Ruochen legend of Douluo

"Boy, is it worth it?"

An ethereal voice came from the gloomy space.

Zhang Ruochen stood in the darkness, listening to the ethereal voice, his heart felt as still as water, neither sad nor happy, neither arrogant nor impetuous.

Now he is no longer the boy who just traveled to Douluo Continent, and is no longer that mortal. He only knows how to fear God and live an ordinary life.

Now he has no fear of death, no fear of the gods, no respect for God's will.

Because he is a fighter: Zhang Ruochen.

"What's not worth it?"

Zhang Ruochen's plain voice asked in response to the ethereal voice.

"You died for a woman, do you think it's worth it?"

"Why is it not worth dying for the person I love most?"

"You have received the great god's inheritance and are in the inheritance. If you don't die, you will be proud of Jiutian, but now you die for a woman."

"So what if you are proud of Jiutian?"

"You will be admired by thousands of people, feared by thousands of demons, worshiped by thousands of Buddhas, and revered by hundreds of gods."

The ethereal voice became more and more passionate, and every sentence pierced Zhang Ruochen's heart.

"I am admired by thousands of people, feared by thousands of demons, worshiped by thousands of Buddhas, and revered by hundreds of gods, so what?"

Zhang Ruochen was still as calm as before, neither sad nor happy, neither arrogant nor impetuous, neither increasing nor decreasing.

"At that time, you will be free and happy, beauties of any appearance will lie at your knees, and thousands of creatures, demons, Buddhas, and even gods will bow down to you."

The ethereal voice seemed to be irritated by Zhang Ruochen's question. The voice was no longer so ethereal, and the roaring roar filled the entire dark and gloomy space.

This space was roaring and shaking, as if it would burst at any time, leaving Zhang Ruochen in a state of shock.

But in the end, the entire dark space became calmer and stopped shaking with the sound.

"Do you ever regret it now?"

The ethereal voice appeared again, as if giving Zhang Ruochen a chance to make a new choice.

Zhang Ruochen looked at the shaking space, with a mocking smile on his face that looked like cells were dying, and looked very ferocious.

"Then let me ask you, can you be happy and happy with your lover by your side?"

"At that time, you had more than ten million beauties, and of course you had a lover."

"Then I'm asking you, if thousands of creatures, demons, Buddhas, and gods bow down to me, what about me?"

"At that time, you will be under the command of God. Everyone must obey. No matter whether they are demons, Buddhas, or gods, they must obey your orders."

The ethereal voice answered immediately as soon as Zhang Ruochen finished speaking, even more passionately.

But Zhang Ruochen didn't get excited by the ethereal voice. Instead, he seemed to be amused, staring directly in front of him with his blood-red eyes.

"The lover I'm talking about is a confidante, a Butterfly Lovers. When we parted, we made a vow: we can't share the same quilt in life, and we will share the same hole in death! This is a promise to my lover."

"It's White Snake Xu Xian. That lover has been serving as the guardian of the tower for 18 years! This is the wait for my lover."

"She is the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. She married the Cowherd and the Cowherd to the west of the river as his wife. Since then, she has done away with the work of weaving and weaving, and has returned to the east of the river due to the emperor's wrath. They meet once a year. This is a lover's duty to his husband without any hesitation. "

Zhang Ruochen's voice became louder and louder, until it was almost roaring.

"You say you are free and happy, accompanied by all the beauties, I don't care at all. But I want to simply watch the sunset with the person I love most, and stay together forever."

"You said that if I live, I will live up to God's will, but the person I love most is going to die, so why should I live? I would rather this world turn into ashes, and I just want her to come back to me."

But after waiting for a long time, Zhang Ruochen didn't hear the ethereal voice.

"I regret, but what I regret is that I didn't take her away with me when I was in danger. What I regret is that I insisted on persisting in my newly ignited fighting heart. What I regret even more is why I want to become Sun Wukong. The successor brought her into the sea of ​​fire."

Tears formed lines across his face, but slowly he returned to his original calmness.

"When thoughts have begun, people will die; when thoughts have ended, people will die."

"My heart is neither sad nor happy, neither arrogant nor impatient, neither increasing nor decreasing, never leaving or abandoning. I am the Bodhi, and my heart is like still water."

"If possible, I just want to live with her and watch the sunset happily together every day..."

"But there is no if, my lover is dead, and my dream is finally shattered. Now I just want to enter reincarnation with regret. I am sorry for her, and I don't ask for her forgiveness, but I just ask her not to meet her again in the next life." To a fool like me."

Having said this, Zhang Ruochen knelt on the ground and closed his eyes. Tears filled his eyes and fell into the dark space.

He really regretted why he had to resist the Titan Ape's attack and insist on the illusory fighting spirit instead of leaving with the person he loved most.

If he left with Ning Ningxue, he and she would not die.

He hated his own weakness even more. If he were strong enough, he would not let her suffer the disaster of death.

Even if he had a certain amount of strength, he could still drag the Titan into hell and be buried with his lover.

......

The dark space fell into silence, with only Zhang Ruochen's tears of regret flowing.

"I don't know, here or there, but please hurry up. Even if my soul is shattered and turned into ashes, I can only tell you that I died for the person I love most. I have no regrets. I just hate myself for being weak."