The little ancestor has a delicate voice and can flirt, and the ascetic villain has fallen

Chi Youyou looked at him in surprise, she had done too much psychological construction just now, her mind was full of thoughts that he might want to separate from her, but her words were very euphemistic.

Hearing this sentence for a while, my mind was confused and confused.

"what are you saying?"

Because of preconceived reasons, she subconsciously thought that he was going to find a new excuse.

"Those videos... I, I, I didn't feel that way, how could I feel that way?"

Qi Boyan turned his eyes away to look elsewhere, and the way she looked at him just now kept flashing in his mind.

Maybe it was because she had just cried, and for a moment he couldn't see through whether that was her real thought.

She was also afraid that she would gradually see emotions similar to sympathy and pity in her eyes.

In fact, he had expected her to answer like this.

She may not feel that way, it's just that her physical reaction can't deceive people, and her psychological state is affected.

How ridiculous, he loves her, but because of what happened to her, he caused endless harm to her.

Chi Youyou raised his hand to wipe away the tears that fell from his eyes and ran across his cheeks, and it was very uncomfortable to be overwhelmed by his reaction, "What do you mean, if you want to break up with me, just say it, why mention those things? ?”

Her expression became serious.

But it's hard to clear her mind while being held in his arms like this. She just remembered that he just asked her to try with another man, and she was so angry.

So she put her little hand on his shoulder, trying to get off him.

Qi Boyan frowned slightly, wrapped one arm around her waist, and held her slender leg with one hand.

His voice was deep and low: "When did your frigidity start? Wasn't it after Lawrence showed you those videos? Those bloody pictures brought you a psychological shadow. After all, it was because of me. "

His heart was heavy, his handsome face tensed slightly, and he turned to look at her, "Do you think I want to say those words? But you can't always be like this."

Chi Youyou was stunned by his words, and at the same time there was a look of shock in his eyes.

——"Didn't you watch those videos about me before, would you feel uncomfortable because of it?"

——"Would you... also... think I'm... dirty..."

——"I mean, is it possible for you, only with me...you will have that kind of...frigidity."

——"Do you want to try..."

Her body stiffened, "You think I'm frigid because I watched your videos?"

Qi Boyan pursed her lips, acquiescing.

He had been avoiding this matter before, thinking that as long as he didn't ask, maybe it might just be a hypothesis, or it might be because of other reasons.

But Shao Zhan, Lu Junze, and Su Qinghua told him so many things about her that he didn't know, and he felt more and more that only that was the most likely.

Until now, he could no longer deceive himself.

Chi Youyou wanted to explain, "I..."

But when those words came out of her mind, the pictures about the reasons for her psychological disorder also came out from the bottom of her heart, and she hadn't remembered them for a long, long time.

"not like this."

But such words are so pale.

She stretched out her hand to hold his face, thinking of the video about his past at that time, tears filled her eyes, "You are the best in my heart, and will always be."

"What happened to you is not your fault. Don't put those things on your heart as a burden and encumbrance."

She thought of what Su Qinghua said before, and always felt that he would ask such a question because of Su Qinghua's influence. He cared too much about her opinion of his past.

In the past, Qi Boyan gave her the impression that he was arrogant and frivolous, he could be indifferent to the extreme, and he didn't care what anyone thought of him.

"Can you stop listening to what other people say about you?"

"They are angry because they can't get what they want from you, so they want to sting you by belittling and suppressing you, so as to get pleasure."

"I never thought you were dirty, you were fine, you were always fine,"

She lowered her eyes slightly, and after relieving the choking strength, she raised her eyes to look at him again.

"Whether you believe it or not,"

"I don't know how to describe how I felt when I saw those things. It hurts, my heart hurts, I'm cold, and I'm shaking with anger, but no matter how painful I am, I can't really understand how you felt at that time, and I feel very powerless."

"As for me……"

Speaking of herself, some blurred and gradually clear images flashed through her mind.

That ugly and sinful thing, the bright red blood, the desperate eyes of a girl whose heart is as dead ashes, the delicate and white skin with not a single inch intact, the cruel way of abuse, the stench...

Those damned, hell-deserving beasts...

Nausea overflowed.

She swallowed hard, trying to suppress that feeling.

But to no avail.

She struggled to get off him.

Qi Boyan quickly sensed that something was wrong with her, and let go of her arms.

After she staggered off him, he also got up and saw her rushing to the bathroom in a hurry.

"vomit--"

When he followed quickly, he heard her retching, and he took a tight breath.

Chi Youyou propped her hands on both sides of the sink, her stomach was churning violently, the pictures just now brought out more memories, she leaned down, "Ugh—"

After the feeling of nausea and fear passed, she supported the pool table with all her strength and raised her head, looking at the shiny mirror opposite.

A pale self was reflected in it.

She slid down a little bit unbearably, Qi Boyan stretched out his hand to grab her arm, and hugged her in his arms, his heart seemed to be covered with a cloud of darkness.

"I want to drink some water."

Qi Boyan stroked her head lightly, "I'll get it for you."

Seeing that she seemed to be in a bad state, the man blamed himself very much, and wanted to hug her to sit on the sofa outside, but she refused, saying that she didn't know when the nausea would overflow again, and wanted to stay in the bathroom for a while.

So he went first to fetch water for her.

When he came back, he saw her sitting on the ground in a daze.

Qi Boyan frowned, and hurried over a few steps, "Why are you sitting on the ground?"

He put the water aside first, bent down to pull her up from the ground, but she shook her head.

Chi Youyou took a few deep breaths to adjust her unstable emotions, suppressing the restlessness, with tears in her eyes, she looked at him, "Qi Boyan..."

There is distress, self-blame and worry in his eyes.

She didn't know whether he believed what she just said, maybe he believed it, but she still had doubts because she couldn't explain the reason for her frigidity.

She wanted to explain the words clearly, but the words were always stuck in her throat, making it impossible for her to speak.

What should she tell him.

Qi Boyan brought her the water, separated his legs and knelt on the floor with his knees on the floor to accompany her, "Let's not talk anymore, and don't talk about this anymore."

He said that no amount of money could alleviate her current state.

He believed what she said, but still felt that her psychological barrier had something to do with those videos, after all, it was difficult to restrain human physiological reactions.

But after listening to her words, he already felt that he was no longer so depressed.

"It's cold on the ground, let me carry you to sit outside, okay?"

"Qi Boyan..."

She stared at one place blankly, before he was about to hug her, she raised her eyes to look at him, her lips fluttered, wanting to say something.

He paused, looking at her sad expression, he roughly guessed what she wanted to say before she said it, "I won't be separated from you, Chi Youyou, don't even think about it."