and share this life with affection

After Bian Zhi left, Lin Ling slowly opened her eyes.

She also looked at Gu Yan with hatred.

"Gu Yan, we are brothers. Before, you always said that it was inappropriate for Shen Tingsi and I to break up and get back together. You always asked me why." Lin Ling rarely mentioned Shen Tingsi on his own initiative and almost never mentioned it, but at this moment he started He stopped talking, because he really regarded Gu Yan as a brother and couldn't bear to let him miss him, "I am different from you, and my feelings for you are different from Leng Ruxue.

You have the opportunity to grow old together. In your hearts...they are all for each other. After so many years, you always say that you have never met the right one, is that true? still--"

"Actually, you've been waiting for her to grow up?"

"You have been waiting for her to graduate from college and see her study for a master's degree and a doctorate. Maybe you don't know it yourself. When others say that Brother Yan's family is all top students and the little girl is studying for a doctorate, your eyebrows will change. How proud I am,

When you came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau on the day you received your certificate, you looked helpless, but there was a smile in your eyes. No one could force you to do something you didn't want to do. The boss gave you a wedding room. The key word was the wedding room. You didn't refuse. You didn't resist, you moved in with her, and in your heart, you already recognized her as your wife.

The leg thing is a shortcoming and a regret. People should always look forward. Don't let countless regrets follow just for one regret. The boss just asked you, do you understand what she wants? "

"You dare not answer, I will say it for you."

"From the beginning to the end, all she wanted was you, Gu Yan."

The sun pierced the thick clouds and filled the earth with its brilliance.

Those things that had been hidden deeply in the dark night, and those things that were helplessly buried, were finally revealed bit by bit in the words of Bian Zhi and Lin Ling.

Gu Yan finally had no way to avoid it.

The courtyard became quiet again. Gu Yan sat in the pavilion with his head bowed. After a long time, he clenched his hands heavily.

Just a few seconds.

Then, he walked quickly to the airport, the wind picked up the corners of his clothes, and the man's neat figure sat directly into the cab.

A moment later, the plane hovered in the sky. After that, the plane cut through the sky and left a shallow trace among the white clouds.

Bian Zhi and Lin Ling finally exhaled.

But a few seconds later, Bian Zhi frowned again.

"What's wrong, boss, are you worried?"

Bian Zhi nodded lightly. She looked up at the sky, the endless clearness as far as the eye could see, "Leng Ruxue looks weak on the outside, but in fact she is very tough in her heart. She is not the kind of person who will marry others out of spite. What she does has always been Very organized, I'm afraid that Gu Yan's past will not go well."

Psychiatrists look at people not by appearance, but by temperament.

Facts have proved that Bian Zhi was right.

Gu Yan didn't bring the person back, so Lin Ling went up and asked. Gu Yan lowered his head, the stubble on his chin appeared, and he looked very depressed.

Holding a beer in his hand, he sat back in the pavilion, no longer a human being or a ghost.

"What's going on?" Lin Ling asked.

Gu Yan said: "Nothing," with dark eyes he crushed a beer bottle.

"He didn't agree to continue being good with you?"

"Still angry yet?"

Gu Yan silently picked up the beer on the side, raised his head, and took a long sip.

"Tell me! What do you mean? Why didn't you bring the person back?"

Gu Yan's eyes were scarlet, and he kept his head lowered. His words were full of weariness, "I was too confident, thinking that everything would be solved by going over it. Although I didn't say it, I was actually thinking in my heart,

She was just angry, angry that I didn't value my marriage to her, angry that I was talking nonsense, and angry that I was unwilling to face my inner feelings. She was just angry with me. "

"I have always been very confident in her."

'Eight years... It's been eight years. Maybe it's because she was always chasing me. When I was going to school outside, she always thought of ways to control me. She got along with every brother of Poisonous Scorpion and let them look at me. When something happens to Scorpio, she is always the first to arrive. She always seems to be there.

When I was studying for graduate school and Ph.D., I always thought about whether I would be chased away by others. It felt really good, being loved by someone on the top of my heart, so that it was natural for me to think that she would always stand there. , she doesn’t go anywhere except me. '

Gu Yan laughed softly, but Lin Ling's brows furrowed tighter and tighter.

"She told me that she wanted to have a baby with me. I resisted with my mouth, but I even thought about the name of the baby in my heart. With me, she will be her for the rest of my life."

Bian Zhi came over at this time.

Gu Yan's eyes were finally filled with a thick layer of mist. He raised his head, looked at Bian Zhi, lowered his voice, and said softly and then loudly, "Boss, she is married."

Lin Ling's pupils shrank severely.

Gu Yan took another sip of wine and said, "When I passed by, she had already received the certificate!"

"I saw that man, Yushu Linfeng. He was very nice. He was wearing a blue suit. He looked very good when he smiled. I also went to their research institute. There was an introduction to that man on the wall of honor. , a leader in academic circles, a dragon and a phoenix among people."

Gu Yan grabbed his head and pulled his hair fiercely, "Everything is fine...but me,...but why am I still so sad!"

everything is fine.

Men are great too.

Leng Ruxue got married.

Everything was developing as he expected, but why was he so sad.

When he passed by, they had just come out of the Civil Affairs Bureau. The dazzling marriage certificate made Gu Yan dizzy on the spot. All the words he had prepared had no effect at this moment.

Like a pervert, he followed them all the way, observing them without blinking, and there was evidence that they did not match.

He saw them going to the supermarket together, buying daily necessities and food in the deli area. When they left the supermarket, the man bought Leng Ruxue a bouquet of flowers, and the two looked at each other and smiled in understanding.

He also saw them returning home together.

The window on the eighteenth floor lit up in the night. The light was warm and bright. Gu Yan raised his head. It was the same brightness as when he came home late at night. But now this light was no longer on for him. .

ten o'clock.

The lights on the eighteenth floor were extinguished one by one, and the last one was in the master bedroom.

Gu Yan stood downstairs all night. It was still winter in North America at this time. He was wearing a thin shirt, but he felt that the severe cold of winter was not as good as his own heart that had been frozen to death.

What are they doing upstairs?

Stop talking.

What else can newlyweds do in the dead of night?

Gu Yan's eyes were red, remembering the night when Leng Ruxue took the initiative.

She tied his limbs, her eyes were red, her face was so shy that it was almost bleeding, and she said to him very gently and softly: "I will do it gently, don't be afraid."

He was a grown man, but she actually told him: Don't be afraid.

She was inexperienced, everything was raw, and he was in a bit of pain.

She was always observing his expression and noticed that he was in pain. It was not good to ignore her own experience. She was also in pain, so she still leaned down and said softly: "It will always be like this for the first time. I... watched the movie, Saying that men like this, you...",

She couldn't speak any more, and he couldn't listen either. Her whole body burst out with inner and physical satisfaction.

She was stunned for a moment, then smiled softly.

Finally, she untied his hands and feet, took the initiative to kiss his lips, and whispered coquettishly: "I don't know how, you teach me."

As beautiful as the past was, the heartache is so profound now.

Gu Yan couldn't bear it anymore and did the most childish thing in his life.

Sounded the fire alarm in the building.

Then, he flew back to his country without being able to stay for a moment.

He was so cowardly that he couldn't even say "Happy Wedding".