and share this life with affection

Zhou Suihuai still didn't answer her.

The two stood under the tree like this, silent for a long time.

Zhou Suihuai had never treated her like this before, so when Bian Zhi realized that he might be angry, she was still a little dazed and confused.

"Are you unhappy? One year old Huai."

In Bian Zhi's tone, there was a hint of coaxing without knowing it.

After Bian Zhi said this, Zhou Suihuai blinked.

"Why are you unhappy?"

"Because," she guessed, "because I won't let you kill Zhang Yao?"

"One year old Huai, you are no longer a child. Now it is an information society and a society ruled by law. You have really killed or disabled people here. If he seriously sues you, will you be in trouble?"

Bian Zhi saw that Zhou Suihuai's expression didn't relax in the slightest.

She sighed.

She made allowances for him as a manic patient.

"Take a step back and say, you really want to teach me a lesson, and you should mention it where no one is around. It is not an exaggeration for Zhang Yao to die ten thousand times, but it is really not worth it for you to die for him."

Bian Zhi tried to make Zhou Suihuai understand that he was thinking about problems for him in his place.

But Zhou Sui Huai listened to the explanation, but remained motionless.

Bianzhi is gone.

"Are you really not going in with me?"

"If you don't leave, then I will leave?"

After Bian Zhi finished speaking, he moved his feet and observed him from the corner of his eye.

He really didn't move,

Stubborn as a cow.

"One year old Huai," Bian Zhi said patiently, "You can be unhappy, but you have to tell me why you are unhappy."

Otherwise, how would she coax her?

"Or like this, you give me some hints?"

Zhou Suihuai looked at Bian Zhi who spoke softly, but he was not necessarily happy, his eyes were shallow, he turned his head away and did not look at her again

But he also opened his mouth.

"Zhang Yao looked for you."

This is an affirmation.

Bian Zhi also said frankly: "Yes."

"So, my second brother suddenly asked me to go abroad with him. It was you who discussed it with him."

Bian Zhi: "Yes."

"You don't want me to know that Zhang Yao came to you, and you don't want me to do any violence to Zhang Yao."

Bian Zhi: "Yes."

"So, you already knew that I was sick."

Bian Zhi didn't answer.

However, Zhou Suihuai already understood clearly, "So, you think I'm sick, you think I'll act impulsively, and you think I'll get in your way, that's why you've worked so hard to ask someone to send me away."

Bian Zhi: "I didn't mean that."

When Zhou Suihuai heard the words, he lowered his head and smiled wryly, "You didn't mean that, but you did."

His eyes turned scarlet instantly, "In your eyes, am I a patient who can never be relied on?"

"That's why you coax me so patiently?"

"Because, in your heart, I am just a patient who makes trouble for no reason but has to be comforted."

After Zhou Sui Huai said these words, he paused with difficulty, and after a long time, he said word by word: "So, what I thought, what I thought, was wishful thinking, and the idea that I have a special place in your heart is also true. It's an illusion."

His eye circles were red, and his complexion was as cold as a winter night.

"So, these days, your kindness to me is just because I am a patient. I am as stupid as I was many years ago."

"is it?"

Bian Zhi's brows became tighter and tighter following Zhou Sui Huai's words, "I didn't mean that."

"I just think, this matter, I can handle it myself."

"Of course." At this time, Bian Zhi was still unwilling to lie to him, "There is also a reason for your illness, but it's not entirely because you are a patient."

Bian Zhi suddenly felt that she was a little confused.

"In short, I don't think it's a big deal, and Zhang Yao's appearance doesn't pose any threat to me. The reason why I indulge his appearance is because I want to find out some things through him. If you put it this way, you Can you understand?"

Zhou Sui Huai quietly looked at Bian Zhi.

After a long time.

"I don't understand."

Zhou Suihuai lowered his eyes, exhaled slowly, his sad face blended into the gradually dim black, "I only know that you don't trust me."

"I'm not someone you can rely on when things happen."

"You have never thought about me, not even once, you have never thought that you will have my participation in your life, you always face everything alone, you have never thought that my desperate approach is eager Hope to be able to participate in your joys and sorrows."

Three years ago, Bian Zhi got married suddenly, and Zhou Suihuai was disappointed, but not desperate.

Three years later, Bian Zhi divorced, and he immediately felt that he had drawn closer to her.

Later get along.

For a moment, he felt that he was very close to her.

He even felt that there was an element of love between men and women in her connivance.

He felt that maybe, maybe, this time, he could touch distant stars.

until--

He was taken abroad by Zhou Suihan, he didn't bother to auction it, and bought the gift directly from the seller at a premium of more than [-] times the price, and he came back excitedly.

result--

He was greeted with a blow to the head.

"So, Zhang Yao has already looked for you, right?"

When he suspected Zhang Yao's motives for appearing around the hospital, he had already approached Bian Zhi without his knowledge.

Obviously, he appeared by her side every day.

Obviously, at this moment, they are only a few steps away.

But at this moment, he felt that he was far away from her.

The distance during this period seems to be impossible for him to cross even if he works hard for the rest of his life.

The whole world knows that Zhou Suihuai likes Bianzhi.

But this time, he clearly understood——

Bian Zhi would not like him.

Zhou Suihuai's eyes were sad, his dazzling peach blossom eyes lowered, and he clenched his fists.

There was a long pause.

Then she lowered her voice, as if she was afraid of frightening someone, and asked softly in the lowest voice, "So, did my existence bother you?"

Bian Zhi was about to speak.

Zhou Suihuai: "My self-righteous protection interrupted your plan, I'm sorry."

The words fell.

Before Bian Zhi could say a word, Zhou Sui Huai turned his head and left, his steps were fast, and after Bian Zhi came back to his senses, Zhou Sui Huai's lonely figure melted into the thick night.

Bian Zhi stood there, silent for a long time.

Then, she called Zhou Suihuai.

She wants to say something.

Even now, she didn't organize her words well.

But she had to say something.

She is not good at relying on anyone, and she has never felt that anyone's shoulders are reliable.

After Bian Yaoyao left, it has been a long time.

digest all emotions alone,

Handle everything alone.

There are many times like this, and it is very long, so long that she almost feels that this is a survival instinct.

She felt that this should be the case.

Therefore, when she let Zhou Suihuai leave, she never felt that she did something wrong.

Is she really, really wrong?