Tell mommy, daddy is kneeling again

In the end, it was Du Ruo who spoke first and broke the deadlock: "After all these years, how have you been doing?"

Li Yufei looked at Du Ruo.

Perhaps, in front of others, she could not seriously answer this question.

But Du Ruo is different.

When she was still dating Du Shaoheng, Du Ruo took good care of her and treated her like a sister.

At that time, she and Du Shaoheng were discussing marriage, but she suddenly proposed to break up. The Du family was in an uproar, and everyone had a lot of speculation about her.

Only Du Ruo knew in her heart that Concubine Li Yu had her own pursuit.

Although, in pursuit of abandoning her own feelings, she dare not agree, but she still chooses to respect blessings.

Therefore, Li Yufei couldn't avoid her question.

Li Yufei said: "The past few years... have been going well."

Du Ruo: "Hearing your answer, it seems very reluctant."

Li Yufei: "It's not forced. What I have now is my goal. Now, I have achieved my goal."

The reason she broke up with Du Shaoheng was to take back Li's power from her mother.

She has done it.

But it doesn't mean that she has no regrets in her heart.

Some time ago, she accompanied Junjun to the aquarium. Seeing Guan Yue and Du Shaoheng's affection, she fantasized for a second that if she had given up her family business and married him, Don't you feel very warm and happy when you live a life of being a husband and a child?

But there is no such thing as the best of both worlds.

She seems to be a born careerist.

She was sure of that.

Du Ruo said: "Concubine Yu, I took the initiative to invite you to drink coffee today, because I want to tell you something from my heart."

Li Yufei said, "What's on your mind?"

Du Ruo: "You chose to abandon Shao Heng and inherit the family. Maybe others don't understand this, but I understand it best. I know that you will not regret that choice at the beginning. Now, you have also got what you want. However, for so many years, Shao Heng has never let you go in his heart."

Li Yufei turned her face away: "I know."

Du Ruo: "What about you, have you ever let him go? Do you still love him?"

Li Yufei closed her eyes: "Love. I have always loved him and never stopped. Maybe until the moment my life ends, I will still love him, but everything is irreversible."

She looked at Du Ruo: "I believe you didn't tell me this to bring us back together. After all, Shao Heng's position is firmer than anyone else's. Although I am divorced, I will not interfere in his life."

This is also the reason why she and Du Shaoheng broke up and no longer contacted each other.

The two never let go.

At that time, both of them had already married and established businesses, and not disturbing each other was the best way to love each other.

Seeing you again will only make your eyes red.

Although now because of the child, the two meet frequently, but every time, Li Yufei needs to adjust her mentality.

Du Ruo: "Perhaps, I shouldn't tell you these things to disturb your mind. I know, as you said, everything is irreversible. You have all missed it and it has become a thing of the past. Shao Heng is a very responsible man , no matter how much he loves you, he will never abandon his family. Although he doesn't love Guan Yue that much, he will never let her down. Both you and I know that there will be no more results between you. "

Li Yufei: "Yes."

Du Ruo: "But...if he's gone, would you feel regretful?"

Concubine Li Yu thumped in her heart: "What do you mean by that?"

Du Ruo: "I mean, if one day he is gone, will you regret the choices you made?"

Li Yufei pursed her thin lips tightly: "Life is limited, time will grow old, and everyone will slowly learn to say goodbye. Perhaps, at that age, we will all learn to let go, learn to face farewell, and face our own regrets. "

Du Ruo's eyes turned red: "You may not understand what I mean. I know that life, old age, sickness and death are human nature. But if..."

She spoke halfway, but stopped talking.

Concubine Li Yu felt more and more that there was something in her words: "Sister Ruo, do you have anything to say? You might as well just say it."

Du Ruo took deep breaths alternately, took a deep breath, and after slowly swallowing, said in a trembling voice: "He's sick."

Concubine Li Yu was stunned!

……

The night was like ink, and in the early morning, it rained suddenly.

Bean-sized raindrops slapped on the car window.

Concubine Li Yu sat quietly in the carriage, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, propped her forehead with her hands, and leaned softly on the seat, as if her whole body had been drained of strength.

Du Ruo's trembling words still echoed in his ears:

"Spinocerebellar degeneration...

……

Concubine Yu, have you heard of this disease?

……

We can meet here today because I made an appointment with a doctor. I showed him Shao Heng's case. He told me that this disease is terminal and there is no hope of a cure. It can only be postponed.

……

It also means that his life is running out of time, and we will lose him at any time, whether it is you, me, Guan Yue, or even Junjun and Xixi, we will all have to face this ending sooner or later.

……

Concubine Yu, I know very well that I shouldn't tell you this, Shao Heng won't let me bring this up with anyone, he doesn't want to see anyone sad because of this.

……

At the end of his life, he wants to cherish the people he can cherish as much as he can, but...you can understand how much he wants to cherish you and doesn't want any regrets between you, but he has no qualifications and no position to cherish you.

……

I said so much, but I just hope you know about it earlier, no matter why you separated in the past, I just hope that you are mentally prepared and don't have any regrets..."

Concubine Li Yu recalled her thoughts, raised her head, and looked out the window.

She could finally understand why Du Ruo had such an indescribable expression when facing her.

As an older sister, she knew very well that her younger brother never let this woman go in his heart.

But just like Li Yufei said, everything is irreversible, even until the end of life, he and she can no longer cherish each other.

Of course Du Ruo felt distressed.

She doesn't want to hurt anyone, but she also doesn't want to leave any regrets for her beloved brother.

For this reason, she was tortured by this mood for many days.

Li Yufei raised her head, looked at the roof of the car, closed her eyes, and rubbed her fingers heavily between her eyebrows. There seemed to be a nerve in her brain that was involved in pain. Her eyes were sore and prickly. She wanted to cry, but there were no tears.

Just half an hour ago.

When she separated from Du Ruo, both of them were out of their minds.

No matter for any one of them, Du Shaoheng occupies a very important weight.

Apart from Du Ruo, Li Yufei was the first person to know about it. This is undoubtedly bad news, and she was naturally in a trance.

Du Ruo sent her to the car door, Li Yufei suddenly turned around and said to her, "Sister Ruo, thank you for telling me this."