The little ancestor has a delicate voice and can flirt, and the ascetic villain has fallen

Qi Boyan woke up when something strange happened to the door of the apartment. He glanced at the time and felt that it was impossible for her to come to him at this time. Instead of continuing to sleep, he got up to drink a glass of water. As soon as he opened the door, he noticed the person sitting next to the door. a small one.

The man was slightly startled.

He helped her up from the floor first, frowned slightly, and asked her in a low voice: "Why don't you come in and look for me when you're here?"

Chi Youyou looked up at him, and stretched out his arms towards him.

Qi Boyan pinched her waist, hugged her into his arms and supported her hips, tilted his head and kissed her, "Huh?"

She wrapped her arms around his neck, pressed her cheek against his neck, and whispered in his ear, "I miss you."

When he just hugged her into his arms, he could smell the faint scent of wine on her body. He didn't look carefully just now, and he didn't know if he was drunk. "Have you been drinking?"

She nodded, "A little bit."

"Sitting at the door of my bedroom after drinking and thinking of me?" He spelled out the words himself and felt a little amused. He carried her into the bedroom and kicked the door shut with his long legs.

She suddenly asked, "Did you wake me up?"

He laughed lightly, half-jokingly, "I miss you and want to wake up."

"..."

Sensing that the woman in his arms was not in the right mood, Qi Boyan hugged her and sat on the sofa beside her, pinching the back of her soft neck with his fingers, "Tell me, what's wrong?"

Chi Youyou's mind was a little messed up, and after drinking, hearing his voice and remembering the video, a soreness rose in his throat.

After a while, she said in a muffled voice, "I think I treated you badly before..."

"what?"

Qi Boyan frowned, not knowing what she was talking about for a while, why did she bring up the past in a good manner, just wondering, "Do you mean me? When?"

Hearing her tone seemed a little sad, she drank again tonight and stayed with Lin Enxia, ​​he probably guessed something.

"Why do you think so? Someone told you something?"

Chi Youyou leaned against him, breathed the faint cold fragrance of his body, closed his eyes, and some memories flashed in his mind like a revolving lantern.

Those pictures seem to have passed for a long time, but in retrospect, they are still vivid.

What should I tell him.

She said softly:

"I had a dream, dreaming that I am with you now is actually a big dream."

"And my original life should be entangled with Ling Muyun to the end,"

"I was used by him, and I trusted his words unconditionally. In order to please him, I used all kinds of harsh words to attack you. Later, I was dazzled by jealousy, hurt by him, abandoned by him, kidnapped and killed by others. It's what I deserve."

She closed her eyes, and suddenly felt a little unreal, "So are we all in a dream now, and when I wake up, you will disappear..."

Qi Boyan pinched her waist and moved her back a little, raised her hand to pull her arms down, saw her eyes were reddish, and looked at him with a feeling of self-blame.

He pressed the back of her head and kissed her lips, and took another bite on her lips, which was a little hard.

Caught off guard by this, Chi Youyou frowned, pushed him, and moaned, "It hurts..."

Qi Boyan raised his hand and tapped her forehead, "Do you think this is a dream?"

Chi Youyou lowered his head, and touched the place on his forehead where he had just knocked with one hand, and he didn't know what to say to understand.

The price of awakening self-awareness is death, and the shocking feeling of predicting the ending in advance is not as impressive as experiencing it personally, and it is heart-wrenching, so once again, she will never be a tool used by Ling Muyun again.

However, the concept of "rebirth" probably cannot be understood by normal people.

But that was a life she had really experienced.

Qi Boyan pinched her chin and raised her little face, looking straight into her eyes, "So actually, the original life you mentioned is just a dream, and our being together is a destined ending , don't you think so?"

Chi Youyou looked at him blankly.

Her heart suddenly became sour.

"Do you still remember those... nasty things I told you before Ling Muyun and I broke up?"

Qi Boyan's face froze, his eyes were as black as deep pools and impenetrable, and there was a turbulent dark color flowing through the bottom of the eyes, but it was hard to see anything unusual.

He was calm and calm, "What did you mention this for? It's been too long, and I can't remember."

She blinked her eyes, and there was a layer of moisture in her eyes, as if she shared his sadness at that time, and said seriously: "I'm sorry."

The man was stunned first, and touched the corner of her eyes with his finger.

she says:

"I know it's meaningless to explain. After all, I did say those words, and there is nothing to justify myself, but I still want to explain..."

"I used to blindly believe everything Ling Muyun said to me, thinking that you would do anything to cause me trouble in order to get close to me, and the purpose was to fight against Ling Muyun. I was very impressed."

"Later he said that you are always hanging around me, I gave you the chance, I have thoughts about you, I enjoy the feeling of being chased by men, I was stimulated by his words, I really want to prove that I am not... Tell you something like that."

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head in annoyance, "I regret a little...not a little, but I regret what I said to you back then."

Chi Youyou pursed her lips tightly, her nose sore.

She has really experienced a deformed and unequal relationship, even if it was just a story in a comic, that's why she feels that Qi Boyan's love and care for her now is commendable.

In the past, in order to control her mentally, Ling Muyun would find various reasons to be jealous of the men around her, Shao Zhan, Lu Junze, Qi Boyan, and other friends who had a good time with her.

That would allow her to gradually alienate them, and finally be alone, with conflicts and helplessness.

She used to think jealousy was a sign of possessiveness.

His jealousy means that he cares, that he loves her and values ​​her, so she can give up her social circle for him.

But Qi Boyan is not.

He will give her the respect she deserves, and when he is jealous, he just wants her to coax him and say something nice. He will never lose his temper with her due to jealousy, nor will he interfere with her social life.

Ling Muyun said that since she likes him, she should care about his feelings.

But Qi Boyan always cared about her feelings first.

So when a relationship makes you feel uncomfortable and depressed, you should choose to stop the loss in time instead of saying "it's a pity to be separated after being together for so long", "it's normal to run in with each other", "maybe he just cares about me too much" 'He will change' to brainwash himself.

Everyone deserves to be loved, and everyone should love themselves well.

But she understood it too late, the two of them went around going around and finally got together, but she didn't expect that there would be such a bad thing in the middle...

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that what she said at that time was ugly, and she raised her eyes, "Did I hurt your self-esteem at that time..."

She was heartbroken, and said to him: "Why don't you scold me too."