Hokage: I crossed over and became a whirlpool blogger

"Zarana...!"

In the ward in the dark night, Sasuke jumped up from the bed suddenly, and grabbed forward with one hand like a sharp claw.

Under the light of the incandescent lamp, there was nothing in front of him, so naturally he couldn't grasp anything, only the discouraged Sasuke fell powerlessly on the bed.

He stared at the white lacquered ceiling and fell into thought. The images at that time kept flashing through his mind, and he heard the crying that choked with fear.

Whoop whoop, whoop whoop.

The crying at that time was so heartbreaking that people couldn't help but want to comfort the other party, but Sasuke didn't know where the crying came from, he only heard the crying.

When he was in mortal danger, he screamed in despair, he was worried about himself, he couldn't bear to see himself die.

Later, Sasuke suddenly understood, and also heard the familiar and slightly unfamiliar tone mixed in the crying... It was Sarana's voice.

She may have been paying attention to the scene the whole time, but was hidden by some special technique—the time gap!

Then there was a deep and severe pain, as if someone violently tore apart a whole person, and warm fresh tissues and organs fell out of the body.

Every time I think about it, it hurts my heart!

He seems to have returned to the past, the helpless and powerless self, just like him collapsed on the hospital bed now.

He doesn't have that deep emotion for Zuo Liangna, but he can't accept his own weakness, and the unavoidable reality that has happened clearly reflects the ridiculous self he used to be.

His determination to become stronger, and the efforts he has put in so far, have turned into a reincarnation now.

He is still so weak, just like back then, the pain buried in his heart has passed.

When he was young, he talked about revenge, and killing Itachi was just an obsession. What he really wanted was to kill his innocent self in the past!

[The death of the whole family brought Sasuke only the touch of Dan Gouyu's opening, so it can be seen that the reason for his revenge is not for the family]

The reason for him to become stronger has always been to get rid of the past, so as to cover up the unbearable past.

On that blood-stained moonlight night, a child who could only cry like a mentally retarded child wanted to hug his brother timidly and cowardly...

What is he afraid of?What is he regretting?That ridicule that often hangs on Itachi's mouth can severely attack Sasuke's mind every time.

"My stupid brother~"

He was really stupid, so stupid that he forgot to resist, he hated that he didn't resist desperately, he backed down, so Itachi left,

Thinking about Itachi's mood at that time, how disappointed would he be?

Now this powerlessness is happening again, he can't change anything, he can't save his own child, he is still weak, useless to the point of pity.

dong dong...

There was a knock on the door outside the ward. After a pause of two seconds, the nurse on duty suddenly realized that it was midnight and the patient must have fallen asleep long ago.

So he gently opened the door, and the light from the corridor shone into the ward, and the light outside was a bit brighter than the room, which was also for the patient to fall asleep better.

He walked lightly to Sasuke's bed, skillfully removed the dried up medicine bottle, replaced it with brand new medicine and continued the infusion.

After doing all this, he observed the patient a few more times. The bed was moved out of the emergency department. It is said that Tsunade and Sakura were alarmed at that time.

After writing a few notes on the worksheet, he left lightly.

When the footsteps in the corridor faded away, Sasuke opened his eyes again, his mind was filled with confusion and hesitation, and he suddenly didn't know what to do.

Suddenly, he tore off the needle stuck on the back of his hand, opened the window of the ward, and a few gusts of cool wind blew through, causing a chill.

The moonlight was beautiful, like a white jade disk hanging in the sky, and the moonlight on the night of the genocide was as round as it is today, but it was later dyed blood red by the blood mist.

Does he hate Itachi?Before he knew the truth, maybe he hated it, Itachi messed up everything and made him so messed up.

He wanted to kill Itachi, but he just wanted to kill him, the only witness, but when Itachi really died in front of his eyes, he began to feel sad again, unable to contain his sadness.

How could he laugh at himself?He has always cared about himself and will always love himself!

"Patient Sasuke? What are you doing?"

Suddenly, a nurse's voice came from outside the ward, and he returned it again, as if he forgot to fill in some data, information that should really be recorded!

Sasuke didn't respond, and this move made the nurse very at a loss. He thought the patient's spirit was out of order, so he persuaded,

"No matter what happens, get the disease cured first, then you will have enough confidence to do those unfinished... careers."

"What if it's impossible?" Sasuke asked.

"What kind of difficulty did you encounter? ... But even if you encounter an unsolvable problem, you can still seek help from your companions."

The nurse tried to calm the patient's emotions, and tiptoely tried to get close to Sasuke.

Sasuke naturally sensed the other party's intentions, and he wanted to inject himself with a sedative to force himself to be quiet.

But he doesn't care, he's in a mess right now, he just wants to talk to someone, anyone is fine.

"A desperate thing like the sky falling, even your companions can't stop it?"

"This..." The nurse was stunned.

It seems that the patient's thoughts are a little pessimistic!

"Even if it can't be solved, at least you are not alone and helpless." The nurse continued to comfort.

"Since you know it can't be solved, why do you have to bring your companion?"

Sasuke's eyes stared at each other tightly, such an opposing nurse was a bit helpless.

So he had no choice but to continue to argue with him, trying to dispel the patient's worries, "So, at this time, you can only give up, the so-called regret is not something that makes people regret.

Don't live in the past, but look far into the future. The pain of loss is to build a stronger bridge for the future. "

Sasuke fell into silence for a while thoughtfully.

Should I give up?He asked himself, if he can't do it, no matter how he thinks about it, he can't do it, right?

Let him abandon his own daughter, that poor child, and watch all this happen in loneliness and despair. At that time, she was as powerless as she is now.

I wanted to reach out, but couldn't do anything.

Not even qualified to regret.

Watching the opportunity, the nurse took out a small sedative needle from her pocket and tried to inject it into Sasuke's body.

But was dodged by Sasuke.

"This……"

The atmosphere was a little awkward, the nurse smiled obsequiously, and silently put away the sedative she took out.

Sasuke was not angry. After all, he already knew about the other party's little trick, so he continued to ask, "Give up, but I'm not reconciled!"

The nurse also seemed a little annoyed, so she urged, "You are still young, do whatever you want.

Even if you fail, at least you have fought hard, whether it is a moth to a flame or not. "

Sasuke hummed, apparently making a decision.

"Now it's time to listen to the doctor's advice and recover yourself. Only when your body recovers can you have no worries on the road of hard work!"

The nurse tried to persuade her.

Sasuke thought for a while, then lay back on the bed, and the nurse immediately stepped forward to help him re-insert the needle.

Although a lot of liquid medicine was lost, let's increase the dose to fill it up later.The nurse thought.

Sasuke seemed to have overlooked one thing, rather he didn't think about it at all.

The green liquid in the infusion bag was mixed with a trace of blood red, like a drop of blood, as bright as a jewel.

"Good night, Sasuke-kun."

The nurse left the ward satisfied. His steps were brisk in the quiet corridor, and his tongue licked the corners of his mouth involuntarily, like a snake letter.