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Zhou Enyou's words made Yuan Yining's eyes turn red.

There are some things that Yuan Yining wants to ask, but has nowhere to go.

It’s been four years in the blink of an eye.

Yuan Yining sometimes looked at the empty Bian family mansion opposite, and occasionally thought about it again.

Is that all?

Really, not coming back?

Zhou Guotao also asked someone to inquire, but the shopping mall and Bian Zhi's groups were not in the same circle. When he asked, he only said that Poison Scorpion is pretty good now and is not as chaotic as in previous years.

If you ask again, you will know nothing.

I don’t know who the boss is now.

I don’t know when the situation over there will be completely improved.

They don't know anything, they are blind.

In the blink of an eye, Zhou Suihuai is almost thirty years old. Yuan Yining looks at his son and sometimes feels distressed.

It is obvious that Cheng Yuyu is interested in Zhou Suihuai.

Privately, Zhou Guotao asked someone to find out that Cheng Yuyu came from a good family. Her parents were teachers and had been very strict with her since she was a child. She had a good tutor and was well-educated. She had been in the entertainment industry for five years and had no scandals. Step by step, she had become an actress from a young age to where she is today. Second-tier actress position.

There is no dirty information, and he is very patient with several children. I heard that Cheng Yuyu has been responsible for the relationship in recent episodes. It can be seen that he has taken care of Zhou Suihuai.

night.

After meal.

Yuan Yining took Zhou Guotao for a walk.

in the garden.

"Tell me, are Zhizhi coming back?" Yuan Yining asked Zhou Guotao somewhat sadly.

Zhou Guotao was unsure.

"It's been four years, and now it's the fifth year, and I still don't believe it. What the hell is this? Today, I asked my mother when she would come back, and I didn't know what to say."

Zhou Guotao's eyes darkened.

"If he comes back, he definitely hasn't said anything. If he doesn't come back - if he really wants to find his son, can we talk to him then?"

Time is a grinding thing, everything can be covered.

When Bian Zhi left, he didn't leave well. He was so decisive, which left a wound in Zhou Suihuai's heart, and Yuan Yining felt heartbroken when he saw it.

Two years have passed, and she still remembers that New Year's Eve two years ago.

Although he already knew that Bian Zhi would not come back, Zhou Suihuai still sat in the yard all night. He didn't know whether he was waiting to come back or waiting for him to give up.

Yuan Yining didn't sleep that night, so he stood in the window of the room and looked down all night.

My own son, a mother feels the most distressed.

"I know Zhizhi is good, but if I really don't come back, I also hope that Suihuai will look forward. People can't always live in the past," Yuan Yining said: "Every time I call Yaoyao, she Very silent, I also told Yaoyao during the day, asking her to help pass a message, can Zhou Suihuai start a new relationship?

When I was talking, Zhizhi must have been by my side, but the person on the other side fell silent. After a long time, I heard a hoarse voice say one word, OK. "

The voice was very low and deep, a simple word, as if it was squeezed out of the lungs. When Yuan Yining was about to speak again, the phone had been hung up.

"Husband, tell me, did I do something wrong?" Yuan Yining felt very conflicted. Bian Zhi was the person she had seen since she was a child, and Zhou Suihuai was the kind of person she liked. It was so easy for the two of them, so why did she leave? To this day, she can't understand and is unwilling to accept it.

Occasionally, if I want to be cruel, I can slap my hand on the table hard.

But they couldn't find anyone or anything. Even if they contacted me, they wouldn't get a reply for a month.

They are at the end of their rope and have no choice.

"You're right. When two people get together, it's all about fate. Zhizhi is a person who keeps promises. If she didn't come back when she was supposed to show up, either something happened, or - she really doesn't want to come back."

Zhou Guotao asked about the situation of Poisonous Scorpion. It has been stable for a long time, and all forces have been completely disintegrated. There are no external factors.

"I still have a few people I want to introduce to Sui Huai. They are pretty good. Cheng Yuyu is also fine. I still say the same thing. The children of the Zhou family don't need to care about money or power. I still hope as I did at the beginning. Just keep it simple and be safe.”

Yuan Yining nodded.

After that day.

Zhou Suihuai began to be frequently dragged into various situations.

