Bo Yanshen stared at the ceiling, his mind was full of how he behaved gracefully under Shang Lingyi last night, which made his blood boil, wishing he could fly out of the Milky Way.

Such shame made him unable to speak out at all.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Shang Lingyi didn't say anything more, but buried her head in his arms and continued to do bad things.

Bo Yan opened his eyes deeply, but he could only look at the incandescent lamp above his head. His face was red, his eyes were full of panic, and he didn't know what to do.

"Lingyi, stop making trouble, it's...it's dawn..." He wanted to push Shang Lingyi away, but she grabbed him tightly like an octopus, preventing him from moving.

Shang Lingyi raised her head and said to him with a smile: "What are you afraid of, Yan Shen? There is no one here, so you are still afraid that I will eat you?"

Bo Yanshen's handsome face was flushed red, and he didn't dare to look directly at her.

Seeing him like this, Shang Lingyi was very satisfied, so she deliberately drew circles on Bo Yanshen's chest with her fingers, and teased, "Why don't you dare to look at me? Don't you like me? Didn't you push me last night?" , want me, and refuse to let go? Do you remember the night when we were lingering?"

"At that time, you were more courageous and powerful than you are now. The next day, I couldn't even get out of bed..."

Bo Yanshen was even more embarrassed when he heard Shang Lingyi mention the past, he wanted to escape.

However, Shang Lingyi teased him even more vigorously.

"You really have no conscience. I tried so hard to please you, but you didn't appreciate it, and it made me sad!" She pouted deliberately, and said, "In that case, then I'm leaving, and you won't have a chance to find me in the future." .”

After finishing speaking, Shang Lingyi made a gesture to stand up, and Bo Yanshen hurriedly hugged her.

"No, I didn't." Regardless of the pain in his waist, he stopped Shang Lingyi from letting her go.

Although Bo Yanshen really wanted to temporarily separate from Shang Lingyi for a period of time, he didn't want to make Shang Lingyi angry, nor did he want to break up with her once and for all.

More importantly, he didn't want Shang Lingyi to misunderstand him.

"Since you haven't, why don't you dare to look at me?" Shang Lingyi asked intentionally, "Don't you feel disgusted when you see me now?"

Because of the pain and tension, thin beads of sweat kept dripping from Bo Yanshen's forehead. He gritted his teeth and said, "No, it's not... I'm just..."

"Since it's not, why don't you dare to look at me?" Shang Lingyi continued to press him.

Bo Yanshen was so persecuted by her that she had no choice but to say helplessly, "Don't force me, okay?"

There was a bit of pleading in his tone, but also a little aggrieved.

"Then explain to me, why are you avoiding me?" Shang Lingyi didn't care, but still pressed her every step of the way, "Yan Shen, I'm not trying to force you, it's you who are forcing me, your silence is just forcing me I used coercion on you."

"Yan Shen, I know that you don't like such methods, and you don't like such people, and I don't like them either. But what you are doing now really makes me unable to be irritable and crazy."

"From the first time I heard the word divorce from your mouth, I felt very uncomfortable. Everyone's ability to bear has a bottom line. If it exceeds, no one knows what this person will become. "

She stared closely at Bo Yanshen's expression, for fear of missing any trace of his expression, and said, "Yan Shen, it's not that I don't understand love or marriage, I just want you to see the reality clearly and understand your own love." Heart"

"Do you like me a little more and want to spend the rest of your life with me, or just part ways and never see each other again? I just need an answer from you!"

"Yan Shen, don't look forward and backward like this. The problems between us have never been as complicated or difficult as you imagined."

"I am not what I used to be, and you are not what you used to be, don't" solidify your own thinking in the previous life.Sentimentality is not for you right now. "

Hearing this, Bo Yanshen's heart trembled violently.

He didn't expect that Shang Lingyi had already seen everything.

No wonder, he felt that Shang Lingyi was extraordinarily enthusiastic tonight and always wanted to seduce him.

No wonder, he would always miss Shang Lingyi from his previous life inexplicably.

It turned out that this was the reason that finally led to the break between the two...

Bo Yanshen also knew that he was very abnormal now, perhaps because he also went through a process of pregnancy and loss, so now he can better understand the despair in Shang Lingyi's heart in his previous life.

Postpartum depression really sucks, which is why he's so unlike himself now.

There is no empathy in this world, only when a person has tasted the pain of the other person, can he be said to be empathetic.

It is precisely because of this that he is very aware of this problem, and it is not so easy to get over it. He even doubts Shang Lingyi's feelings for him now, maybe she doesn't love him that much.

Because when he felt the magic tire in his stomach disappear, he even wanted to destroy the world. The pain at that time cannot be described in words.

So now he really can't trust Shang Lingyi's heart.

Such thoughts kept circling in Bo Yanshen's mind, and he was really worried whether Shang Lingyi would just leave.

"Lingyi, I didn't mean to think like this, but, I'm afraid...I'm afraid of you..." Bo Yanshen said, his voice choked up, and he couldn't continue.

His words surprised Shang Lingyi.

She frowned and asked, "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will leave you? Or are you afraid that after I leave you, I will meet other men?"

Bo Yanshen was very conflicted: "I..."

"Yan Shen, let me tell you, if you really think of me that way, then I'll tell you right now, I, Shang Lingyi, will never fall in love with any man other than you." God swears.

"No, listen to me, it's not that I don't want to be with you, I just..." After half a sentence, Bo Yanshen didn't know what to say next.

"I don't mean to blame you either."

"I just hope you don't become uncool because of me. Also, do you really still love me?"

The uncertainty and inferiority in Bo Yanshen's tone made Shang Lingyi feel complicated.

She didn't expect that Bo Yanshen would be so worried about gains and losses, and would have the mentality of being afraid of being abandoned.

Suddenly she couldn't bear it anymore, stretched out her slender arms to gently smooth the center of his slightly frowning brows, and said softly: "Yan Shen, don't worry that I don't want you, because you are the one I love, just like grandma and the others, you will be the only one in this life. , I will not give up on any of you."

"In love, I love you and only you."

Hearing this, Bo Yanshen felt warm in his heart, as if a spring breeze was blowing through his heart, which made him feel extremely comfortable.

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