Wearing books: relying on the system to be a salted fish in the 70s

"Brother's craftsmanship is really good, just a little worse than Sister Wang."

Li Xiangguo sighed, he was already prepared to hydrolyze the bitter wormwood, and he was tired of it. He didn't expect these sweet meats to be so delicious. It was because he was ignorant.

"I'm not good at co-authoring, right?"

Yuxian pretended to be angry and gave Li Xiangguo a sideways glance, as if her skills were not good enough.

"No, no, you are at the same level as Sister Wang."

Li Xiang Guo immediately said.

Yun Xiao smiled softly, the relaxed atmosphere was still comfortable.

After dinner, Yuxian tidied up and planned to read more. She slept a little today and might not be able to sleep at night.

[Little Xianyu, deliberate forgetting is not the solution, such things are always unavoidable here. 】

996 hesitated for a long time before opening his mouth. The festering wound was covered and it would never heal.

[I don't want you to be unhappy all the time, the tearing of memory will only cause more harm to you. 】

Yuxian stopped the pen in her hand, and her breathing was a little heavy. She tried her best to avoid social interaction and worked hard alone, so she didn't want to hear such words again.

"Yuxian, your parents don't want you anymore."

"you're lying."

The little Yuxian stared angrily at her vicious aunt.

"Why lie to you? Your mother is not trying to embezzle your uncle's property, is she?"

"That's right, Yuxian, do you know how much you are worth? Fifty thousand."

"It's not easy for a girl to be worth so much."

She no longer remembers what happened when she was a child, she only knows that her childhood life was full of such words.

I don't remember the tone and look of them when they said these words, but she felt that the most vicious words in the world were nothing more than this.

She went from doubting, resisting, and not believing to knowing the truth.

How much is she worth?

fifty thousand.

A fine for having an extra boy.

Later, she survived from being cowardly and timid, and became cold-blooded and resolute;

From being in debt of 80 yuan to paying off the debt, I never believed it until she said that she was worth [-] yuan;

Slowly move towards the appearance she likes.

She thought she was relieved, but in fact she just forgot on purpose.

【Tongzi, why should I feel relieved? 】

Yuxian's voice was very soft, she hadn't thought of it for many years, and she hadn't thought of it since she paid back the 80 yuan.

The hurt would be there forever, and there was nothing she could do but seal it deep in her memory.

【You, want to see them?After you are gone. 】

996 asked softly, if he could feel relieved after seeing it, it didn't want her to always have a time bomb in her heart, which might be detonated at any time.

[No need, there is no relationship between me and them. The value of birth favor is 80, and the value of nurturing favor is [-]. The two are settled. 】

Yuxian shook her head, since she promised 80 to move out her account, she never went back. Is there any need for strangers to contact?

[Little salty fish, find something you like. 】

996 checked the information.

【it is good. 】

Yuxian put down her pen. She was stuck in the mud of that home for the first half of her life, and then she was working hard to make money. Originally, luck came, but she didn't grasp it and changed the world directly.

what does she like?She didn't know, and never thought about it, it should be money.

I didn't have the heart to read the book anymore, so I put the book away and turned off the flashlight, put away the table, and lay flat on the bed.

Open your eyes and look at the dark top.

The son died early, and the eldest aunt was injured and could not have another child. Her parents gave birth to her and gave her to the uncle and the others in order to have another son.

The uncle thought that it would be better to adopt her instead of adopting one. At any rate, he had some blood relationship, so he agreed behind the back of his aunt, and she entered their household registration book.

But their own children are the best. After having her, they miss their children even more. The initial joy has been exhausted, and the eldest aunt hates her for taking her child's place.

I grew up with my grandparents and my cousins ​​in the new rural areas. She is always the one on the edge. They go out to work and come back once a year. The relationship is cold.

From the gossip of her relatives, she knew that she was an unwanted ball, and her uncle gritted his teeth and raised her.

Later, she suddenly had a five-year-old younger brother with an arrogant personality who was loved by the whole family.

Is she short of money?It doesn't seem to be the case, the food and clothing are very ordinary, but it can also meet the needs.

It seems that there is also a shortage. Grandma often tells her not to spend money recklessly. She is not born to her uncle and owes them. She often complains to her that the family has no money, life is difficult, and medicine cannot be afforded.

She knew that grandma wanted her to ask her uncle and her biological parents for money, and let them get the money back.

She didn't, because she didn't know what role she played in this family.

Grandma always said that she only told her the truth and told her not to go out and talk nonsense, but she secretly gave all the delicious food and pocket money to others.

In this mass of mud, she was suffering, depressed, and had nothing to say. When she had the idea of ​​dying, she also decided to escape.

She studied hard and walked out of the village step by step. She must have good grades, because if it is too expensive, they may not agree.

After the college entrance examination, she entered a very good university and applied for the most profitable major, studying computer.

At the same time, I also negotiated with my adoptive parents, 80 yuan, cleared, and no more debts.

What's ridiculous is that her biological parents started to care about her occasionally, and then told her that she was her brother's only sister and wanted to help him.

Speaking of the words she has been used to since she was a child, she owes them, and they give her a life.

She refused, saying she was worth fifty thousand and she would not owe them any more when they got a boy who didn't pay.

After graduating from university, she came out to work directly, repaid 80 yuan in four years, and settled her debts.

She also reminded herself all the time that she would never owe anyone a penny again.

After paying off, she went to learn Sanda, and she had to learn to protect herself when she lived alone.

As she grew up, she was no longer the girl who would hide in bed and cry. She was indifferent, closed, and caring about every little thing.

Also out of tune with the people around.

Tongzi is really stupid, what kind of memory tearing makes her uncomfortable.

It's never the memory that hurts, it's the scars hidden underneath.

She was able to speak frankly about her situation, the growth history of an unloved rural girl.

But what can heal the damage left by the original family?Time can only cover up, never fade.

In fact, she is really doing well now, has enough money, and has made new friends.

She will be better in the future.