the sound, and the pocket watch fell to the ground.

Li Wenwen reached out and patted Zhang Guoan, "Brother Guoan, no matter what, with me to accompany you and your parents, they all love you."

Zhang Guoan turned over and hugged Li Wenwen, and said in a muffled voice, "They might as well never show up, at least in my heart, they have always been beautiful."

Li Wenwen patted Zhang Guoan, everyone must slowly accept that their parents are just ordinary people, and their birth is not necessarily because of their parents' expectations.

It may just be human's natural reproductive desire, not every parent loves their children.

So when you meet good parents, you should be grateful, and when you meet bad parents, you should escape in time, and don't be limited to false family relationships.

Li Wenwen also thought of his parents. There are two brothers and sisters in his family, but his parents really treat them equally.

At that time, Li Wenwen bought a house, and his family also gave full support. Otherwise, Li Wenwen had only worked for a short time, and he would not be able to pay the down payment by himself.

Thinking of not being able to see his parents again, Li Wenwen himself had tears in his eyes, and his voice began to choke.

"Then are you going to see your mother? Didn't it mean that she is going to die soon?" Li Wenwen said this with a teary tone.

Zhang Guoan was taken aback, and sat up all of a sudden, "Wenwen, why are you crying? I just can't accept it for a while. After seeing so many ups and downs, I don't feel uncomfortable about this little thing. Why are you still crying. "

After speaking, he wiped away Li Wenwen's tears with his hands, and hugged Li Wenwen into his arms.

"Aren't I angry and sad for Brother Guoan? You are so nice, why should your parents not want you?" Li Wenwen didn't explain too much.

Zhang Guoan was moved by Li Wenwen. His parents were good people, and they were also persuading Zhang Guoan to meet him, but Zhang Guoan couldn't bear it all the time.

Why do you never want me, you are going to die now, you think of me, you might as well never think of me, let me think you are dead.

Although she is her biological mother, Zhang Guoan really thinks so, the cold side of Zhang Guoan is like this.

"I haven't figured it out yet, but there are many things I don't know about it, and my parents asked me to take a look." Zhang Guoan said.

Just as he finished speaking, Li Wenwen heard the door knocking.

"Boom!"

"Wenwen, Guoan, are you there? Open the door"

Li Wenwen heard Aunt Hua's voice, and patted Zhang Guoan, "I'll open the door, you get up."

When Li Wenwen opened the door, Aunt Hua and Uncle Zhang were there, and there was an old man he didn't know. Li Wenwen guessed it was the uncle Zhang Guoan mentioned.

"Father and mother, why are you here? Uncle, you should come in too." Li Wenwen said.

Aunt Hua was a little embarrassed to be able to tell Zhang Guoan, but she was a little embarrassed to say these complicated things to Li Wenwen.

"Father, mother, uncle, sit down." Zhang Guoan said.

The five people looked at each other in blank dismay, but no one spoke first, and in the end it was Uncle who couldn't hold on anymore and spoke.

"Guo'an, I know you won't be able to accept it for a while, but your mother really has a hard time. It's a mistake. We also know that brother Zhang and sister-in-law Zhang take good care of you, so that's why I haven't come to you. .”

Zhang Guoan hummed.

Seeing Zhang Guoan humming, Bai Tao gained confidence and continued, "This time, your mother is really in poor health. She vaguely said that she wanted to see you. Suffering, followed by a group of big men under fire of bullets, scrambling and rolling, now I am old, and the symptoms are all on the rise."

These words aroused Zhang Guoan's emotions. He was much better when he was a soldier, but many comrades still died. His mother must have been more difficult when she was a soldier.