and share this life with affection

Zhou Enyou said he would have to go for two days.

I actually came back the next day.

The puppy at home felt insecure. She was rushing to finish debugging the data and was anxious to come back.

After returning home, he saw Qin Chuli sitting on the ground by the window.

Crossing their legs, they looked at each other silently.

Hearing the sound at the door, Qin Chuli turned his head and saw her. He stood up like a tired bird returning to its nest, strode over and hugged her.

The pace was a bit fast, bringing up a gust of wind.

Zhou Enyou laughed loudly, "Are you so proactive?"

In the past, Qin Chuli would say "hmm" and then say, "I'm taking the initiative with you."

Today was different, the force holding her was a bit heavy, her chin fell on his shoulder, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Zhou Enyou noticed something was wrong and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qin Chuli sniffed and said, "No."

"Why are you so listless?"

Qin Chuli said, "I have a cold. I feel uncomfortable. I want to hug you."

That day, Qin Chuli held her for a long time before letting go. Even after eating, he would nuzzle into her side and just circle around her without doing anything.

Zhou Enyou was amused at first, but later he felt something was wrong and asked Qin Chuli.

He shook his head again and said it was okay, got up and went to the kitchen.

Zhou Enyou looked at his back as he stood up. After looking at him for a while, he silently looked away.

But after a day, the puppy became wilted.

Zhou Enyou was full of doubts. Before going to the laboratory the next day, he went to a classmate who was speaking on stage together and asked if anything happened that night.

The classmate turned to Zhou Enyou with a red face, and said stumblingly: "No, no, classmate Zhou, what's wrong?"

Zhou Enyou thanked the people and walked to the laboratory.

The next day is the weekend.

Zhou Enyou told the old man that he had something to do and would not go to the laboratory.

She stayed at home that whole day. Qin Chuli was obviously very happy. He happily went for a morning run with her. The two of them also went out to have breakfast. When passing by Qin Chuli's chain restaurant, the waiter inside called her in a very sensible way, " "Mrs. Boss," Qin Chuli's eyes lit up with joy.

After returning home, the two of them took a shower, then sat on the sofa and watched TV. Qin Chuli cut some fruit for her and happily discussed the plot with her.

everything is fine.

After taking a nap in the afternoon, the two went to watch a movie together. They kissed like ordinary couples in the movie theater. She could even feel the signs that Qin Chuli was in love and couldn't help himself.

After leaving the cinema, the puppy was still embarrassed and did not dare to raise his head. The blood spread from the tips of his ears to his neck. He was shy and cute. After returning home, he pestered Zhou Enyou and kissed him for a long time, and then he was panting and his eyes were deep. He placed his chin on her shoulder and gasped for air.

Zhou Enyou smiled and patted Qin Chuli's back, feeling that the atmosphere was up.

Qin Chuli can't just let Qin Chuli think that the two of them have something, but in fact it's just a blank check, which is too pitiful.

So Zhou Enyou stood up on tiptoes to kiss him, and between his lips and teeth he mumbled to Qin Chuli: "I didn't say no."

Qin Chuli was very moved, and Zhou Enyou felt it clearly.

But he didn't do anything, he just held her hand harder and harder.

Zhou Enyou asked him, "What's wrong?"

Qin Chuli just shook his head, and then said softly, "You're too tired, I'm fine."

Zhou Enyou raised his eyebrows and asked him, "Will you tolerate any problems?"

In fact, she was just teasing him on purpose, but Qin Chuli didn't laugh. He buried his face in her shoulder aggrievedly and didn't say anything for a long time.

When Zhou Enyou noticed something was wrong, she slightly pulled away the person on her body, only to find that Qin Chuli had tears streaming down her face.

Zhou Enyou was dumbfounded in shock.

"You..." In fact, I still wanted to ask why, but I also knew that he wouldn't tell me, so I had no choice but to sigh and touch his face, "Why are you crying again? I feel like you cried after being with me. The frequency is too high. People who don’t know me think I’m bullying you.”

Qin Chuli pressed him back into his arms again, "No," his voice was muffled, "You are the best to me."

The old man's threatening words left Qin Chuli helpless.

Unless the old man dies, there is no solution.

Just as the old man told him, he has nothing to fear now. The worst he can do is to perish together.

What is he afraid of?

He is old and his life is ruined. What does he have to fear?

But Qin Chuli was different.

He fears.

He cannot use the person he cherishes most to touch an old man who is dying.

not worth it.

Not cost-effective.

He is good at calculations, but there is no solution to this problem.

He was reluctant to leave Zhou Enyou, and he didn't want to leave until his death, but he couldn't let the old man expose Zhou Enyou's identity, it was too dangerous.

This is an endless cycle.

Qin Chuli began to be unable to sleep all night long. He could only fall asleep a little while holding Zhou Enyou in his arms. But when he woke up, his overwhelming insecurity would plunge him into a deeper level of anxiety.

He didn't say a word and drove himself crazy.

He even wanted to leave once, but when he saw Zhou Enyou's smiling eyes when he woke up from breakfast, he couldn't bear to do so.

Zhou Enyou was not unaware of the abnormality, she was just waiting.

Wait for Qin Chuli to come and tell her what happened to him.

Everyone has emotions, and sometimes they don’t want to tell others what’s going on.

Zhou Enyou gave him full respect.

But after Qin Chuli opened his eyes again until dawn, Zhou Enyou felt that we still had to talk again.

"Want to chat?" After dinner, Zhou Enyou patted the sofa next to him.

As soon as Qin Chuli saw this posture, he knew he couldn't hide. He pointed to the kitchen and said, "I'll cut the fruit for you."

"I don't eat fruit, come here and sit." Zhou Enyou was still laughing here.

"Then I'll get you something else to eat."

"Come here," Zhou Enyou said, "Qin Chuli, I think we should have a chat." '

Qin Chuli walked over.

He did not sit down next to Zhou Enyou. He sat on the floor at Zhou Enyou's feet as before, raising his head and looking at the person a little pitifully.

Usually, Zhou Enyou couldn't be cruel, but this time, Zhou Enyou chose to ignore it.

She asked, "What happened to you?"

Qin Chuli pursed his lips.

"Qin Chuli, you have to tell me what happened to you. We have to communicate."

Quiet and silent.

"I don't know what you think," Zhou Enyou's tone was very steady, his eyes fell from top to bottom, and his face looked rare and serious at this moment, without a smile, "When I'm with you, there are always people who say, at our age We are still young, and there are many uncertain factors in the future. I never take it for granted, because I think we are both calm and reliable people.

I have always felt that a person's mental maturity is more important than his or her age. I have always felt that whether I am twenty, thirty, forty or fifty, my choice remains the same. it will be you,