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Bian Zhi's voice was like a huge thunder, exploding in Zhou Suihuai's heart.

His head hurt, and the tears in his eyes fell uncontrollably.

Bian Zhi's voice had stopped for a long time. In fact, Bian Zhi was as calm as possible when he made his statement.

But Zhou Suihuai still recalled that sentence in his ears: "The whole person... has died almost countless times." 】

[The whole person... has died almost countless times. 】

……

I don't know how long the room was silent.

Suddenly, a sound of thunder outside broke the silence, and then the raindrops fell and hit the glass. The sound was very loud, very urgent, and very dull.

Zhou Suihuai's legs were numb from standing up. After a long time, he restrained the raging hatred in his heart and stood upright while holding on to the wall.

He walked to the cabinet and took out a set of Bian Zhi's pajamas. He moved very gently and carefully, putting on Bian Zhi's clothes as if he would break a porcelain doll if he exerted too much force. He wanted to button Bian Zhi's clothes. hour.

Bian Zhi pursed her lips, raised her head, and asked him softly, "Aren't you going to do it?"

Zhou Suihuai didn't look at her and shook his head, "I won't do it anymore."

Bian Zhi's face turned pale for a moment, and she was a little sad, but she didn't let Zhou Suihuai see it. She smiled, feeling a little embarrassed, but her tone was still relaxed, and she said "hmm".

Zhou Suihuai buttoned up her buttons and put on her pants before standing up straight. He was still naked. The French window outside was open and the wind was blowing in. It was still cold. Bian Zhi went to get him some clothes.

Zhou Suihuai raised his hand to hug her, but he didn't. He just raised his hand and gently rubbed Bian Zhi's head, "I'll get it myself."

Bian Zhi stood there, silently gathering his clothes to prevent the ugly wounds from being exposed to the air.

Zhou Suihuai got dressed quickly. He was not wearing pajamas, but outer clothes. Bian Zhi looked at him and couldn't help but ask, "You want to go out?"

Zhou Suihuai shook his head, "No, just a set of pajamas. Li Kun hasn't taken care of it yet, so you can sleep."

Bian Zhi lay on the bed and looked at Zhou Suihuai with big eyes. Zhou Suihuai smiled gently at her, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Go to sleep."

Bian Zhi: "Why don't you come up and sleep?"

Zhou Suihuai: "Later."

Bian Zhi was about to speak again, but Zhou Suihuai had already raised his hand, and the palm of his hand covered her eyelashes, which were cold.

Analyzing himself was actually very tiring. Bian Zhi was really tired, but when he closed his eyes, his mind was very clear.

She was so good at pretending to be asleep. There was a period of time when she was in a coma, but her mind was clear, but she just couldn't open her eyes. That feeling was always scary. Later, when she woke up, she was always afraid of falling asleep again, but Bian Yaoyao always stares at her sleeping, so she will pretend to be asleep.

So when her breathing was quiet and steady, Zhou Suihuai thought she was asleep.

That night.

Zhou Suihuai sat by the bed all night, and Bian Zhi felt his gaze soberly. She knew that he needed time to digest.

She was not sure whether a normal man would lose all interest after seeing such a scarred body.

She didn't know whether what Zhou Suihuai said "not to do" was not to do it tonight or not to do it in the future.

Her mind was in a mess. Zhou Suihuai's shocked eyes when she saw her scars flashed through her mind over and over again, making her frustrated and sad.

The two lovers spent a silent night amidst the violent thunderstorm.

When the first ray of sunlight shone into the room in the morning, Zhou Suihuai stood up. Before leaving the room, he tucked Bian Zhi's quilt up.

Zhou Suihuai has a habit of getting up early, so no one is surprised, but when he came out of the room today, his eyes were all red, as if he had stayed up all night without sleeping. Adult men and women were in the same room, and they had not slept for another night. It is easy to make people feel uncomfortable. The association is ambiguous.

But Zhou Suihuai's face was not good. He was just cold on weekdays, but now he looked even more ice-cold that could repel people thousands of miles away. People who always greeted him could not help but lower their heads and did not dare to say hello to him.

The director was having breakfast, and Zhou Suihuai saw it at a glance.

When the director put a tea leaf into his mouth, Zhou Suihuai said calmly, "Lin Sui, I won't shoot this scene anymore. You can find someone else."

The director was a young man who ate quickly. The egg was stuck in his mouth and he couldn't swallow it or spit it out. He was so anxious that he was scrambling and hesitant to say something. Zhou Suihuai had already stood up and said, "The crew is looking for you as soon as possible." Let the actors deal with it. I will ask Li Kun to pay the liquidated damages to the crew's account."

This drama was a drama that Zhou Suihuai was very interested in before. Director Lin Sui also handled the plot and characters very well. When he decided to make this drama, Zhou Suihuai expressed his interest, and the director was also optimistic about Zhou Suihuai. The two of them We hit it off right away, and there wasn’t even an interview.

Lin Sui, who was reading the script this time, could tell that Zhou Suihuai had worked hard on the script. When other actors were still reading the script, he already knew his lines by heart, and even the emotions in them were spot on.

"Why?" The director finally swallowed the egg. This script tells the story of an adult man who lost his memory in an accident and forgot about his lover. In the end, he reunited with his lover and the two finally got married. Some of these experiences It fits Zhou Suihuai very well. "Aren't you always looking forward to this book?" the director asked puzzledly.

Zhou Suihuai's eyes were very pale, and his gaze had been fixed somewhere on the table. His face had no expression since he sat down, but after hearing the director's words, he sneered.

When he spoke, his voice was hoarse and deep, "I was really looking forward to it before." The male protagonist in this script is so affectionate, loyal and tolerant towards relationships. He once felt that he was very similar to the male protagonist in it, but now he sees Come on, "I feel like I'm not worthy of such a character, I don't deserve to be in this show! I'm the most asshole lover in the world!"

In recent years, he has actually had many opportunities.

Although there is a big gap in strength between the Zhou family and Poisonous Scorpion, they are not completely blind. If he wanted to, not to mention Zhou Guotao, several brothers in the family would definitely try their best to find Bian Zhi's whereabouts for him.

But he didn't.

Because of his ridiculous self-esteem, because he stubbornly felt that he was not at fault, he was paranoid and insisted on waiting for Bian Zhi to apologize!

He is not worthy of a good girl like Bian Zhi!

Whenever he calms down now, he will think of Bian Zhi who has been abroad these past few years and how difficult it must have been for her to face everything alone!

As for him, what did he do!

When she tried hard to walk back to him, he had a cold face and never gave her a good look!

Cheng Yuyu, Yu Shengsheng kept making trouble for her, he looked on coldly, feeling in his heart that he should give a heavy lesson to the person who left first, so that she could understand that he did not have to be her!

He is selfish and arrogant!

Stupid and blind.

He always competed with the former Zhou Sui Huai, but now it seems that he is not one ten thousandth of the former Zhou Sui Huai!