There are often guests at home, all with beautiful girls, in their twenties, as young as a flower, looking at people shyly and timidly, and when they smile, their ears will be dyed red, and they will stand tall like blooming peonies. .

The Zhou family had wide connections, and as soon as word got out, many women lined up to recommend their own daughters or the daughters of relatives.

Men are not afraid of divorce, and the Zhou family is not afraid of raising children. Therefore, Zhou Suihuai's status is still valuable. When the girls see him, they are shy and timid, and they all hope that Master Zhou can take a look at them.

Cheng Yuyu came very diligently, fearing that someone else would take advantage of her.

Several times, I wanted to speak directly to Zhou Suihuai, but I was still shy after all. When the words came to my lips, I looked up and saw Zhou Suihuai's passionate eyes. My face turned red. How could I keep talking?

For her, Zhou Suihuai was like the sun in the sky, which was originally out of reach, but she was greedy, as if she had her own ray of light, so she had to move forward with shamelessness and courage.

Bian Zhi didn't know any of this.

The original bullet passed through her heart, and coupled with her worsening depression, she lived in her own hallucinations for a long time.

This situation is becoming more and more serious as time goes by.

She stayed up all night long, started drinking a lot of coffee, and stared out the window without closing her eyes for several days.

Bian Yaoyao came over to persuade her, but she shook her away and sat in a different place.

The wind was very strong on the balcony more than ten stories high. This was the place where Bian Zhi visited most. Her legs were hanging outside the wall, and the wind was blowing so hard that her heart was suffocated and she couldn't breathe.

After the strong wind passed, her breathing would fall again, and it would be as if she was alive again.

There is a secret desire in my heart, to jump down from a tall building and everything will be released.

The complicated and noisy sounds will disappear.

Bian Yaoyao couldn't persuade him, and Bian Zhi couldn't listen to anything he said. People with emotional illness will always be stuck in their own situation. They can't get out, and others can't get in either.

Bian Zhi closed her eyes, the wind was blowing wantonly around her, and her long hair was messy and floating around her body.

She had a phone in her hand, so she couldn't dial the number.

She is so embarrassed now.

She didn't know when she would get better, and she was afraid of scaring him.

He seems to be living a good life now, and his career is good. The financial report provided by Poisonous Scorpion Media has very beautiful data.

Now that someone called him the best actor, she didn't dare to watch the news, fearing that she would run back uncontrollably.

What can she do if she goes back?

She seemed unable to do anything but drag him down.

I can't even see a doctor like this.

She walked like that at the beginning, but now she is covered in injuries and can't lift her hands. She has undergone rehabilitation over and over again, but the effect is not very good. She drinks Chinese medicine every day, and her face is so thin that she loses her appearance.

Some things never change.

She has always been living in the abyss. Zhou Suihuai is the brightest sun above the abyss, and she is just one of them who looks up to it.

Bian Zhi walked alone in the darkness for a long time.

After a long time, Yuan Yining called me and asked about Bian Yaoyao. She was by his side.

In fact, my brain is a bit dull and I don’t hear it clearly.

All I know is that Yuan Yining asked, "Is it okay?"

There is going to be a new person in Zhousuihuai, is that okay?

She spoke in a mute voice, "No," but the other person only heard the last one.

When I reacted again, the phone was disconnected.

Bian Zhi was sitting on a ten-story building, and for the first time, he really wanted to jump off.

People who have never been sick don't know how difficult it is to get out on their own. They think that people with depression are simply looking for trouble and feel sad, but this is not the case.

There is nothing they can do.

That day, Bian Yaoyao went to the doctor with red eyes and asked, "Should I stop contacting them? Every time I answer the phone, her condition becomes more serious."

The psychiatrist shook his head and said: "No need to shy away from it. She is not as fragile as you think. She is very strong and always knows what she wants. She is working hard when we don't know it. She has studied psychology. She has been using her own practice to come out. She is mentally very strong, stronger than many people, even stronger than me, so don’t worry, it will be fine.”

The night after the psychiatrist said these words, Bian Zhi fell into a nightmare again.

Sitting on the balcony covered in sweat, with his legs hanging out, like a wandering soul without a soul.

Bian Yaoyao was wiping tears from behind. She suspected that the psychiatrist's words were comforting her.